Disclaimer; I own Micha and this story and Heather and Vera. Stephanie Meyer owns Twilight and all of the characters in the series. nThe Jackson 5 and Motown own the song I'll Be There.
BPOV-
I decided Id think of reasons to forgive Edward, and reasons not to.
Reasons to forgive Edward
1. I love him.
2. He loves me
3. He is the father of my kids
4. We are crazy about eachother
5. Everytime we touch, I am more in love with him than I already was. (A/N The way I feel about my fiance')
6. He needs me to.
7. I need me to.
8. It will all work out
Reasons not to forgive my idiot
1. I hate him sometimes.
2. He unintentionally makes me cry
3. I love him
4. He is perfect.
5. Too perfect
6. He is over protective
I put down the notebook and sighed. I was sitting at the desk, and Edward was lying across the bed, asleep. He had accepted the fact that I was not reay to talk about it yet. But you coulld definitely see the pain...the agony that biurned through his amazingly-green emeald eyes when I had said that. nd tust me. I hate hurting
him. It kils me. It is like a jagged knife was being dragged through my heart. And I'd wrather get hurt a milion times in a row than see the way I'd hurt him. He was so sweet, and kind. And I would not even give him the time of day.
Was loving someone supposed to be thhis hard? I think not.
Nobody bever said you always have to forgive. But...but I d not want all of that...that friggin' pent up anger holding me down. Threatening to break up our marriage. And, come on. Let's just face the facts.I mean, they are pretty evident. This union was a match made in heaven.
A match made in Heaven. It is so obious now. Then gain, I bet it always has been pretty obvious.
I belonged with Edward. And still do. And he willl forever belong with me. We are destined to be together. A perfect and precise combination. Ya know, like PB and J. Cheese and Puffs. Romeo and Juliet. Bella and Edward.
Excited by the news of my most recent epiphany, I turned tell Edward. But when I saw him, he was laying peacefully across our bed. His mouth was slightly open, and he had his am lying straight out above Vera and Heathers head. He was Vera was curled up into his chest, Heather next to her. I'd watched him un the mirror before he'd gone asleep. And I could tell he loved them. He watched them as if they where the two most important..most precious gyms in the world.
And I'd known we'd both felt that way, even before he told me just last weeek. He'd also informed me that their where three things he could not ;ive without.
Number was his devotion to his girls, I'd assumed. Number two was the rest of his family.
So...what was number three?
MPOV-
The others where suprised- but happy- to find me awake. I told them to go down to the cafeteria to eat. Give me time alone with Jacob/
I was pissed off. Thouroughly pisssed off with Jacob.
''I'm pissed off, ya know,'' I'd told Jacob the moment he'd woken up.
'I'm happy you are awake,'' he said, unphased,''I've been worried sick about you.''
''Idiot, that there. That right there is why I am so damn pissed. You have no business worrying about me. Amd as far as I know..I am stronger than you think. So don't you eveer tell me yu are worried about it. I'm fine. I know you and Quil took care of that dumb loser. And I know that he is never gonna bother me again. So shut the hell up, okay?,'' I asked.
''Uh..uh..okay?,'' he asked/awnsered.
I stroked his shot, shaggy black hair and stared into those big, dark brown eyes that could smolder me at any moment he wanted.
Micha-You and I must make a pact, we must bring salvation back
Where there is love, I'll be there
I'll reach out my hand to you, I'll have faith in all you do
Just call my name and I'll be there
Jacob-I'll be there to comfort you,
Build my world of dreams around you, I'm so glad that I found you
I'll be there with a love that's strong
I'll be your strength, I'll keep holding on
Micha-Let me fill your heart with joy and laughter
Togetherness, well that's all I'm after
Whenever you need me, I'll be there
I'll be there to protect you, with an unselfish love that respects you
Just call my name and I'll be there
If you should ever find someone new, I know she'd better be good to you
'Cause if he doesn't, I'll be there
Jacob-Don't you know, baby, yeah yeah
I'll be there, I'll be there, just call my name, I'll be there
(Just look over your shoulders, honey - oo)
I'll be there, I'll be there, whenever you need me, I'll be there
Don't you know, baby, yeah yeah
I'll be there, I'll be there, just call my name,
both-I'll be there...
We leaned in, about to kiss. And that was when I heard someone clear their throat from the door.
