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previously:

Wow, thank you God! The asshole is back. I was so happy, I swear to God I wanted to cry. I didn't give a flying fuck about the things he said. I was just happy he actually said them. He was my Paul again...Yeah about that, when in the name of everything that is fucking holy did he exactly become MY Paul?

I watched him pacing angrily. Sweet Lord the man was gorgeous. Looking at him gave me the urge to lick him again. I needed to get out of there before I embarrassed myself.

"Paul!" He halted his pacing and looked at me. "I see that your going to need some time to think about this, so I'm gonna go. But call me later? Let me know what you decide?" I said slowly walking back-words. " Oh hell no Bella! I've said all I'm gonna say about this. The answer is FUCK NO !

"Sure sure, just think about it OK?" I said. Before he could say anything I turned around and walked away.

CHAPTER EIGHT

She's Gonna Fucking Kill Me!

Paul

The second she left my house, I felt empty. All I wanted to do is run after her, and tell her I would do everything she wanted me to do. The only thing that was keeping me here instead of running after her. Was the thought that she wanted to learn seduction, so she could fuck her boyfriend.

Her dead, leech boyfriend. That shit was all kinds off fucked up. I don't understand why she cant see that for herself. And most importantly, I don't understand why I care.

Oh don't get me wrong, anyone willing to fuck one of those filthy stinking bloodsuckers, needs a fucking brain-transplant in my book. But I wouldn't have cared like I care with Bella.

Just thinking about her in bed with that leech takes my breath away. And not in a fucking good way, if you know what I'm saying.

It makes me feel like someone is trying to Rip my still beating heart out of my chest.

I put my hands in front of my face. I need to talk to Sam. I need to know what the fuck is going on with me. Last night he told me the "human" part of me fell in love with Bella Swan. My question would be, how the fuck did that happened? Humans don't go to bed and wake up, in love with their enemy's girlfriend. I don't understand how I can go to bed feeling nothing for her. And then wake up feeling like this. Its so much like imprinting, but I don't remember when I actually imprinted, if I did in fact do that.

I walked to my room so I could get a clean set of clothes. I was gonna take a shower first. Then I was going to Sam. I needed to figure this shit out, and he was gonna help me.

Later that day...

I parked my car at Sam and Emily's house. With my sensitive hearing I could tell that pretty much everyone, with the exception of Leah and Seth was there.

They probably had patrol. Lea was being assigned to patrol with Seth a lot lately. It was probably because he was the only one that could stand being in that bitch's head.

I got out of the car and walked towards Sam's house. I walked in without knocking. "Hey Paul, just in time for breakfast." Emily said with a sweet smile on her face.

"Hey Em, breakfast sounds great. I'm starving!" I walked over to the couch. Sam was sitting there playing PS3 with Jared.

"I got you now fucker. There is no way in hell you can get out of there before I reach the Chrystal's of Alieantra!" Jared yelled.

"Oh you wanna bet? I'm gonna get out of these restraints, and then I'm gonna kick your ass so bad, your gonna forget your mamma's name for weeks!" Sam yelled just as loud.

"BREAKFAST IS READY!" Emily yelled. And just like that Jared and Sam forgot all about kicking each others asses.

We all ran to the dinner table like the mad starving wolves we are, and started eating. For a long time all you could hear was the sound of food being shoved in mouths, and then being chewed at unimaginable speed.

"So...you and the leech lover huh?" Jared said breaking the silence. I growled. "Don't call her that!" I spat out.

"Fine, fine don't get your panties up in a twist, I'm just saying!" Jared said holding his hands in the air to show that he meant no offense.

"Yeah well call her that again, and you wont be able to sit for a month." I said giving him a feral grin. "But I'm just saying." I said. giving him back his words.

"Jeesh sensitive much!" Jared grumbled.

"Jared, leave your brother alone. You know how it feels like when someone talks bad about Kim." Emily scolded.

"Hey that's not the same, its not like he imprinted on her right? His feelings are nowhere near how Jared feels about Kim." Quill said.

I looked at him and imagined ripping his head off. "Quill!" Sam warned. I gave Quill one last look and returned my attention to the food left on my plate.

