Chapter 25

On Thursday, when we were getting everything ready for the four of us, I said, "Why are we taking two tents? We agreed to share."

Jasper said, "You have been talking in your sleep so much and you're very restless. We love you, Bella; however, we want a decent night sleep so Edward suggested that we take two tents."

"Beautiful, is that okay?" said Edward.

"Wait a minute. Are you making me sleep by myself?"

Edward grabbed my arm and said, "No, I'm still sleeping with you." Edward then gently kissed my nose.

"Really, Edward, you're going to finally sex that little thing up out in the woods," Emmett chuckled.

Jasper punched Emmett and Edward said, "No, I said sleep with her, remember."

"Just kidding Bella."

"Emmett, if I'm correct, since I've been around, I don't think any of you have gotten anything either."

"Shut up, Bella. Please don't remind me."

"You brought it up, godfather."

We finished packing. Edward and I were lying on my bed watching television. I rolled onto my back and looked straight at him and said, "Can I ask a dumb and awkward question?"

Edward brushed the hair from my face and said, "Go ahead, beautiful."

"Have you guys really had no sex since I've been attached to you starting up in Alaska?"

"Yes, Bella, none of us have had any sex."

"Don't you all miss it? From your tales, Emmett loves going to the clubs and finding women; but he has rarely done that."

"Yes, we miss it; but I have you."

"Okay, but what about the orgasms," I started turning beet red and blushing as I said it.

"Oh Beautiful, I can wait for you; but let's just say we men can take our own needs into our own hands when necessary. Bella, please don't ask me anymore." He kissed my cheek and said, "Good night, Bella." and Edward was gone.

I laid there for a few minutes and decided I wanted water. I also wanted to tell Edward good night better than that and I was sorry I made him uncomfortable. So after getting water and I could hear Edward's shower, I went into his bedroom to wait for him. But I heard him say my name, so I went to his bathroom door and started to knock, I heard Edward moaning my name repeatedly. I then pushed on the door. I was confused as to what I was seeing, then Edward said, "Oh shit, Bella, what are you doing here?"

"I'm sorry, Edward. I didn't like our good night. What's wrong, Edward?"

"Nothing, go back to your room, Bella."

"Fine, night Edward," and I slammed his door. I went to my room and slammed my door. Jasper came in and I threw my water bottle at him, "Get out."

"No Bella, calm down. I'm not going to hurt you; you know that." He sat down on my bed and pulled me in and whispered for me to relax.

When I heard my door again, I said, "Jasper, tell Edward to go away. I don't want to talk to him."

"Well, it's actually Edward and Emmett," Emmett said.

"Bella, we need to talk to you about sex and self fulfillment. Jasper, if you want to leave you can. I brought Emmett because I think his crudeness, may help in this matter."

"No, I'm staying. This little one may need my calming powers," Jasper said as he continued to hold me in an effort to calm me down.

"That's fine; but Jasper, may I have my girlfriend back."

"Only if she wants you." I actually sat between them and Emmett was sitting in the chair in my room.

I looked at Emmett and said, "Go ahead, Emmett. Please explain why my boyfriend was moaning my name in his shower and I wasn't with him."

"Simple Bella. It's called jacking off. Since he isn't having sex with you and something left him feeling the need, he went to the shower to jack off."

"Okay," I took a long drink of water and then said, "Can someone please explain jacking off to me and do women do that too?"

"I'm out of here," said Emmett.

And Jasper leaned over and said, "I'm your godfather; I can't be here for the rest of this conversation. Good luck, Edward."

"Thanks guys."

"Alright, Edward, start explaining."

"Bella, do we really have to have this conversation?"

"Yes or I'll just look it up online."

"Fine, Bella. After our conversation, I really wanted to touch you and explore your body that would have led to sex with you, but we're not ready yet. So I left and went to the shower and started jacking off. That is wrapping my hand around my penis, massaging and stroking it, and thinking about sex until I cause myself to orgasm."

"Edward, you are telling me what I heard was you thinking about me sexually until you orgasmed?"

"Yes"

I looked up at Edward's eyes and face and said, "Wow, you can blush."

"Bella, stop that."

"Edward, you have another question to answer still. Do women jack off as well?"

"No, but some women just pleasure themselves. Women, do not call it jacking off."

"So what do women do?"

"Bella, please don't ask me that! This is hard enough as it is."

"Will Esme tell me if I ask her?"

"Bella, will you please drop it?"

"Edward, you're so red. Am I really embarrassing you?"

"Yes."

"Come on. Can you please tell me? We have already gone this far."

