*Continuing where we left off*
Still Clare's pov:
"4 years ago..." started Jenna, then she looked at me and Adam.
"4 years ago, what?" asked K.C.
"4 years ago, me and Clare had sex" said Adam.
"YOU WHAT?" asked Eli upset.
"Me and Clare where at home by are selfs, cause Jenna was taking dance lessons" started Adam.
Flashback:(Adam's pov:)
Me and Clare where in my room listening to music. When she pulled me out of my thoughts.
"So, Adam how are you and Sandy?" asked Clare, with a smile.
"Sandy, broke up with me" I replied bumbed.
"Why?" asked Clare sad.
"Cause, she wanted to have sex and I wasn't ready, so she left me" I replied.
"She wasn't the right girl then, when you grow up you will find her, I promise" said Clare, with a smile.
"Thanks Clare, you will to" I said.
"No I won't" said Clare, looking down.
I lifted her head up.
"Any guy, will be lucky to have you as there girlfriend" I said, trying to make her feel better.
"Thanks Adam, I can always count on you" said Clare with a smile.
I don't no what came over me. Before I knew it I was kissing Clare. She must have relised cause she pulled away.
"Adam, what are you doing?" asked Clare, getting up from the bed.
"I'm sorry, I don't no what came over me" I said confused.
"How could you not no, you where kissing your sister" said Clare pacing.
"Clare, calm down" I said.
"I can't calm down, my own brother just kissed me" Clare screamed.
"Shhhh, keep it down" I said, trying to make her quite.
"Sorry" she said.
We sat there in silent.
"Clare" I said.
"Hmmmm" she replied.
"Who do you want your first time with?" I asked.
"I don't no, I'm kinda afraid to have my first time with a boyfriend, if I ever get one" said Clare sitting back down.
"Same with me, I'm afraid I'll mess up with a girl and feel stupid and then they will dump me" I said.
"Same with me" said Clare. Then I thought of an idea.
"Clare" I said.
"Yea" she replied.
"What if, me and you slept together" I said.
"What?" she asked confused.
"Yea, me and you can have sex to get our first time out of the way, then when we have sex in the furture we can no what we are doing" I said with a smile.
"Your serious?" she asked.
"Yea" I replied.
"One where will we do it, and two what about protection?" asked Clare.
"We can do it here, and for protection don't worry about I have it covered" I said looking at her.
"Since when did you buy protection?" asked Clare, confused.
"Never, but mom might have it" I said getting up.
"You wouldn't" said Clare.
"I would, now stay here" I said leaving.
I walked in my mom's room and went threw her dresser and nothing. Then I went into her medicine cabinet, in her bathroom and found what I was looking for. I looked at the experation date and it expired next year. I grabed a condom out of the box and put it back where it came from. I walked back in my room to see Clare where I left her. I locked the door and sat next to her.
"Found it" I said looking at it.
"Okay, what now?" asked Clare.
"Have no idea, let's just make the best of it" I said putting the condom on my night stand by my bed.
I got up and brung Clare with me. I looked at her then cuped her face with my hand and kissed her. She kissed back. I layed her down on my pillows and climbed on top of her. I started kissing her again. I started un buttoning her shirt until I was at the last button. I pulled her shirt apart to see she had a pink cotton bra on. I started kissing her neck and she started moaning. I then started to bite, then Clare stoped me.
"Adam, I'm scared about this" said Clare.
"I am to Clare" I said, telling the truth.
"Yes about having sex, but I meant having sex for the first time with my brother" Clare replied.
"Clare your my sister and how do you think I feel?" I asked, looking at her.
"Probably the same" she replied.
"Excatly" I said.
"So, what happens now?" asked Clare.
"Have no idea, let's just see where this takes us" I said. She nodded.
I started kissing her neck again. Then I took off her shirt and threw it to the floor. Clare started looking for the end of my shirt. I guided her hands down my chest to the bottom of the shirt, where she grabed it and took it off with my help. I staddled her waist and un bottoned her pants. I slid them off. I took off her flats then threw them on the floor along with her pants. Clare un bottoned my jeans and I kicked of my shoes along with my jeans. I got back on top of Clare and started to kiss her chest, then moved down to her stomach. I slid back up to Clare and kissed her on the lips. I took off her bra and underwear and Clare took off my boxers I slid the condom on and me and Clare had sex.
When it was over I threw away the condom and the wraper in the trash by my bed and helped Clare up. I helped her get dressed then I got dressed.
