Another crap chapter just to get started off lol

Ok I was listening to some really sad songs while writing this so I could really make this scene a tear jerker, I don't think I did in such a way, although I think you will feel sympathy for Serena as ive used indirect speech to convey the words Darien says. Sorry so so so sorry for the long update!! Been working alot on my king Arthur fan fics!! ____ I will also be working on another new sailor moon story. Plus I would atleast like to ask for 2 reviews so I can go onto writing chapter 3 lol not much to ask

Serena sat on the bench in the park under her and Darien's cherry blossom tree; it was where they had their very first kiss all those months ago. Yet now the Blossom leaves her blown away from their trees like children leave their mother in their older years. The seasons were changing, time was turning. Change was in the air, it made Serena shudder hard. The tree looked dark, bare and lonely. The sky was turning a pale grey, a disappointing and uneasy colour, clutching at her school blouse pulling it so she could warm herself up form the cold and fatal breeze. She wondered why Darien had called her to meet her here in this weather as it most likely was about to rain it had that smell. Surely he wasn't going to purpose to her in the rain! She laughed inside. It would be girlishly romantic she wanted to chase that thought that daydream but got thrown off her graceful flight on the wings of love by Footsteps, heavy and drudging. There was a certain dread in those shoes dragging along through the puddles.

She saw Darien walk up to her, her heart sank; he was battling something in his mind. Serena's worries grew, she just wanted to reach out to Darien and pull him to her. Darien stood before her, with his eyes finding something interesting on the ground and avoiding the concern and the love in her eyes. "Serena...." Serena's smile died. Darien's words fell on her ears like gun shots, she heard the guns ring one last shot and they fell like bullets in her heart. Why did he have to leave me, why did he have to go? This was meant to be forever, she was counting on him on forever! It was like she was standing in the distance, in the background in front of the funeral coffin of her heart, and everyone was saying he wasn't coming home now to save her to ride on the white horse. This couldn't be happening to her! Not now when she needed him! Her world had gone black and died the ash and dust blowing away with the wind. Her tears splashed on to the ground, hitting the hard, cold and dead stone. Black grief surrounded her, grabbing her and pulling her under a tide where she couldn't find her way to the top. When the church doors opened up she put her white shadow l down trying to hide the broken glass, she just couldn't believe it. She saw the flowers she would never have while he haunted her, she couldn't even breathe at what could have been. Now she'd never know. This is just a dream! It had to be, more like a nightmare, but none-the-less, this couldn't be reality. Darien loved her? The birds sang the saddest song she had ever heard, and when the wind passed, she held on to all she had left of him in her heart, every lightening strike of the storm above forced against her will a memory that lasted. Standing from a distance. Looking. Longing. Wanting. Broken. Gone. Just - a - dream....

Serena stumbled blindly into ray's temple; her eyes clouded and tear tracks down her swollen flushed cheeks. She was soaked to the bones, Lita gasped and the others followed. Serena collapsed and fell helplessly to her end.

"SERENA!" Mina cried. Lita threw herself forward and caught Serena. She felt so frail and small. Like china in lita's hand, she carried Serena to the sofa, they took her out of her wet clothes, and Serena blinked while in her daze and noticed they didn't even blush when seeing her naked body. They wrapped warn blankets around her tiny frame that has been hanging in front of the fire. The girls saw it was clear to see Serena had fallen unwillingly to fait. They were shocked and within only a few hours throughout the evening they were at their wits end. Serena laid there as if she was a corpse, pale, the life she led the spring in her step the summer's day smile had left her. She wasn't even half herself. They couldn't get her to eat or drink and they watched her, concerned as Serena continued to stare motionless at the wood roof of the Temple. Ray Cursed Darien with all her fire. Yesterday he had declared his love for Serena in front of the whole park outside the Temple! Ray with every fibre of her feelings and thoughts punched the wall, making a dent in the hard wood. Lita gaped. Lita, Ami and Mina were all furious with Darien but they gaped at how mad ray was. Yes Ray and Serena had their petty catty squabbles but Ray did care for her as if Serena were a little sister. Serena had become a shadow of herself. The ocean isn't an ocean without the river that sails into it. They went together hand in hand like coffee in a cup. They were what true Love was. And Darien must have lost the plot and jumped off the deep end!