"Alright, but we need to move a little further away from each other."

"Okay," and Edward moved to my sofa.

"Bella, the first question is for you?"

"What's that?"

"Tell me about the romance part that you have read in books. You need to share with me the details that you have read."

"Okay Edward. Now, I see why you're turning so red."

"You're still beautiful."

"So you want me to tell you; what I have read in the trashy romance books."

"Yes, little one, now do you want to still talk about it?"

"Well, I'm all worked up so I guess we should."

I took another drink of water and took a deep breath. "They kiss passionately; he touches her including her breasts. She always arches into him no matter what he does to her breasts whether he is touching them, kissing them or sucking on them. They help each other undress and then he lays her down on the bed and sometimes it hurts the first time and other times he romantically joins their bodies and then they build to a climax or an orgasm."

"Wow, Bella, I am impressed. Now what do you remember from biology."

I got up walked over to him and punched his arm and as he said, "Ouch."

I said, "Male penis, girl vagina, your sperm, my eggs, make babies and is sex. I do know that much."

"Well just checking."

"So what do girls do to relieve themselves?"

"They'll use their fingers in their vaginas or have you heard of a vibrator or a dildo?"

I said, "Adult toys."

"Yes."

"I had gay guys on a trip one year and they played at night."

"So my Bella, should I go take you to an adult store?"

Then Emmett came around the corner, "I'm in," he said.

I walked up to the door and pushed his chest and said, "No Emmett. I'm fine and we don't need to go. I finished pushing him out my room and went to Edward and said, "Is it okay if I sit down in your lap?"

"Of course," and he pulled me into his lap.

"Thank you, Edward for explaining jacking off and the girl version to me."

"You're welcome."

"Are we going to ever get that far, Edward?"

Edward actually choked.

"Are you okay?" I asked.

"Yes and Bella we have a long way to go still. Trust me, I'm willing to wait for you."

"Why Edward? Wouldn't you rather have sex with me than jacking off in the shower by yourself?"

"Yes Bella, but I would rather make love to you someday. So for right now, I'll jack off in the shower if need be and Bella, it's not as often as you think it is. I'm sorry you found me doing it earlier."

"I understand now that you explained it to me."

I was soon up in Edward's arms and he said, "Now, you need to go to sleep, my little one."

"Fine, Edward," and he kissed my lips, laid me on the bed and pulled my covers up on me.

"Good night, Edward. I can't wait to go camping tomorrow."

"Good night, Bella. Sweet dreams," and then he left. I eventually got to sleep after thinking about what Edward and I had talked about.

EPOV

I left Bella's room and walked down the hall.

Emmett looked up and said, "Did you have to give her any physical demonstrations, man?" I knocked him into the couch, punched him and said, "No."

"Guys, I'll be back; I need a beer."

"Grab three," Emmett said.

So I returned and sat down, Jasper asked, "How bad did it get?"

"She asked me if I would rather jack off or have sex with her."

"You are doomed."

"Guys, she's just not ready. I feel like if I push her now I would be taking advantage of her."

"Edward, you're being too honorable. She doesn't care that she's a queen; just make love to her and pop that cherry. You know you want, too."

"Of course, I do, but I don't want to ruin her or have her be shamed in front of her country when she returns."

"Edward, she has been gone for six years. They won't know what to expect from her upon her return."

"You guys, don't you get it. She freaked out and tried to walk away from me when I told her I loved her in Disneyland. I haven't even fucking French kissed her, yet."

Emmett just looked at me and chugged on his beer.

Jasper said, "You have the patience of a saint. In January, you'll spend ten days practically living with her on a sub. You're so doomed. God, will let you into heaven for your virtue without a doubt."

"Thanks, Jasper. Aren't you guys tired of not having dates and girlfriends right now?"

"Yes, but we're stuck. We promised Carlisle; no women here. Since we found her together, we want to see this through."

"You guys are really the best and thanks for switching to a separate tent for the weekend."

"No problem," Emmett said. "Esme, did say we are rock climbing right?"

"Yes, of course, we are."

"I say with the help of our amazing rock climber sleeping next door that we propose a race with the other four members of our team."

"Bella up first and down last," Jasper said with a smile on his face.

"Oh yeah," Emmett said.

"And then she can teach them how to do it, too. I can't wait to see Jake's face."

"What should the bet be?" Edward said.

"I don't know; we'll see what they come up with."

"No problem; but I get one private hike with Bella," Edward said.

"Deal."

"Good night, guys."

"Good night, Edward, are you heading back to the shower?"

I picked up a magazine and threw it at Emmett.