Ok, so funny story lol I get my first Saturday and night off since January, go into town to the library to upload fan fiction all to find out I don't have my memory stick so yeah, had to delete a document on my document up loader, rewrite it over with this update and save and upload it under a different name! Thank you u just saved me 20.00 which I don't have to buy a new memory stick! 3 !

So yeah something must be wrong with me I'm updating this fan fiction like crazy! Kind of miss writing my other Sailor Moon fan fiction, 'Be good to yourself' but I just have run out of ideas for it at the minute ARGH writer's block! So now I am going to chow on my marshmallows as Serena would and hope u enjoy this fan fiction, spent all day typing it out so hope u find it as exciting as I have! Btw Im still team Darien! How could I not be!D:

and officially 13 days till my holiday, now don't panic Im away for 3 weeks but I am taking my laptop with me so I will continue to update when I have the time, and in Florida I think I will get ALOT of inspiration! Hmmm Can we hit 40 reviews by chapter 20 like my king Arthur fan fiction!D:

Question, what u would like to see happen to Serena and Darien, Im just curious! ;)

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Serena watched Darien's eyes flare up as he held her shoulders, his fingers digging into her soft flesh. She felt him tense up. Why was he so determined to keep her away from Seiya?" She watched him; roughly he released her and stormed off down the hall. Serena gulped. She had felt a strange desire awaken in her, which she couldn't put her finger on It. Maybe Darien was right. Maybe she should stay away from Seiya. She shuddered, wondering why the man was as dangerous as Darien made him out to be. She turned to look over her shoulder at the door leading to Seiya's room; she set her hand on the door knob. What Darien didn't know couldn't hurt him right? And plus, if they were brothers he wanted to bring them closer together. Darien is just over re-acting because he can't cope with the fact he has a family member that is alive, after he was on his own for most of his life. Yes they may not be blood related, but still, brothers should be close and share something! I'm sure Darien will understand when he calms down and gets over the shock. She thought carefully. Her face screwing this way and that way.

She opened the door and Seiya smiled, "Heya! So you are Darien's girlfriend then, huh?"

Serena nodded.

"Cat got your tongue, Ordongo?" He laughed, heartedly.

She shook her head, shocked. Darien was the only one that referred to her hair style.

"You are a quiet one!" He laughed again, something about his laugh made her breathing come quicker.

"I-I didn't know Darien had a-Brother. I just wanted to get to know you; I mean any family of Darien's is mine!" She exclaimed excitedly, suddenly her interest in him grew and she sat by his bed, leaning up at him dreamily. Her crystal blue eyes had a shadow that Seiya smiled at. Maybe he could get along with this girl. She smiled; suddenly she wanted to know everything about him.

2 hours later...

"So that's it, like Darien I can't really remeber much!" He laughed mockingly.

Serena laughed and sighed, "You two really must have had it tougher than I thought or Darien let on."

Seiya watched Serena rest her cheek in her small hand, her eyes shined and his lips twitched to the ends of his face." Darien has always been the brother to bottle it up and push on. I admire him for that, mind you Serena! Where as I- "he paused, looking into space, Serena wanted to follow him."- I push on but I can not forget everything. Nothing like a good cry sometimes eh?"

Serena nodded enthusiastically and took his hand into her own and lapsed it there, "You are strong Seiya, like Darien. Don't let anyone else tell you otherwise!"

He paused, her eyes shine with admiration and adorned with small sparkles that glistened in the light, He leaned forward and kissed her forehead, "Ordongo, I can't help but feel that me and you are going to become very, very good friends!" He exclaimed, his face centimetre's away from hers.

She nodded again, "I hope so!" She smiled as she got up, "But right now I must go, Darien is going to go, mental if he found me bunking off from my volunteering!"

She waved.

He blew her a kiss.

She blushed a thousand shades of red, and lowered her eyes.

She opened the door, "Bye, My Ordongo!"

