Moon: Before I started the chapter, I need to say that I might not be able to update for a while. I'm really sorry.
Mikan's POV
Just 15 people left if only we could be done with this today! I glanced around and at the door I saw Rou with his fiancée. She was pretty, her white blonde hair flowed down to her waist and her eyes were like a clear sky. She's a lot better looking than me. Hmm … I wonder if anyone will ever love me and WHY AM I THINKING ABOUT THIS? Maybe some Naru germs got on me. Curse you Narumi, curse you.
"Mikan, what are you spacing out for? Come on you've got to get into the dress," Nobara told me bringing me back to reality.
"Fine."
Absolutely hate/love the dress. Hate because it's the dress I brought three years ago. Love because it doesn't look like it. It's like a mask, you're still you, but you don't seem or look like it. Guess it's like me right now. I'm not like the real me. I have a mask in front of it all.
"Mikan you look amazing, so don't worry about anything."
I guess Nobara was thinking that I was thinking that I couldn't pull this dress off. Not that I could. She even put make up on me! Make up! Right after we play I'm taking it off cause if I do it right now she'll murder me.
"Mikan we're going be up soon, you remember the lyrics right?"
"Of course. Even through I don't want to sing this and I really don't want to. Why do I have to sing anyways?"
"Because you've got the best voice out of all of us."
"But I still don't want to do it."
"Too bad, let's go."
I followed her willingly so I didn't get dragged out to the stage. Who knew Nobara was actually strong?
Natsume's POV
"I'll be back soon don't worry about it Ruka," I said trying to convince my friend that I wasn't going to ditch. He worries too much. As I was walking around a silver haired girl bumped into me.
"I'm sorry. I was just looking for Kotone-sensei; do you know where she is," she asked politely.
"She should be out in front, at the judges' table."
"Thank you," she said before bowing in thanks. Why does something about her seem strange? It didn't look like that she knew who I was. Maybe a student from Toudon. But then why was she asking for Kotone-sensei? I ask myself way too many questions. Oh, it's time for Mikan to go up. She looks beautiful in the black and white dress. If only she wore dresses more. Then a rather gentle melody started to play.
Eternal Snow
"Kimi wo suki ni natte Dorekurai tatsu no kaNA?
Kimochi Fukurande yuku bakari de
Kimi wa Kono omoi kidzuiteiru no kana?
Ichido mo kotoba ni wa Shitenai kedo
Yuki no youni Tada shizukani
Furitsumori Tsudzukete yuku
Hold me tight Konna omoi nara
Dareka wo suki ni naru kimochi
Shiritaku Nakatta yo
I love you Namida tomaranai
Konnan ja Kimi no koto
Shirazuni ireba Yokatta yo
Kimi wo itsumade omotteiru no kaNA?
Tameiki ga mado GARASU(Glass) Kumoraseta
Yureru kokoro Tomosu KYANDORU(Candle) de
Ima Tokashite Yukenai kaNA?
Hold me tight Oreru hodo tsuyoku
Kogarashi Fubuki ni deatte mo
Samukunai youni to
I miss you Kimi wo omou tabi
Amikake no Kono MAFURAA(Muffler)
Konya mo hitori Dakishimeru yo
Eien ni furu yukiga aru nara
Kimi he to tsudzuku kono omoi Kakuseru no kaNA?
Hold me tight Konna omoi nara
Dareka wo suki ni naru kimochi
Shiritaku Nakatta yo
I love you Mune ni komiageru
Fuyuzora ni sakebitai
Ima sugu kimi ni Aitai yo"
Beautiful and so unlike her. But then why did she sing it with so much feeling? As she walked pasted me she quietly said," Nobara wrote that not me."
Why did she tell me that? And why am I asking myself so many questions today?
"Next up Night Flame!"
We're up already? I'd better get going.
She's not you: David Arculeta
" Mm Yeah
See how shes lookin in my eyes
And you've got to give her that
She's a beautiful girl and shes into me but Im too busy still looking back
Now I'm walking her to the door tryin' to kiss her goodnight
Something inside just don't feel right
My friends tell me I gotta give it up so I've been trying to move on
But my hearts apart and my heads not clear of the pictures from before you were gone
And I never wanna hurt no one
Tryin' to forget your name
Something inside just don't feel the same
Noo
She's Not You
And I don't know what to say
But I'll say it anyway
No matter what I do
I can't believe the lie
And I just can't see it through
0, she's not you
Woke up in the middle of the night
Started reaching for the phone
And to take a breath and remind myself that you said you needed time alone
Didn't know what I wanted then and I know I let you down
Baby I know what I gotta do now
She's not you
And I don't know what to say
But I'll say it anyway
No matter what I do
I can't believe the lie
And I just can't see it through
She's not you when she smiles
Not you when she wakes
Or you when she cries
Not you when she breaks
And I don't want to hurt her
But I know that it's true
She's not you
Oooh woah oh, not you
0, she's, she's not you
Don't know what to say
But I'll say it anyway
No matter what I do
I can't believe the lie
And I just can't see it through
(She's not you)
She's not you
And I don't know what to say
But I'll say it anyway
No matter what I do
But I can't believe the lie
And I just can't see it through
0, she's not you"
I just can't get you out of my mind Mikan… No matter who it is I always compare her to you. I know that I hurt you in one of the worst ways possible. I know that I should just get out of your life and forget forever just to make it so you don't have anymore pain to go through but I can't stop thinking about you. I just can't.
Moon: please R&R.