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Clare's POV:

"Hey Adam, about tonight…." I say into the phone, "I don't want you to kiss me."

"Really? Are you sure?" He asked me.

I nod, but answer, "Can you come over, I want to talk to you."

"Of course Clare. Just give me like twenty minutes, I'll be there." He informs me. I love Adam; he is always there when I need him.

"Thanks Adam." I say.

"Anytime Clare."

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Eli's POV:

I sat at home and waited. I wanted to call Clare. I needed Clare. I was having a meltdown without her. I loved her so much and I just needed her to see that!

I grabbed my phone and called. Of course, she didn't answer. She told me not to call her, but could not stay away.

I heard her angel voice on the voice mail, "Hi you've reached Clare. I'm out right now, so leave a message and I'll call back later. Have a nice day."

Have a nice day. How Clare of her. I smiled, "Hey beautiful. I know you're busy and everything, but I just hoped you would pick up. I miss you." And I hung up. I thought about telling her loved her, but what's the point?

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Clare's POV:

Adam and I were sitting on my couch, "SO what's going on?" He asked.

I sighed, "I can't kiss you Adam. It just wouldn't be right."

Adam nods, "Why the change of thought?"

I sighed, "Well I saw Eli last night…"

"Oh so you know how badly he has been doing?" He asks.

I shrug, "I don't know. When we talked he ran off halfway through."

"Why?" Adam asked.

I shook my head, "I'm not sure, but it hurt me really bad. You don't know how much I hate seeing Eli cry. I feel like I have been punched in the gut." I try to explain how much it hurts, but I feel tears fill my eyes, so I stop.

Adam sighs, "Come here." He opens his arms for me.

I curl up in his arms, "Why did he have to cheat on me? If only he just stayed faithful we wouldn't be like this!" I cried.

Adam squeezed me lightly, "You know he loves you Clare."

I shook my head, "Then why did he cheat? Why!" I practically screamed.

Adam rubbed my back, "He was drunk. We all do stupid things when we drink. He loves you Clare, so much."

I pulled out of his chest, "You think I'm making a mistake doing this, don't you?" I asked him.

Adam nodded, "If you push him away, eventually he will let go."

I started to shake, "You really think he would let me go?"

Adam sighed, "He loves you, but even Eli can take a hint when he isn't loved."

Adam got up and walked out my door. I cringed when he slammed it shut. I began to cry harder as I whispered, "But I do love him…"

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Eli's POV:

Clare hadn't called me back. I needed to talk to her. Adam called me earlier and told me they were hanging out. I can't believe of all people Clare chooses Adam! To say I was pissed was an understatement. I cared about Clare, but this officially sucks.

I pulled out my phone and texted her

We need to talk.

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My stomach churned as my phone rang. Eli, giving up on me? I never thought Eli would give up on me. Never. He promised me he wouldn't.

I opened my phone. A text, from Eli:

We need to talk.

No. I can't. He can't break up with me. Not when I need him to love me.

I texted back:

Good, I need to tell you something.

A/N: I know! It's short! I promise a long chapter next time!