Hey everyone! I'm sorry if there are any grammatical errors!
A LOT OF ERRORS SO I APOLOGIZE!~
In this fan fiction, I'm mixing Tokyo Japan with the story of Saiyuki!
"Every Great Artists Would Always Try New and Out of This World Things..." MY NEW MOTTO!
This new mixed up fanfic is gonna be Fun!
This one is about:::: Romance, Humor, Friendship and a little Drama!
and still the female character here is Kokoro-chan!
If some of you still haven't met her, please read my fanfic, "After You Saved Me"
Alright!
LET'S START THE PARTY, SHALL WE!~
~Music Box~
Previously
"Oh Goku-kun I almost forgot..Your mom gave me the key to the room you said that was mine.."
"Aww..I hoping she wouldn't give it to you...anyway I hope you like your room..oh let me take you." He suggested.
"Sure..."
Her room was right next to his...
"Oh so it wasn't far at all..."
"Nope, just 5 steps away from my room..."
"I see...well good night..."
"Good night sleep well Kokoro-chan!~ sleep tight!~"
"Hehe...your such a kid..."
"And your just too cute..." He countered.
"Okay bye..." She finally went in her new room.
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Night Time; 11:53 PM
Goku's Room
Normal POV
"hmmmm...dumplings..." He stirred and moaned. (well that's Goku for ya'...always thinking about food...even dreaming of them...)
KNOCK KNOCK
"Hmmm...eh...what..ahh..where..huh?..knocking dumplings..?" He started to snap out.
"Oh someone's just knocking...must be Sanzo complaining about his paper work again...hey..wait a second...I don't remember messing up his paper work today..." He
"Goku-kun...are you asleep...?...I'll just go then..." Someone WAS at the door.
"EH! KOKORO-CHAN!"
He didn't waste any time, he simply ran towards the door.
When he opened it, he saw her about to go back to her room.
"Ah-WAIT!"
"Oh sorry did I wake you up?" She put on a very uneasy smile.
"Well yeah but what's wrong? why are you up at this time in the night?"
"Uh...well...I..."
"Yes? you don't have to hide anything from me, so please tell me what's wrong.." He asked her gently.
"..I had a really scary nightmare..."
"About what actually?"
"I don't know...I don't even where the place was...all I know was..it was so scary..."
"So you came here..just tell me?"
"Oh I'm so sorry, I was disturbing you aren't I! Sorry!~" She bowed several times.
"Oh no, no, no..I think it was cute of you to come even though you were afraid..." He smiled at her.
The smile made her blush obviously, by embarrassment and a little heart beating moment~
"Okay I think I know what you need!~"
"Oh you do?"
And everything moved so fast that, she didn't realize that she was being carried bridal style.
"Wha-!~ Goku-kun~ WHAT ARE YOU DOING!~"
"Your sleeping with me tonight!~"
A little while later
"Not again..." She pouted.
"Ahehehe!~" He wrapped his arms and legs around her body.
"Kokoro-chan is so soft and mushy! LIKE A PILLOW!~"
"Goku-kun! Not so close it's embarrassing..."
"Tell about your nightmare..."
"What..but I can't...it's doesn't seem to make sense anyway.."
"Tell me or I'll hold you tighter~" He threatened her playfully, but serious.
"Ahh no! Okay, okay I'll tell you..." She surrendered.
"Good~ So what was it about..."
"I saw two people killed in front of me..." Her eyes were hidden behind her bangs. (OH MY!~ PLEASE TAKE IT EASY ON TH REVIEWS!~ THIS WOULD BE THE FIRST TIME I'M GONNA WRITE A TRAGIC SCENE FROM KOKORO-CHAN'S POINT OF VIEW!~)
"Wha..." That really shut him up.
"And in my dream I was a kid...a man shot the two people with a gun, and I was about to get shot next..and then I don't remember..."
He hugged her very tightly.
"He-hey..I thought you'll only hug me if I don't tell you? HEY!~"
"I shouldn't have asked...I only thought of myself and didn't think of how you would feel...sorry...it was selfish of me..."
"But it's ok-" She was cut off.
...
...
...
And yes... you assumed correctly...
He kissed her, sweet and passionate, not too long...not too quick.
He parted from her.
"Sorry..." He apologized. "I'm being very selfish today I guess..."
"You...just..."
"You don't have to remember any of it...just forget about it...let's just pretend it never happened okay..." He averted his gaze away from her's.
"So you think you can just ask me to forget things like that...? so you think you can just play around with the way I feel just like that! Is this what it's all about to you?.." Glistening tears came down her cheeks.
"I-."
"If you think that it's all just fun in games all the time then your wrong...I have feelings too! And...I have too much feelings that it hurts! It hurts me so bad!"
He couldn't believe what was happening, he didn't want to believe it, no not at all, he hated it when he saw her cry or see her hurt, let alone see her get hurt because of him...and the thought of him being responsible for her grief was killing him inside.
"No your getting it all wrong-"
"I don't wanna hear anything anymore! As if, you, leaving me alone all those years were painful enough!" Tears were dropping nonstop.
"But would never try to hurt you, please just-" He was cut of once more.
"But you already did! You cut my heart so deep that...even if I had an eternity...the pain would still linger..." Her eyes were gleaming like diamonds, but even so it's still hurt Goku to see her like that.
(Okay I'm officially over-doing this dramatic scene...)
