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I want to thank my incredible fast beta Elaine you are wonderful as always.

Previously:

"Now. If you don't mind i have some ass kicking to do! Jasper, i want to know more about what you said. So I'm gonna call you tomorrow. Ill text you first to make sure you guys are at a safe location. Alright?"

"Goodnight baby sis. good luck pup, the next time we talk i hope you'll still be in possession of your balls." Emmet said.

"AAH Em that's harsh don't scare the poor guy. Besides if Bells would cut off anything it would be his dick."

They howled with laughter. I quickly said goodbye. Sometimes my brothers are Asshole's

CHAPTER FIFTEEN

I don't want you to become Edward

Bella

I disengaged myself from Paul's arms and climbed out of the bed.

"Care to explain your fucking self?" I said with my back to him.

"Now babe, don't be like that. I would have told you I swear, it's just we don't even know what's going on. I thought I'd wait until we knew more before saying anything."

"Paul, I have been going out of my fucking mind trying to figure out what the fuck was wrong with me. I couldn't figure out how the hell I could go from hating your guts one day, and wake up the next wanting to lick every inch of your body.

"I thought I was going insane and now you tell me all these feelings I'm having for you are because of the imprint?" What the fuck am I suppose to do with that?" I asked angrily.

"No Bella, don't you fucking do this, don't you dare run away from me because you don't understand something. I don't get it either, okay. The feelings I have for you are as strong as an imprint, but somehow I can't remember ever imprinting on you.

"I don't even know if I did. Maybe I just feel this strongly for you without any help from whatever god it is that is in charge of imprinting. I didn't start out having feelings for you. I started out wanting to fuck you in every existing position, and perhaps invent a few of our own.

"This," he pointed at himself and then at me. "This didn't start happening until after I got to know you. The more I get to know you the more intense it gets," he said.

When he finished talking I could see he was doing everything he could to stop himself from phasing.

I quickly walked over to him and put my hand on his chest. "Paul calm down we're having a fight that's all it's nothing more nothing less. Remember we fight all the time. There is nothing to get worked up about; I haven't even called you cujo once," I said, slowly stroking his chest.

"I know and that's the problem you haven't yelled at me. You are really, really angry with me, and you'll leave me. Everyone leaves me. You said it yourself, look at my parents. They left me, why shouldn't you? If I wasn't enough to make them stay, why would I be enough to make you stay? Please Bella Please, you can call me Lassie, Beethoven, Old yeller or Cuio, any dog name you can come up with. You can call me Scooby Doo for all I care, but please don't leave. Please because I need you."

Hearing him talk like this was breaking my heart. I couldn't leave him, not even if I wanted to.

"I'm a mess I know that. I'm always angry at everyone, I have trust issues, abandonment issues but somehow... you...you make me work."

"Paul, I'm not leaving you because of a fight were having. I need you to understand why I'm angry in the first place. It's not because you may or may not have imprinted on me. I would love it if you did. I'm angry because you kept it from me. There is a problem with the imprint and you didn't say anything about it.

"Paul, if we're gonna do this, really do this, if you and I are gonna be together, it has to be as equals. I will accept nothing less. That means; no keeping things from me. No lying, manipulating or controlling me. You know what, that list is too long basically it just means I don't want you to become Edward."

He nodded. "I can do that."

I released the breath I was holding. "Okay, now I would like to apologise to you for the things I said about your parents. I am so sorry; you will never know how sorry I truly am. It was inexcusable for me to say something like that no matter how angry I was. I hope you can find it in your heart to forgive me."

He looked at me. "I didn't like to hear those things that is true, but it doesn't make you any less right by saying them.

"You were right when you said I obviously didn't know shit about family. But I hope you can teach me? It's really strange but heart-warming to see how you behave with Emmett and Jasper. They truly are your brothers and they truly see and love you as their sister.

"I hope in time, they will accept me in this family you made for yourself. I want to be a part of that. I don't care that they are vampires. I used to, but know I see them as your brothers first, and I hope that maybe one day we can see each other as brothers to."

I had tears in my eyes when he finished talking. I was so happy; I could never have been with him if he tried to keep me from my brothers.

I could have lived with him not liking them and being in a constant state of war with each other. It would have hurt me, but I could have learned to live with it.

But this... this is so much more then I could ever have hoped to dream of.

I brought my mouth to his and kissed him softly. I pulled my head back and said "Make love to me Paul."

Hi guys,

I know, i know cliffy. And it kinda short.

But if you review like the sons of bitches that you aren't.

I promis to upload the next chapter, and then you can see if they finally ...

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I could end it after the imprint explanation , or i could add an other twist.

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