She put a hand over her mouth to cover a giggle. He was so sweet; she didn't know what Darien was so paranoid or angry about. I feel, so warm inside...Something new...she thought quietly to herself with a huge grin plastering her face. She skipped down the hallways, humming a light tune. She floated passed Darien's office, but paused as she heard paper's being flung everywhere. She pressed herself up against the door to find out what was going on. It was locked she could see, from the inside. Darien must be really pissed off. She heard grunts and groans and gulps, she peered thru a gap in the blinds, Darien stood leaning against his desk, surrounded by papers and holding a small class of jack Daniels in his hand. She saw him run a hand over his face and pinch the skin between his eyes. She heard him groan and he turned his back to her. He looks really troubled.

She knocked on the door lightly.

No answer.

Another knock.

"What!" grunt came rough and large.

Serena hated it when Darien was angry, her voice always quavered, "Darien-Darien-I-_are you alright? You have been gone an awfully long time!" She said carefully, not wanting to anger him more and him turn on her.

"I took the rest of the day off, Serena you can to. Go home." He said without feeling.

He didn't even open the door! Oh, Darien! She cried in her head.

She shook her head and walked down the hall, but stopped at Seiya's room. She clutched her forehead, I have such a headache! She paused, 'I'm a fighter...a star in my own universe where everything evolves around!" Serena kept on playing the same phrase over and over again in her head that Seiya had said. He was joking when he said it, but something sparked in her. Something that was going to ignite into a massive flame if she wasn't careful!

Darien tossed and turned, he couldn't sleep. Who could blame him? After all he had just had the biggest shock of his life! He felt like he could hear Serena's small and angelic voice, softly singing in the wind that floated in like rose petals through his open bedroom window. It lulled him to sleep.

**Darien's dream**

King Endymion walked into his room, he expected Neo-Serenity to be in bed, waiting for him. But instead, she was no where to be seen, the bed hadn't been slept in, hadn't been sat on. He scanned the room quickly and realised that the balcony door was open. The silk white curtains whipped in the air along with the golden sheen curtains. It was cold outside and a storm was brewing, Serenity hated storms. He raised an eyebrow in suspicion and crossed over to the balcony carefully where he saw his Serenity standing at the Balcony, her back turned to him, her elbow of her right arm rested on her left hand which was under her bust, and dangling from the finger was a pair of-Endymion gulped.

"Endymion, care to explain why these fell out of your shirt pocket? My favourite shirt. Because these certainly are NOT mine!" She started off coolly then screamed at him as she turned around and threw the silky see through underwear at him, hitting him in the face with it.

He saw her body tense up with anger and her blue eyes turn black a blazing fire moved behind them.

"I can explain, I-"Endymion tried to plead.

Serenity waved him silent. A command she rarely used-In fact never used!

"Don't even bother Endymion! I want you gone tonight!" She hissed, venomously." I want you gone from this palace! Gone form my sight! Ad gone from my and your daughter's life!" She spat at him as her hands came to rest on her flat stomach.

Endymion's eyes widened, "You-You're pregnant-Again?" He gasped loudly.

She nodded, "Not that is ay of your concern now. You cheated Endymion!" She fell to the floor, racked with sobs and whimpers.

"I didn't! Serenity, if you will just hear me out!" He cried and went to take her in his arms.

He couldn't believe what she did next, from out of her hand she revealed the Silver Crystal and used it as a force field; the force field sent him flying back into the crystal wall of the castle.

Serenity looked up from her sobs and saw Endymion slowly pushing himself up but shaking at the same time. He flashed a look of desperation; she chose to turn her head away, swallowing a sob. She pushed herself up and feeling herself shake with rage she grabbed the crystal glass vase that sat on the bed stand and threw it with all her might at Endymion, screaming at him to get out. He dodged the glass shattering and the piercing stems of his own roses he had grown and cut for her pinned them to the wall. He didn't know this Serenity anymore, and slammed the door.