"Kokoro-chan..."
"Well I'm sorry to be so playable to you!...you know...there was never a day..that I would never think about you...and when I was visiting the tree on the hilltop...there was only you...in mind...and it's so frustrating...longing for something right in front of you and not being able to reach it..."
"I'm afraid..." He stated.
She was silent.
"I was...afraid that I would lose you if I tell you...I was afraid that you might reject me...I was afraid of hurting myself again...I told myself that it's better to just be right beside you...even though I want us to be more than just what we are now...I was telling myself that it's better to just be friends, and that at least I can stay close to you...even though...but I didn't want to be just close to you, I wanted to always together with you! I'm sorry if I hurt you! I was afraid that you may not think of me as a friend anymore if I get anymore closer that we are! but I can't take back the kiss...but to be honest the day I left you...was the only day that I've regreted so much in my whole life..." Once more he held her tight.
He continued. "And the reason for my recent behaviors around you now...is that..I love you...if you reject me then...I wont wonder why." He whispered.
She was silent still.
"The thing is that...I can't just reject you..." She finally found her voice to speak, but she was still very shaky and squeaky.
"What do you mea-"
And it was his turn to be kissed.
"I mean, I love you too..." She put on a heart relieving smile.
"You...I'm happy to know that!~...Then you forgive me...?"
"You know I can't stay mad for a long time..." She said and wiped her tears.
"Then that makes us lovers now right?" He's back in his old natural self.
"Yes..."
"Alright!" He cheered.
"Next time when you want to tell me something please say it straight okay..Goku-kun..."
"OF COURSE!~" He clung onto her like a baby monkey.
Ahh sweet scent of love.
The two young lovers, slept together happily. (LITERALLY! DON'T YOU GUYS THINK OF SUCH THINGS!~ OR ELSE YOU'LL END UP LIKE HIM! -points at Gojyo-)
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T.B.C.
(Bold - Japanese lyrics / Italic - English Lyrics)
-Cherish-
Sung by Hoshi Soichiro(Son Goku), from Saiyuki Reload Vocal Album Vol. 2
Muzukashii koto nante yoku wakaranainda honto
Joushiki toka ruuru toka kotoba de shibariau nande?
Koko ni kimochi ga atte sore ga zettai nara yokute
Ari no mama ugokereba doko ni rikutsu nante aru no
Daremo ga chigatta omoi daite sugoshite iru
Mazariawanakutemo iinda
Massugu ni mae o muiteru nara
Mune ni uso o tsukanakereba
Hiroi sora no achikochi ni wakaranai koto wa
Yama no you ni aru kedo kamawanai sonna no
Ima ga areba sore ijou nani o nozomu no ka
Gamushara demo ikireba
Ki ga tsuku koto mo aru kitto
Atama de kangaeru to guchagucha ni narun da yokei
Daiji na koto wa hitotsu "tsuyoku naritaitte" dake sa
Naritai jibun ni narenai hazu torawarete cha
Hito no me bakari ki ni suru kara
Sunau ni shinjirareru mono wa
Soto ni nanka aru wake nai
Aoi sora no mukougawa nani ga okoru ka wa
Mieru hazu mo nai kedo aserazuni susumou
Hitomi utsuru kono basho o kimochi ga eranda
Hoka niwa nai subete ga
Koko ni wa aru kara sa itsumo
I don't understand difficult things very well, in truth
Common sense and rules, why are those words tied together?
Here there is feelings, that is good if it's absolute
As it is, if I move, is there a reason and a destination
Someone is passing who embraces different thoughts
Even if we don't mix together, that's ok.
If I'm facing straight ahead
My heart won't be able to use lies.
That which I don't understand here and there in the wide sky,
Though it's like a mountain, I don't mind that sort
If it's now, more than that, what can I wish for?
Even if I'm a daredevil, if I'm alive,
There's always more to perceive, surely
Thinking with my head, it becomes all sloppy, too much
I only have one important thing, only saying "I want to become stronger"
I probably can't become the self I want to become, I've been captured
Because I care about only someone's eyes
That which is believed obediently
Shouldn't be something from the outside.
On the other side of the blue sky, is something happening?
Even though it probably can't be seen, unhurriedly let's advance
Pupils reflected, the feeling has chosen this place
With nothing else, everything
Because it is here, always
YAY! NO MORE EXAMS!
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AND MAYBE THERE WILL BE A GUEST APPEARANCE OF "TRAIN HEARTNET" NEXT TIME!
Well that's all for now folks! Here are some info for some who don't understand Japanese much :)
Turquoise: a light color of the ocean
Japanese Name Suffixes
There are several name suffixes that are generally added to the end of names in Japanese.
-San is the usual suffix placed after names. It is a respectful term. This suffix is kind of like Ms. or Mr. but it is gender-neutral and makes no reference to marital status. -San should never be used after your own name.
-Sama is a more honorific form of -san. This is most often heard in the word okyaku-sama, honored guest/customer.
-Chan is a diminutive form of -san. It is usually used after the given name of close friends or younger family members. It is also used after the names of pets.
-Kun is a casual suffix. It is usually used after the names of peers in a casual situation. In schools, boys will often be addressed by this suffix. In office situations, higher ups will often address subordinates with this suffix. All of the suffixes can be used for either sex. -San and -sama are also often used after titles in addition to names. The example of okyaku-sama is given above.
-Senpai is also used for Mr. and means senior