"What ?" Quill continued. "Its not like I'm wrong about this. Paul didn't imprint which means he'll meet a nice girl imprint on her and forget all about Bella Swan."

The thought of me imprinting on someone else. The thought of me being with someone else besides Belle made me feel sick. Quill continued talking. Fuck, that kid really had a death wish. I was ready to blow.

"Besides, Bella is WAY to hung up on that fucking leech to even notice Paul. And if by any miracle she wasn't. It still would never work, she hates Paul's guts."

I started shaking. I was so angry. He was right. Bella Swan wasn't mine. She loved that fucking leech. She would never see in the same light I see her, because she fucking hates me. She never talks to me, or comes near me. The only time she willingly came near me was this morning, and I fucking blew it."

"PAUL! Calm down!" Sam bellowed "PAUL! Out side NOW!"

I rushed outside and jumped, When I reached the ground I was in my wolf form. Sam followed me; took of his cut-offs and Phased too.

Paul are you OK?

NO! Hell no! Do I look OK to you? You can read my fucking mind. Do I seem OK to you?

I played out all my thoughts and feelings so he could see. He saw every conversation, every look , every feeling, I ever had for or with Bella.

Fuck dude. You're messed up. Are you sure you didn't imprint on her? Your feelings for her are every bit as strong as I have for Emily.

I DON'T FUCKING KNOW SAM! You tell me! I asked.

I don't know kid, when I imprinted on Emily I looked her in the eyes and I felt like my world shifted. There was nothing more important then her. She was my reason for existence. She was the only thing holding me to this earth, sustaining me.

I cant see a specific moment that you looked Bella in the eyes and imprinted. Are you sure you're showing me everything?

I growled. OK kid calm down I'm just asking. How about Bella? When I imprinted on Emily, she instantly felt the same pull towards me as I did towards her.

I showed Sam the last argument Bella and I had. He laughed. In wolf form it came out as a barking choking sound.

Dude you accused her of doing drugs, because she smiled at you? You are such an idiot.

I growled. Actually it did sound kind of stupid now that I thought about it.

Focus! I said to Sam.

Yeah, yeah fine. I do get your point though. I'm not exactly feeling the love.

I knew it. Any hope I had that Bella felt the same as I did was was smothered. I whined.

Hey easy Paul. I mean, you don't look very loving when you look at her either. If I didn't know the truth I never would have seen it. I don't think she knows, so that means you're doing a good job of hiding your feelings. Have you thought about the fact that maybe she is hiding her feelings too?

Hope spiked again. Yeah maybe she was. But why would she come to me and ask me to teach her how to seduce that leech?

Well if you imprinted on her it would make sense. I looked at Sam. How do you figure?

Think about it Paul. An imprint doesn't have to be a relationship between lovers. It could easily mean a best friend or brother sister relationship.

Coming to you to ask you about sex. To ask you to teach her about sex and seduction. Its kind of private, and it makes sense that you would have trust the person you ask. She asked you Paul. She might not realize it, but she trusts you. That could be an indication that you did in fact imprint on her.

But like I said. To an imprint you become what they need, and I'm sorry to say this, but she loves that bloodsucker. Look at all she did for him, the way she acted when he left her. Maybe all you're meant to be is her friend.

AAAHHH Hell no! I am not gonna be her best friend, and my feelings towards her are definitely not brotherly. I WANT HER! I feel like she's mine. I'm just going to have to make her understand, that she is in fact MINE!

Well if you think that's best I'm gonna support you. Just try not to break the treaty, or ill break your legs.

I laughed. Oh please you would love to see me take Bella from that leech.

Paul if you really want to do this, you should take her offer. That way you can spend time with her.

Way ahead of you brother. I'm gonna phase back. Because I need to come up with a game plan.

Sure, see you later and, good luck.

I barked once and ran away.

After I got home and put some pants on. ( note to self: remember not to phase with your clothes on!)

I got to thinking. How was I gonna get Bella Swan interested in me. What kind of man does she want.

Its obvious since she's fallen for a bloodsucker (grind teeth) that the hole mythical creature thing doesn't bother her.

