I am so so so sorry I haven't been able to post the next chapter for a while! I have a writer's block for chapter 19, but I think I can get past it. I also have some other stuff on my mind (boys, work, boys, friends, boys), so it was kinda hard getting in a writing mood. But I told myself that I will be in a writing mood today! So here's chapter 18!

Thanks to: Amanda, bella rocks, Jacob Black Ooft… Phitt, tink3rb311ar3b31, Gummiebears and lilyamilli.

Special thanks to: Gummiebears and garbluz.

Amanda: since you do not have a Fanfic account, I'll answer you here. And all you other readers listen up! I never said I killed Jacob. I said that someone that was in the Volturi castle died. There is a reason why I didn't reveal who he is, because Bella doesn't know. Nobody knows who died in the castle except those who were there inside the castle. So remember that! JACOB MAY OR MAYNOT BE DEAD.

I decicate this chapter to tink3rb311ar3b311! She'll be leaving today for camp, and I'll miss her like crazy! Luv ya big sis!

Disclaimer (why do I keep forgetting!?) : I only own Chris and the plot.

Now, on with the chapter.

Chapter 18 – To Forget and To Not Forget

Bella's POV

I'm just about to leave my family when Alice stopped me.

"Bella, please don't go." She pleaded with her golden eyes.

"I'm sorry Alice. I have to. They have to be stopped. I will do what I have to do to see them fall." I said with determination.

"I know. I saw. I also saw that you are willing to kill any vampire without thinking. Bella, please stop and think about this. You could get in trouble with the Volturi."

"I don't care! They have to be stopped! Alice, you have no idea what they have done with those they captured and killed!" I didn't want to cry, but I felt a tear running down my face. "Alice, I have to do this. You have to understand, they have done very bad deeds, and they're going to keep doing this until they are stopped."

"Then let me help! I can help Bella! I can see - "

"NO! You can't be part of this!" I interrupted her. "I don't want to harm you and your family anymore than I already have."

"You didn't harm anybody! We consider you as part of our family now! Why would you think that? Bella, we need you. If you're gone, Esme is going to blame herself. Jasper is going to feel her pain, Rose –"

"Then you tell them I'll be back." I answered coldly. "Don't let them break apart of what the pain I have caused. Please, I cannot stand seeing them hurt." I took a deep breath and allowing myself to continue. "Do not follow me, do not look for my future, and do forget me." I kissed her forehead, ran into my car, and drove off without looking back, for I caused too much pain to witnessed.

Alice's POV

She's gone. I could not stop her. I know her every step, and I couldn't stop her. She is going to get herself killed! But she was my best friend, and I couldn't let her feel unhappy. But did I make the right decision? Should I have let her leave and get her revenge? Should I have make sure she didn't leave out sight? Should I have gone with her?

She told me to forget her; I won't forget a single thing about her.

She told me to not look at her future; I will look in her future.

She told me not to follow her; I'm getting in my car now, following her footsteps.

She drove on the highway toward the airplane. I know where she's going; and she knows I'm following her.

We are going to San Francisco.

I had already bought my ticket, it was the last thing I did before I tried to stop her, and failed.

The flight was had a stop in Oregon, and that's where I'm going to stop her for real.

I got to the airport within seconds Bella parked her car. I followed her and tried to be insensible, but I saw that she notice my scent a while back.

"Hi, I would like a flight to San Francisco." Bella, my BFFL said to the lady who was selling airplane tickets.

"Okay, there's one that has a stop in Oregon, is that okay?" The lady asked politely. Yes, that's my flight!

"Yes of course." Bella said with the biggest smile I saw her show since Jacob's death.

"Okay, here is your ticket and credit card. Enjoy your flight." The lady said with a huge smile.

Bella walked toward the boarding area. I followed her. She sat on a seat near the gate door. I decided to call home, so they won't freak out where we are.

"Hello?" I heard my wonderful husband through the other line.

"Hi Jasper honey, Bella and I are at the airport." I said with a cheery voice. I hope he won't be mad at me.

"What? Why? What happened?" He yelled.

"Bella is going for it." I said quietly. There was no reply. "Jasper, are you there?"

"Yeah I'm sorry. She really is going for it?"

"Yes apparently. I have to go with her Jasper. I can't let her go alone."

"I understand honey, just call me when you land."

"Okay sweetie. I promise I'll call." I smiled. I'm so glad Jasper is as understanding like he is. He just makes me feel better every time I talk to him. He can always make my frown into a smile. I love Jasper and he loves me.

Last chance to board the San Francisco in Gate 17.

Okay, I now I have to get on the plane. I walked to Gate, gave the lady my boarding pass, and walked toward the plane.

"Excuse me miss, but you may not board the plane." I heard someone say. I turned around, and looked confused.

"What is the problem miss?" I asked politely.

"It seems that your boarding pass won't be accepted through the machine. I'm afraid you may not board the plane.

"What?" I Choked. How could it be?

"Yes I'm sorry madam. Please leave."

"What happened if I paid you a little bit more than my ticket?" I offered.

"I'm sorry, madam. I'm afraid you are going to have to leave."

"And what happen if I won't?"

"They will." I saw two security guards walk toward us. I could take them down easily, but now isn't the right time. If I fought them with my vampire powers, then I would expose us and Carlisle would be mad at me.

"Okay I'll leave." I walked toward the boarding area and saw Bella sitting on the widow seat. She gave me a fainted smile, and pointed to a seat behind me. I turned around, and saw an envelope with my name there in Bella's handwriting. I grabbed the envelope, and open it.

My dearest Alice,

I'm sorry I had to do this. It's something I have to do. Alone. I will not risk you life for mine. This is a dangerous mission, and I cannot be worry for you when I am completing it. I'm sorry I had to control the lady and the security guards a bit to make sure you didn't follow me. Alice, please do not look for my future anymore. And please forget everything about me. It is better that you and your family to have a fresh new start. I'm sure you are going to have to move soon, because the werewolves are mad at what I have done. Please know that I'm only doing this for yours and your family safety. I cannot allow the Volturi do this any longer. For 9 years, I have served them and saw things I wish I had not witnessed. This last year with your family and Jacob has been my best thing ever happened to me. This will be the last time you will hear from me. Please forget me until you see me. I'll miss you.

Forever Your Best Friend,

Bella

I turned around to say something to Bella, but her plane had already left. I wanted her to know that it's all right, and we support her 100%. I wanted her to know that we are always going to be her family, no matter what. But I guessed she already knows.

Good luck Bella. I thought to myself. I hope you get them.

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