I was as lucky to find you
I always knew someday there'd be you
You were meant to be here and now you are
You are my purpose
I looked up towards butch as he stiffened, stan wasnt breathing we both looked over to brick and catching sight of the hard deep puncure to Stan's temple where butch had caused the fatal blow, there was blood everywhere on butch, on stan and all over the pavment.
"he's hearts stopped, youve killed him." brick slowly looked back to butchs face his red eyes cast of worry and anger
my heart pounded hard in my chest. he had kiled a man right infront of my eyes. i didnt know what to do
"well this is some deep shit youve got us into," brick said to his brother
"what are we going to do?" he asked
"we'l have to dump him somewhere, its all we can do" bucth said completley cold
how could he be so cool? he just took a mans life
"no" i said harshly and hurt,
"he's going to have relatives that will want to know where he is not just dumped somewhere like a pieice of trash" i put my foot down with the throbing feeling of adrenaline rushing through my body
i willed them not to just dump him somewhere but to give him his dignity and respect, stan didnt desrve to just be dumped somewhere like an animal
butch looked at me then at brick "fine"
"where guna have to move him now or someone will find him soon" brick said smartly as he wispered so no one close could hear,
I watched with shame as the two brothers draggd stans lifeless body towards the docks i followed. Time seemed to stop in that moment when it really hit me that stan was now dead.
As we aprouched the edge of the floor without being seen, the shadows of night covvering us from sight we stood silent
"please dont just dump him" i said, shaking from the cold and the sinking feeling in my stomach. He wasnt suppose to die. It wasnt suppose to be like this.
"bubbles what else can we do? leave him here for someone to find? the police will track it to us and il be put away, we have to get rid of the evidence" butch said
I had never felt so low in all my life, I looked down at the man who once tried to attack me if butch hadnt walked in god knows what he could have done, it doesnt make killing him right tho, this shouldnt have happened.
"we better do this now before someone sees us" brick helped butch lean stans body over the edge of the dock after a few seconds after they let go of him.
I heard the splash as stan hit the water below us. I was nearly in tears I was to shocked, and my mind over filled with bad thoughts of what stans poor relatives and friends will have to go through, if we got caught, everything was crashing down and i didnt know how i got catch up in all this and now a man was dead, because of me.
I didnt know what to do.
...
"i know your scared, but he cant hurt you anymore" butch tried his best to comfort me but it woulndn't work
I hugged myself tighter as i curled into a ball on his couch.
How could i tell him that he killed stan for the wrong reason. he thought stan raped my but in truth he didnt. i didn't even try to stop him. Although he did attack me today ...
"bubbles, i didnt mean to kill him i just wanted to hurt him, bad. but that last punch i gave was too much," he was sat on the egde of the couch both his elbows resting on his knees and his palms on his face.
"butch i have to tell you something about what stan did" I needed to tell him but i really didnt want to, i felt like i owed it stan to tell butch the truth,
butch looked at me, his dark eyes were sollum.
"bubbles, you dont have to say anything, i know it upsets you, stan hurt you and hes paid for it. and i promise il always protect you," i swore with such strenth than id ever seen in a man
"you don't have to tell me anything" he strocked my cheek gentley with his calose hand
"i was stupid enough and blind enough that i didnt stop it from happening, i knew something was wrong, you should have told me when it first happened," he told me gentley willing me to believe that he could protect me from any evil in the world, but he couldnt protect me all the time.
"you have to tell me when someone hurts you and i will take care of it" he said
I couldnt bring myself to tell him the truth, maybe it is for the best that i dont. he was hurt enough and so was I
I sunk next to his form and wrapped my small arms around his strong muscely arm
"i was scared that you would get really hurt or worse, dont do that again, promise" i told him
I rubbed his arm and nudged closer to him, the undying love i felt for the boy sat next to me was still strong now as ever
he didnt say anything but simply nodded.
"i love you you know" i kissed at his neck, he didnt say any words, i had a feeling that he never would. That i would never hear him say the words that i so longed to hear from him. That he loved me too. but he will never say it.
He kissed the top of my head and strocked the silky blonde strands of my hair. He rested us both back into the couch and i returned the cuddle, we stayed that way for a while.
He hugged me tighter, protecting me, his big hands stoking my body, he was letting me know that he was here for me, that i was his.
Then he kisssed me, full of passion and want, I kissed him back lovingly letting him know it was ok for him to carry on, i wanted him to show me he loved me, i needed him to.
he layed me back against the couch and he felt perfect against me, i ran my hands through his dark hair complying and he kissed at my neck making me moan, another feeling came up and my lower stomach pooled with heat as a moaned against him
Still kissing we undressed eachother ready for what was to come, heated moments later he was inside me thrusting and i clung to him desperatley as we moaned. I wanted him to keep going, to keep making love to me, i wanted the man i loved to never let me go. We were both moving in rythum our bodies entwined together in heat and movement.
He kissed at my neck and i was crying out the pleasure hitting me as i came and pulled his body closer to mine if that were even possible. my nails digging into his back with slight sweat coated on him from our actions
We looked into eachothers eyes, still thrusting his hips he held my head and kissed at my neck as he released into me. "mmmmm" i moaned and then we relaxed, my legs weak and tired, he shifted his weight onto his fore arms he looked down at me, we smiled at eachother and kissed slowly. perfectly. I loved him so much and i never felt so happy in that moment, as he looked down at me he opened his mouth and spoke,
"I love you"
N/A: well ther we go!
Somehow i feel i may have let my readers down, il read through this story and its almost as if there is a huge peice missing, like i have left this story too long and lost the spark what made the story good, if there is anything you feel i can improve on or anything i could have included please let me know, im open to ideas, i tried my best with this and hope you guys liked it
They are together, Stan is gone and we finish with what bubbles wanted even though what happened to stan was unfair, in this story i felt it was inevitable. This wasnt meant to be a super long story either,
really hope you guys liked it! :)
Thanks so much for reading! R&R x