I just wanted to apologize of my spelling mistakes in chapter 2 O.o I didn't really edit very well, and I have no idea how many times I used the word 'fuck' lol :) Anyways here's Chapter 3, I'd like to dedicate this Chapter to my best friend Kaitlyn, this one's for you boo ;) Enjoy!

Chapter 3: Tonight I'm loving you.

It's 8:45 and I'm waiting for Adam to get here. I run my hand through my hair and start to pick at my nail polish, it's a habit. I sigh softly and go and try to sit down and relax, okay so I'm REALLY nervous right now. I check my phone for the time again 8:55 I try to calm my nerves by getting a bottle of water and drinking it, doesn't work, I try to listen to some music, doesn't work. I sigh again, I just need to relax, just don't think about what you're going to tell him, don't even think about him period.

I lie down on my couch again, and close my eyes. I pull out my iPod and put on one of Adam's songs, and it seems to calm me a little bit, has music always has that effect on people. Minutes pass, but I'm not sure how many. I check my phone 9:30, where's Adam? Another 5 minutes pass, I'm almost asleep, why am I so tired? Oh yeah maybe that's cause I haven't had a full night of sleep in a week. There's a loud knock on the door, and I flip off the couch, god I am such a fucking dork.

I got up and walked over to the door, and opened it. Adam was standing in front of me looking hot as usual. He smiles at me and runs a hand through his hair.

"Hey Glitterbaby," He says, "sorry I'm late, I kind of um, uh lost track of time with Sauli…" I turn away a little and roll my eyes so he can't see.

"It's fine." I say softly.

"So kitty," he says, "you ready to go?"

"Where are we going?" I ask.

"Well," he says, "I just think that since you've been so….depressed lately I'm gonna take you out to have some fun."

"Where?" I ask curious as to what he has in mind.

"Oh just a club," He says, "Now c'mon let's go." He takes my hand and drags me out of my apartment. He brings me out to his car, and we get in, and then we're driving to who knows where. It was silent for a while between both of us; the only sound was coming from the radio.

"So," Adam says not taking his eyes off the road, "what did you want to tell me?" I think about telling him, but decided against it, I'll tell him later tonight, when the time is right.

"I'll tell you later tonight." I say softly.

"Ughhh, but I wanna know nowwwww!" Adam says like an impatient 5 year old. I chuckle softly and shake my head.

"Patience Babyboy." I say.

"I don't have patience!" He says and chuckles softly.

"Oh well," I say, "you're not finding out till later!"

"Ughhh fine!" He says and starts to pout; he is so god damn adorable. I smile softly and him and he smiles at me. He parks his car in front of a huge club with a huge line of people waiting outside, we both get out and he locks his car behind us. He walks up to the way front of him and I follow close behind. There's a really tall, kind of scary looking guy standing in front of the door.

"He's with me." Adam says motioning to me. The guy lets us both in and we enter the club. It's kind of dark inside and the music is so loud you can barely hear yourself think. There's a ton of people on the dance floor, some look like they're about to have sex right there on the floor, it kind of makes me sick. I look over to the other side of the club, there's a bar, but I probably shouldn't get drunk, I have something I have to do, no matter how much I don't want to be sober.

Adam looks down at me and grabs my hand, he leads me toward the bar, he motions for the bartender and orders himself a drink.

"What do you want Glitterbaby?" He asks me.

"Just water." I say.

"Are you feeling alright?" he asks me, "you never pass up free booze!" I chuckle softly.

"I'm fine, I just have something important to do," I say.

"Whatever." He says, a few minutes later the bar tender comes back with my water and Adam's drink. We both take sips of our drinks, and Adam looks at me.

"So, what have you been up to since the tour ended?" He asked.

"Nothing really," I say, "just hanging out with my friends I guess, how's the album going?"

"Great." He says and takes another sip of his drink. It's quiet for a few minutes and Adam's working on his second drink, then a third, then fourth.

