Chapter Two : I Leave (PART 2)
Freddie POV
I don't know if I can do this, the whole reason for my leaving is to find myself, and take my mind off of Sam. Also, so I can start my career. But seeing Sam hurt that much, I think I will probably call this trip quits.
"Freddie, you can't just get rid your career once it's about to start just for a girl" My mom starts yelling at me, which she doesn't do all the time.
"Mom, I just cant do this to her, not now"
"Freddie"
"And mom, what if she find someone when I'm gone, will I ever have a chance to ask her out."
"Freddie listen…"
"NO Mom you listen, Sam and Carly and Spencer are the only important people in my life besides you. And I don't want to lose them. What if when I came back they would have replaced me with someone else, or….."
"Freddie, listen I get it!"
"You do?"
"Yes, and I don't want that to happen either, but it doesn't matter how far you are, if you were there true friend or something more, they would never ever replace you. But I just don't want to you lose everything for a girl who will be waiting for you the whole time."
"Your probably right, thanks mom, I Love you" I smile up at the second most beautiful person in my life at heart.
" I love you 2, lets go catch the plane"
On the plane all I could think of was Sam and if she was waiting for me, or if she already forgot about me. I will never know, what's going on right now, but I hope she isn't crying, I hate when she cries.