Serenity crossed over to her walk in closet, stripped off her white gown and put on a pair of Endymion's black boxers and a white shirt from his Tuxedo Mask days. She made a quick dash to his mini bar and grabbed the bottle of vodka and looked on the back, her eyes skimmed down the labels, past the 'drink responsibly' and the 'warning, do not drink when pregnant.' She felt helpless and apologised to the baby inside of her, and took a swig of the vodka. She spat it back out again, she needed something stronger. She spotted Endymion's bottle of jack Daniels hidden away at the back, she hated the stuff but he loved it. She chugged it down, leaving not a single drop left. She grabbed another bottle of it, drank and drank and drank till she was numb to the emotional pain that sliced her heart into two.

She sobbed until she had died into rhythmic whimpers, she didn't ear the door silently being pushed open or footsteps approach her as she whimpered on the cold floor. Gently hands picked her up and she turned her face to look at his, kind and caring one.

"Seiya..." She whispered, relief tingling her voice. She drunkenly raised a hand to touch his cheek, but he shook his head and carefully laid her on the bed as if she was a fragile object.

He crept into Endymion's side of the bed with her and took her in his arms, gently resting his head on his arm, propping himself up as he slowly brushed the stray strands of her bangs out from her pale face. He lightly kissed any tears that had fallen and slowly travelled to her lips. She welcomed his kiss, his embrace, his warmth, his freedom, his caress, his wondering hands. But most of all, She welcomed Him.

"Seiya, take this pain away from me, " She gasped as she felt his lips trical down to her neck and bite gently but sharply.

"As you wish, my Queen" He growled into her neck.

With that she succumbed to his engulfing holocaust of a flame, surrendering herself to the touch, the passion, the flame, the violence. She felt nothing but wild heat and a rough feeling that she had never felt before. The storm broke outside, leaving her to his own thunder, marking it with her own lightening. Rain lashed from the heavens, their own conflagration inseparable as the thunderstorm. She had spun a web, and now had to lie in it. Had to suffer for it. Had to learn from it. She felt him take her scent in, like a wolf, hungry for its kill. Pouncing, they thrashed about violently, looking for euphoria, an escape from this world. A heaven would never be reachable. They plummeted further into the hallows that were empty. Where loneliness beckoned. Where death awaited gasped as she could feel her future go up in flames. She screamed. She cried. She swore. She fought. Yet, her screams of pain broke with Seiya's grunts of pleasure. Windows shattered, Lives died into ash. Dust blew in the wind that floated, along with the black and withered rose petals that had sobbed on the ground ran out the window and were carried, like a hurse, to their own funeral.

They lay tangled in their black hole, breathing heavily. Serena's eyes were losing colour rapidly. Seiya's grin widened as he let his rough hands grope her and touch her, she felt chained to her own Lament. She felt a sharp pain go through her, making her cry out, She felt Seiya's hand's roughly grip her and turn her over onto her stomach. Another sharp pain. She felt her own downfall hit her like a tone of stone. Felt Endymion's pain rise in her throat. Another Sharp pain. She felt him pause, then convulse and then crush her small and thin body with his own tall and thickly built body. Bye Bye Beautiful...

**END OF DREAM**

Darien shot up, sweat pouring from his face like rain, He pinched himself to make sure he wasn't dreaming, he looked over his shoulder to see Serena peacefully sleeping, tucked up in her pink bunny pyjamas and with her bunny socks still on. He shook his head. Getting up, he quietly walked to the bathroom, dodging any creaky floor boards. He quickly threw his shorts off and jumped into the shower, letting the cold water hit him like daggers. He got out and wrapped a towel round his waist and looked in the mirror. What on earth had he just dreamed! Serenity's rape his adultery? He would never cheat on Serena, and Seiya! Serena must be kept away from him! He clenched his fist into a ball, his finger nails drawing blood, "Even if it kills me..." he whispered.