"Let'sssss dannnnnceeee!" Adam says standing and grabbing my hand. He pulls me out to the dance floor and starts grinding me, not that I'm complaining. After a few minutes of dancing he pushes me into a wall, and my heart starts exploding in my chest. He pulls me into a wet dirty kiss, and my whole body starts shaking in ecstasy. 'Tommy you have to stop this' that damn voice in the back of my head tells me, 'He's drunk, he doesn't know what he's doing, stop before you both make a mistake!' Can't you just shut up and let me enjoy this!

I wrap my hands around his neck and I kiss him back passionately, and he wraps his arms around my waist. My heart is about to explode out of my chest, I wouldn't be standing if Adam wasn't holding me up. He let's go of me, and I can see the lust in his eyes.

"Let's go back to your place." He whispers seductively and grabs my hand. We walk out of the club together and Adam is stumbling, I try to hold him up.

"Adam where are your keys?" I ask him.

"Inn mmmmyyyy pocketttt." He slurs. I reach into his pocket and dig out his keys. I help him into the passenger seat and then I go over into the driver's seat and start the car. While we drive Adam's singing along to the radio, and dancing in his seat. 'Tommy, you can't have sex with him, he has a boyfriend, and he's DRUNK he doesn't know what he's doing!' I sighed softly and looked over at him; I can't take advantage of him….

Once we arrive at my building and we walk up to my apartment, once we walk in he's all over me. His lips are on mine, and he's practically mouth fucking me. 'Tommy, stop!' my mind tells me, but I can't I'm enjoying this way too much. He pulls me over to my bed and practically rips off my shirt. He takes his shirt off too, and then continued to mouth fuck me. Still that damn voice in the back of my head won't shut the fuck up! 'Tommy you know this is wrong, you can't take advantage of him like this, what's he gonna say when he wakes up in the morning, and knows you were perfectly sober tonight.' Well that voice does have a point…..but he's probably no going to remember any of this right?

I don't know what to do, do I take advantage of my best friend, or do I push him off of me and tell him that he doesn't know what he's doing and he needs to stop? I know what I want, I want to make love with him, but this isn't really making love is it? I mean it's technically like rape, right? I mean he's drunk, I'm sober, it counts, I guess. I put my hand s on his shoulders and push him off of me; he gives me a puzzled look.

"Why'ddd ya pussshhh me off you?" He slurred.

"Adam….you don't want this you're drunk, you have a boyfriend." I say.

"Hooooww doo you knowww whattt I want anddd don'ttt want." He said.

"Adam, I know you probably won't remember this, but I care too much about you to make a mistake like this, and Adam don't get me wrong I want you really badly, but I just can't do that to you, you have no idea what you're doing, and I'm not going to take advantage of you." I say.

"Welllll," it's really hard to understand what he's saying, "ifff ya wannntt mee soooo bad, just letttt me take careee of you…" He pushes me back down on my bed and attempts to take off my pants.

"Adam, stop," I say, "Please you're making a mistake." He looks up at me and kisses me on my cheek.

"Jussssstttt shutttt upppp, I knowww whattt I'mmm doiinggg." He manages to take off my pants and boxers and then I am completely exposed in front of him.

"Adam…please stop, you don't know what-"he puts his finger on my lips.

"Justttt shutttt upppp, anddd letttt meee take careee off yoooouuu." He leans down and kisses me; I can taste the alcohol on his breath. He moves down my body until his mouth is just inches from my dick, I can feel his breath. My heart is exploding in my chest, my body is shaking, and my mind won't shut the fuck up. He wraps his lips around my dick, and oh my god…..

"Adam…." I moan, he starts sucking and bobbing his head. Oh my fucking god…..I-I can't even think straight right now, Adam Fucking Lambert, the love of my life, is giving me a fucking blow job! It's not long until I'm shooting into his mouth and then I'm screaming Adam's name, and he's looking up at me, wiping his mouth. He asked me if I had changes my mind yet about the sex, and I told him I hadn't.

Then he was lying next to me fast asleep, and I was lying there on my bed, still panting, thinking, what the fuck just happened?

Okay so there you go Chapter 3, just saying I'm really new to the whole um writing that sort of stuff, so if it kind of sucked sorry….I was like blushing the whole time I was writing it :) I'll have the next Chapter up probably tomorrow :)

~Sarah :)