I don't know her very well, and what I do know iI found out through Jacob's eyes. (That reminds me. I need to kick Jake's ass, so he' ll remember not to fantasise about my Bella)

She hates how overprotective the leech is of her. He doesn't let her do anything considered fun.

He is apparently frigid or gay, so they haven't had sex yet.

I wonder if she's a virgin. My cock was instantly as hard as a brick wall. AAH better not think about Bella Swan's tight virgin pussy, come to think about it better not think about Bella Swan at all in any sexual way, not right now anyway. I certainly cant think about her lips, and the cute habit she has of biting her lower lip.

I have to stop thinking about the cute way she blushes. I imagined her lips wrapped around my cock. STOP! Fuck, I need to get another cold shower. The shitty thing is, with my werewolf body temperature, cold showers don't help shit.

Fuck!

After my cold shower, and a little one on one time with Paul J.R . I decided to go see Bella. I got in my car and drove to her house.

When I arrived at the Swan residence, I immediately noticed that there was no one home. Chief Swan was probably at Billy Black's house, that is where he spends most of his off time. But I didn't know where Bella was.

I decided to call Jake, maybe she went to visit him.

I dialed his number.

"Hey Jake its Paul."

"Sup, my brother from an other mother!" Jake said.

"I'm good thanks, I'm calling you to ask if you know where Bella is?"

"Nope, cant say that I do. But if you wait a second, Charlie is here I'll ask him."

"Thanks Jake."

He put the phone down, and went to ask Charlie where Bella was.

After a minute he came back. "Hey Paul, Charlie says she's at the Cullen's house."

I was so angry I almost broke the phone I was holding in my hand.

"Thanks Jake." I managed to choke out before a hung up on him.

I started shaking again, but maneged to calm myself down.

I decided I was gonna wait right here until she got back, I didn't care how long it would take.

I parked my car out of sight. And went to sit on her porch.

It seemed like I was waiting forever when I heard a car. I noticed right away that it wasn't Bella's car. The roaring of her engine is so distinctive, you have no choice but to notice when you hear Bella's car.

I decided to hide myself, I didn't want anyone to see me waiting here. They might think I'm some fucked up crazy stalker or something.

I saw Charlie's police cruiser driving up the driveway. Charlie got out of his car, and walked into the house.

I stayed in the shadow's. An hour later, still no Bella. Two hours later still no Bella. I looked up to the window of her room and decided to go inside and wait there for her. There was no rule that said I couldn't get comfortable while I was waiting.

I entered her bedroom through the window and was immediately assaulted by the vile stench of Leech. God it was all over the place...he was all over the place.

I felt a sharp pain in my chest. The thought of him in her room. It was killing me. I was so angry, I wanted to break that leech in half.

God I wanted her so much. I wanted my scent to be all over her, all over this room. Not his. I sat on her bed cradling my head in my hands. I was doing everything in my power not to phase.

Six hours after Charlie got home there was still no sign of Bella. I knew then that I had to face reality. She wasn't coming home. She was staying with that...leech.

Was she fucking him, while I was waiting for her to come home? my mind was about to explode I wanted to jump out off that window, phase and go to the leeches house to collect what was mine.

I didn't. I didn't take one step out of this room. I knew if I did I would go ballistic. I wouldn't care about anything not the treaty not death .

My only focus would be to get Bella. So I stayed in her room sitting on her bed trying not to think about her being touched by that filthy corpse.

I woke up because I heard something. I don't know what it was so I looked around to find out what woke me up, and kill it before I resumed my sleep.

Fuck! I thought. This is not my room. Where the fuck am I? It all came back to me when I saw her.

She was standing there watching me with longing on her face. Anger overtook me in an instant. How could she look at me like that, when I knew she was with him all night.

I wanted to yell at her. I wanted to explode. demand answers. I wanted to go to her and claim her for my own.

I knew of course that I couldn't. First off all, she doesn't feel about me, the way I feel about her. More to the point she hates my guts. If I did what I wanted to do.

She would ONE, probably think I'm some kind of freak. and TWO, she would be so angry with me she'd probably want me dead.

I looked at her expression, heard her heart beat faster.

And I did the only thing I could. My last thought before I reached her was.

She is gonna fucking kill me!

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