Darien leaned over the sink, splashing cold water on his face. Another class of whiskey and it still didn't kill the pain Darien was feeling; pouring it down the sink he said it was time to be a man! Men were tanks, tuff and showed no emotions! It was time to stop living for yesterday. Serena was his past. He had to focus on his future and himself alone. The doorbell rang and Darien dried his face off. He answered the door his jaw dropped.

"You were...in need of my services?" A tall long legged Sun Blonde smirked while leaning seductively against the door frame. She was golden blonde, fake of course, light blue eyed probably contact lenses, her figure was out of this world and Darien's eyes glided down form her eyes to her chest, wow, he thought He gulped loosening his shirt collar. The blonde walked past him, Darien shut the door and grinned, Darien walked over to her, he found her lips on hers and her hands at his belt buckle and zip to his trousers she knew all the right places to touch on her even though Serena hadn't given him any of this. He just didn't want to be alone tonight. She will do for now.

The loud grumbles of the clouds woke Darien as he shot up he panted, exhausted after last night he climbed out of bed and pulled his jeans on and saw that a woman's underwear were at his feet, he turned his head and looked over his shoulder, the blonde was sleeping peacefully. What was her name again? He had fumbled his way through a euphoria that was only an illusion. It wasn't Serena, it didn't feel whole enough. Wonder if the blonde would be able to come back tonight? He followed the trail of the woman's clothes leading to the door and into the kitchen. Wine glasses were left accidentally shattered on the floor and the blood (red wine lol) dripping down from the counter due to their fumbles last night. Darien sighed as he knocked back a double and strong whiskey. The dropping of the wine fell like a stone falling into a never ending black whole. Darien knew this could only lead to devastation on battlefields. A knock thudded on the door. He grumbled remembering he had a massive hang over and couldn't see through the fog of sleep still.

"Ray!" he was lost for words but he felt a rant of wrath on Serena's behalf coming on. He scratched the back of his head awkwardly.

"Darien we need to talk, now!" she pushed him into the room, scorn in her eyes. From the ice dripping in her voice she wasn't here for a social call then.

"Ray, I can explain-"Darien started but felt the touch of the blonde and met Rays eyes of disgust and lack of respect. She shot daggers that would have pierced him and pinned him to the wall. Her eyes narrowed like Cats eyes as the Blonde rested her head on Darien's shoulder and yawned sleepily, Her fake hair was un-brushed and messy like straw, her make up was smudged and she had bruises which ray took for love bites all over her neck leading to her- thank god she couldn't see and the blonde had he decency to cover her body up with a bed sheet.

"Ray, I can explain-"he put his hands out in his defence. Ray didn't want to hear his excuses.

"Darien, you've screwed up this time after I tell Serena this she will never love u again!" Ray screamed, bursting out of her element.

He shrugged the blonde off his shoulder and ran to catch up with ray and grabbed her arm, she hissed and slapped his grip off. Darien's hand was throbbing and glowing scarlet, but the fire in ray's cheeks said it all. "Please-"he gulped-"don't tell her-"He stuttered and his throat went dry and croaked.

Ray laughed hysterically, "Darien, go to hell." And with that good note she left, nearly taking the door with her in all her fury. He opened the door and shouted down after her "Fine tell her! She wasn't any good anyways! As far as I'm concerned she was a silly little cow! Ive found someone better! And who will have sex! For all I care Serena may as well be dead to me!" He laughed like the devil, letting his pride take over and consumed him with the words that stung his heart and froze it and hardened it, "She is Dead!" His heart died there and then.

Ray turned on her heels; the smug and sly words in Darien's voice were uncalled for and out of line! Pride had taken over and Ray knew it. She slapped that smug look off his face, hoping that she would leave an imprint of her hand on his cheek. He damn well deserved it. Serena was more than something that could only be used for sex! That insult felt like Darien had stabbed Ray in the heart. Thank god Serena had not heard these words form Darien's lips, otherwise what was left of her heart would have dissolved and blown away with the wind and faded. How could she tell Serena this, and knife her friend in the back like Darien had already done? Ray walked away from Darien, tears sprung to Rays eyes she had not expected that Blonde to be there not for her sake but for Serena's sake. How would she tell the others?