"Clare" I said turning to her.
"Yea?" she asked, sitting on my bed.
"Was that okay, I mean not the act, the sex part?" I asked, sitting next to her.
"Yes Adam, it was perfect, even though it was with my brother" she said with a smile.
"Clare, we can't tell anyone" I said kinda scared.
"I no" said Clare.
Just then someone came in threw the door.
"Guys, I'm home" screamed Jenna from the bottom step.
"Come on" I said grabing Clare's hand and walking down the steps.
"Hey Adam and Clare" said Jenna giving us hugs.
"Hey" we said with smiles.
"Okay, well I'm gonna go to the bathroom, then I have to take the trash out" said Jenna walking up the stairs.
Me and Clare where sitting there for 10 minutes until Clare taped me.
"Yea?" I asked.
"She said she was taking out the trash" said Clare, with a worried look.
"Yea, so" I replied.
"You threw the condom out in the trash can" Clare whispeared.
"Yea s-" then relisation hit me.
"Oh god" said Clare.
"Hold on, let me get it before she does" I said getting up from my seat with Clare behind me, about to go up the stairs when Jenna came down with my trash can. OH NO.
"Adam, why is there a used condom and a wraper in here?" asked Jenna, waiting for an answer.
"I had, sex" I said.
"With who, Sandy?" asked Jenna confused.
"Jenna, please don't say anything" I said panicking.
"Fine, I won't but was it, Sandy?" asked Jenna with a smile.
"No" I said looking down.
"What do you mean no?" asked Jenna, confused.
"When you where at dance lessons and since mom is at work, me and Clare had sex" I said looking at Jenna.
"ADAM, how could you and with our sister, when your dating Sandy" said Jenna.
"Not any more, Sandy dumped me cause I wouldn't have sex, so me and Clare decided to" I said.
"Oh my god" said Jenna.
"Please don't say anything" said Clare.
"I won't" said Jenna throwing the trash that was in my can out.
"Prove it" I said.
"How?" asked Jenna, confused.
"Let's all pinky swear" I said.
Jenna and Clare nodded and we all put are pinkys and connected them to one another and made a pack to keep the secret.
*End of flashback*
Still Adam's pov:
When I was done telling the story, I looked at everyone's face.
"ADAM" screamed Alli as she hit me.
"Stop it, I no I fucked up, okay" I said, looking down.
"Yea, big time" said Fitz.
"Wow, thanks for the support" I said sarcasticly.
"Did Clare ever have a pregnancy scare?" asked Drew.
"Nope" said Clare.
Just then Eli got up and left and Clare must have known.
"Who left?" asked Clare.
"Eli" said Jenna.
"Jenna, take me to where he could be" said Clare.
Jenna grabed her hand and they disappeared into degrassi.
Clare's pov:
Me and Jenna where walking around trying to find Eli.
"There he is" said Jenna and she pulled me to I think where ever Eli is.
"Where?" I asked.
"Almost there" said Jenna.
We walked until we stoped.
"Eli" said Jenna.
"What do you want Jenna?" asked Eli he sounded sad.
"Turn around" said Jenna he must have turned around, cause he said my name.
"Clare" said Eli.
"Yea, can we talk?" I asked.
"Yea, sure" said Eli, taking my hand.
"Bye Jenna" I said.
"Bye" Jenna replied I felt her leave.
Me and Eli walked until I heard a door close.
"Where are we?" I asked.
"In an empty class room" said Eli.
"I no it's empty, I don't feel anyone else here" I said.
"Okay, what did you want?" asked Eli.
"Why did you leave, are you mad at me?" I asked.
"No, I'm not mad that your not a virgin cause I'm not either, it's just the way you lost it" replied Eli.
"I no, that I lost my virginaity to Adam okay and I'm gonna be stuck with that for the rest of my life" I said.
"Why did you have sex, with your own brother?" asked Eli, I could here the sadness in his voice.
"We wanted to get are first time out of the way, so we can be exsperenced" I said.
"Where you ever gonna tell me?" asked Eli.
"Yes, but I wasn't going to tell you until me and you where farther into are relationship" I said.
"Okay" said Eli.
"So, are we still in a relationship or do you want to dump me?" I asked, hoping it wasn't the second one.
"No, we are still in a relationship" said Eli.
"Good" I said with a smile.
Just then Eli grabed my hand and kissed me and I kissed back, with so much passion. This is gonna be a start to a beautiful relationship.