Disclaimer: I don't own Bam Margera, Ville Valo, Jussi Vuori, or any one from the CKY crew. I own Leanne, Liz owns herself, and Joe owns himself… well he owns whatever part of him Liz doesn't already own lol.
Oh, just so you know, this is co-written with my friend Liz.
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Chapter 9:
Lizzy was sitting in her car in the dark, listening to Lips of an Angel by Hinder. Pulling up the sleeve of her hoodie, she ran her hand over the scars and cuts covering her wrists and arms. Tears came to her eyes as she looked in the mirror. Here eyeliner and mascara was running down her face as she grabbed the razorblade that she kept stashed in the bottommost part of the glove box. She didn't know why she felt like this, and she couldn't explain it. Putting the blade to her wrist, she let her sorrow and self-pity flow with the blood.
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Back at Castle Bam, Leanne got a weird feeling. Something was wrong. Terribly, terribly wrong. Something was telling her Liz was in trouble, and it wasn't the first time she had had these feelings before. Grabbing her phone, she dialed Liz's phone number. When there was no answer Leanne got scared. She ran down the stairs, grabbed Joe by the sleeve of his shirt and pulled him out the door.
"Leanne, what's wrong?!?" Joe exclaimed.
"Something's wrong with Liz!"
"How do you know?"
"I have a gut feeling and I need your help finding her."
"Okay, well let's go!"
Leanne and Joe went to Liz's favorite place, the park about a quarter of a mile away from Castle Bam, to see her car in the parking lot. Leanne ran over and threw open the door. Seeing her friend, Leanne gasped.
Liz was ghost white and a puddle of blood had formed on the seat she had been sitting in. Joe picked her up, she was barely conscience. Lying her down in t back seat with her head in Joe's lap, Leanne drove them to the hospital. As she drove, Joe ripped part of the hem off of his shirt and tried to at least slow down the bleeding.
Liz would have to spend the night at the hospital. About three hours and seventeen stitches later, Liz was awake.
As Leanne waited in the waiting room she looked at her own wrists, marred with their own scars and cuts from her past. She thought of all the laughs, the heartache, the smiles, the tears. Before she could stop herself, tears started to run down her cheeks.
Joe came back from calling the others and sat down next to Leanne. "Hey Lea… it's okay… Everything's gonna be okay." Joe said, trying to soothe her.
"How can you say that?!?"
"Cause it's true."
"No it's not!" Leanne persisted, shooting up from her seat and beginning to pace back and forth in front of Joe. "Lizzy is lying in a hospital bed and all you have to say is that everything's gonna be alright?!?"
"I don't know…"
"Did you know that Liz has cut for two years? Did you know she had an abusive boyfriend and an alcoholic father before she met you?"
"No… I didn't."
"Okay than! Don't go saying everything's gonna be alright when you have no idea."
"Okay… I'm sorry."
"Sorry isn't gonna cut it!" Leanne said as she got up to go see Liz.
As she walked into the room, she began to feel bad for behaving like such a bitch. Leanne looked up to see Liz sitting up.
"Leanne… I'm so, so sorry." Liz said, her voice small and weak.
"Elizabeth, what happened?" Leanne asked, using Lizzy's full name.
"I don't know… I just got so sad and felt lost and…" Lizzy sighed.
"I know that feeling."
"I know…"
Leanne walked over to Liz and gave her a tight hug.
"Joey's here." Leanne told her.
"Really? Will he come and see me?"
"I'll go check, okay?"
"Okay."
Leanne gave Liz one last hug and she walked back out to see Joe sitting with his eyes closed and his head in his hands.
"Joey?"
"Yeah?" he said, not looking up.
"I'm sorry for being a bitch… it's just…" Leanne let out a small sob.
"I know." Joey said, getting up and giving her a friendly hug to make her feel better.
"Liz wants to see you." Leanne said when they broke apart.
"Really?"
"Yeah."
"Okay."
Joe looked a little nervous as he opened the door to Lizzy's hospital room.
Disclaimer: I don't own Bam Margera, Ville Valo, Jussi Vuori, or any one from the CKY crew. I own Leanne, Liz owns herself, and Joe owns himself… well he owns whatever part of him Liz doesn't already own lol.
Oh, just so you know, this is co-written with my friend Liz.
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