I dont know what you did boy but you had it

and ive been hooked ever since

Butch looked into my eyes feeling slightly arkward, he drew me up with his hands on my shoulders. I sat and let him hold me, I needed to be closer to him, but first I needed an answer to give

Should I follow my heart or my head? I could follow my head, do the smart thing and tell him the truth, what I hate to admit, that I slept with stan willingly. Or I could follow my heart and tell him what I wanted to believe, that I didn't want to, that he forced me which he did in a way, Therefore I would have never been unfaithful.

I felt dirty and used with Stan he saw me as an object, but when I slept with butch It meant something more than just sex

Butch was looking at me as he sat next to me on the bed waiting patiently for my reply. He knew how uneasy I felt and wasn't pushing me for an answer. He understood. His large callous hand came up as he slowly and delicately rubbed my back in circling motions, letting me know that he was here for me, he looked away from me as he spoke, i could tell he felt regretful of how he just treated me a few seconds ago.

"I'm sorry baby, I didn't realise," sorrow showed through his voice slightly, I was alittle angry for the name he called me but I could understand his hurt.

Then his eyes narrowed and his knuckles turned white as he made a fist in the sheets

"what did that bastard do to you? If he hit you, threatened you, forced you, then I swear he's d.." I knew what he was going to say. He stopped after I nudged him to stop talking like that, no matter how angry he was he didn't want to scare me or upset me even more, I was crying, feeling pathetic. I thought I would have ran out of tears by now. His hand came up gently and moved a stray strand of my hair behind my ear,

"come here" he snuggled up to me and he wrapped his strong arms around me protectively, I naturally melted into his form and wrapped my arms around his waist. I rested my head across his strong chest, I closed my eyes and breathed in his musky scent. My tears had dried on my face and some rubbed off onto his black shirt. I could feel his anger and jealousy, that another man had touched me in the same way he does.

Butch wanted to protect me and keep me safe but this had happened with stan, he said nothing.

"I don't want to talk about it," I said. He didn't respond,

Butch sat there hugging me tighter, in a steel grip but he was gentle enough not to crush me, he knew how sensitive he should be around me right now, He knew. He understood. I belonged to him, and he wan't going to let Stan get away with this, we both knew that.

"he'll pay for what he's done to you" he said, his jaw tense and determined. I didn't know what to do, my fingers clawed into his shirt and as pulled myself further into his chest and he rocked me gently

"please butch, I don't want you to get hurt, If you start fighting," I told him pointlessly, when his mind is set on something nothing will make him stop

"I'm not going back on my word, your my girl and he hurt you" he said. I shook my head unable to form the words

"you think im just gunna sit and do nothing when some guy raped my girlfriend?" he said raising his voice but his anger wasn't aimed at me, the words sounded strange and untrue to me, raped? he looked over at me

"why are you defending him?" this time he sounded suspicious, " i don't understand how you aren't angery with him bubbles, after what he's done, how can you be so forgiving?"

I simply shrugged again unable to answer him, I didn't want butch behind bars thats why.

"I don't want you put in prison butch" I honestly couldn't care less about Stan any more if butch killed him he would have deserved that, was scary to admit it, but two wrongs don't make a right and i was more worried about butch, than i was angry at Stan.

Butch kissed my cheek warmly and deeply, i snugged closer to him, "I'm sorry i didn't tell you sooner, I was scared and.."

"shhh, i know" his rocked me gently rubbing my back and kissing my neck, "but he's going to pay for it,"

I sighed i had worried too much and it was all at one level now, If Stan was smart he'd hide out for a while or even leave the city to save his own skin, I was sure he'd be far away by now for anything to happen to him.

I melted to butches form, his back was still tense from the news he'd received today but i was tring to carm him but rubbing his arms gently, he gave me one last kiss on the lips before he got up.

"butch" he said nothing and walked into the kichten, my eyes followed him, his back to me as i saw he place a gun in his pocket and put on his leather jacket, the shape on the gun showing clearly through his rough jeans, my heart caught a pace, "BUTCH"

he grabbed his keys, "stay here, youle be safe if you stay here,"

"where are you going? why are you taking that with you?" i pointed to his jeans meant for the gun they contained,

I stood up infront of the door, blocking him from leaving, he was going to kill him, i knew it, his eyes said it all, he was calm on the outside but i knew how fierce and agressive he was inside,

"move out of the way" he said as he stood infront of me ready to leave

"no" i stood watching him

"you can't stop me from leaving, move out the way bubbles" if he had to force me he was going to, he was stubborn

"where are you going with that?" i pointed to his gun, i looked up at his eyes they were deadly and completely cold

"don't butch, i dont want you to get hurt"

"il be fine, i always am, Stan's going to get whats coming to him" my eyes widened, he really was going to do it, his mind made up without even thinking of my concerns.

"don't" i said as he grabbed my arm gently and pulled me away from the door, I ran out into the corridoor before he reached the stairs.

"butch" he turned to me "il be safe" he promised me before he left. I stood there not knowing what to do do, a cold shivver wrapped past me body as the icey breeze of winter seeped through the open window of the apartment, i stood alone and isolated, not knowing either to stay here like butch said or run after him to try and stop this all.

i hugged myself in the cold and could think of nothing else but the chaos i had caused

aint no other man its true

there's no other man but you

N/A: sorry for the long wait but ive been sooo busy at the moment, hope you liked this chapter

i was thinking of making this the last chap as a cliffhanger, but wasnt sure. if you guys want me to continue further then let me know because im on the edge wether to leave it at this or continue however i am taking into consideration what i think will be better for the story but it will be more than likely there will be a next chapter to finnish this off :)

thanks again!