Hey guys.. Sorry for not having an update sooner but life and work come always in the middle.. Imagine that is kind if late here in my country right now but i didn't want for you to wait more for an update.. Hope you enjoy this new chapter..
lilce1992: i think that we wont have any spashley drama in this chapter :)
TheQueen : i dont believe in grounded a child, i guess i was more like Spencer here but i believe that every child is different so in this case Amy should be grounded..
rbabe2005 : Amy is having a teenage phase and actually being the daughter of Ashley is making things more difficult..
pankton : i think i am going to have more Amy's thoughts here.. So wait and you will see.. teens are very difficult..
ZoMo19 : reviews are always welcome, long or short.. Actually yeah, i wanted to have a Paula like character for Amy's mother.. There are a lot of them out there.. Amy is a very nice person and i like her myself too.. This chapter is going to have something sad though..
Chapter 5
Angy's POV
"Amy, it's me"
"Hey baby, I've been trying calling you but you weren't picking it up. Are you ok?"
"I think we should break up"
"What? What are you.. Are you ok? Why?"
"I think this relationship doesn't go as we wanted it to go. You have your life, I have mine. I am tired of hiding us"
"But Angy.. Why now? What happened?"
"Just.. let it be.. Goodbye Amy.. Hope you find happiness"
Rewind. How we came to this part? Let's go back three weeks ago..
My relationship with Amy was going back and forth.. I was starting to get tired of the hiding thing and thinking that Amy was already twenty and being around people of her age and me not being able to go there it was starting to get at me.. But I loved her.. I did.. So I wanted to try..
One day I decided to surprise her at her college.. I never did that before because my school from her college was far away and I needed to take a bus since I wasn't driving yet.. We didn't have school and I didn't tell her.. It was a surprise after all.. So at 12.15pm I was outside her college waiting for her.. It was Wednesday and she was finishing early.. I waited by her car when I saw her coming out from the gate with another girl holding hands.. The other girl had her head on Amy's shoulder and she was all touchy.. My blood was boiling inside.. I wanted to go there and make a scene.. But I didn't.. Instead I waited till the girl was saying hello and then I went there.. In my mind Brandy's words echoed over and over again.. 'Are you sure she is not seeing someone else?'
"Angy? What are you doing here? How you came here?"
"I wanted to surprise you. So.. surprise" I wanted to tell her 'I saw you' or 'who was that girl' and that at the end I was the surprised one..
"Do your mothers know where you are?"
"No, they think I am at the mall or something."
"I can't believe you came here"
"Amy, I am not a child. I am sixteen for God sake. Ok? And thanks for liking my surprise. Thanks a lot actually" I said and waited for her to open the door..
To our way back home we didn't say anything.. Amy tried to start a conversation but I wasn't talking to her.. When we arrived at my home she was ready to come inside with me but I stopped her..
"Don't. We will talk later"
"Angy, please. Don't be like that. I was just worried. Ok? You took the bus and you never do that. What if something happened?"
"Nothing happened though.. So anyway.. Talk to you later"
It wasn't only the fact that I was pissed at her.. It was the fact that my mothers weren't talking to each other as well because of me.. My mother Ashley said something that hurt my mom Spencer and now my mother was sleeping at the guest room. I didn't know what to do.. I hated the fact that I was the reason for their fight and actually I wanted to make amends with my mother..
"Hey"
"Hey back" my mother was sitting alone on mom's favorite couch not doing anything. She was just being there..
"Where is mom?"
"She is out. Don't know where"
"You didn't ask her?" she nodded her head..
"I did. She didn't answer me back" and I saw her whipping the tears that were already falling from her eyes.. I loved both of them.. I did.. And after the divorce I didn't want to see them like that again..
"I am sorry for everything mom, I am really am"
"Angy, please go to your room"
"Ok" it was all I could say..
When I got inside my room I checked my phone and I already had two messages from Amy.. I didn't bother to answer.. I didn't want to answer.. Instead I called Brandy..
"Hey sexy. What are you doing?" Brandy said with her flirty tone as always
"Just got home.. What are you doing?"
"Watching some tv. Nothing is on. Want to hang out later?"
"I don't know. I don't feel like doing anything"
"What's wrong?"
"I saw Amy with another girl today"
"I knew it.. I told you she had someone"
"It's not like that. It's not that I see her doing anything"
"Aha.. And I am a virgin"
"You are not?"
"Not quite. But we are not talking about me here. So you saw your girl with someone else. It's good to know she loves you enough. And what did she have to say about all that?"
"I didn't tell her I saw her"
"Big mistake. You should have done that"
"I don't know.. Can we please drop it? I don't want to talk about it"
"Ok. Let's talk about us then" she said with a smirk I knew she had on her face.. She wasn't giving up.. But I kind of liked it..
"Us? I don't think there is an us Brandy" I said smiling as well..
While I was talking to her I saw that Amy was calling me but I didn't pick it up.. Instead I left it to go to voice mail..
At about 4pm I heard talking and I knew that my mom was home.. Actually it was more than a yelling than a talk..
"Spence, how many times I need to tell you I am sorry.. I am so so so terribly sorry.. I didn't mean it like that.. You know I didn't"
"And then why you said that? Why you said something like that if you didn't mean it like that.. How would you feel if I told you that Andrew is not your son? Eh?"
"Andrew is my son as Angy is yours too.. We are a family.. You, me and our children. Please believe me.. It was in the heat of the moment.. Please baby.. I love you more than anything.. Please believe me Spence.. I don't know what else to do"
And at that point my mother was crying.. I haven't seen her crying so much.. For all my sixteen years of age I believe I saw her crying only twice.. When Andrew was born and when she was divorced with mom.. I was at the stairs trying for them not to see that I was there and listening to them..
"Ash.."
"Please, please.." my mother continued crying.. it was hurting me looking at her like that.. She is usually the strong one, the bad ass.. But infront of my mom she is different.. I believe my mom is the only person that can do that to my mother..
"Can you please stop crying? I don't like it when you cry"
"Please forgive me.."
"Are you going to stop crying?"
"Are you forgiving me?"
"Yes.. But if you ever say something like that again Ash.. I don't know.."
"No, never again.. I am sorry.. Can I give you a kiss right now?" I had to step down to see the kiss.. I couldn't see them really good from where I was.. But as I was about to see them I fell from the last step.. And my moms where both there looking at me..
"Hi.. Ehm.. I.. am glad you made up?"
"Angy" they both said at the same time with smiles on their faces.. I decided that I like my moms being happy and I decided that I wouldn't be the one to cause them to fall apart again..
Amy kept texting me and it was time that I had to text her back.. Her messages were like 'baby? Where are you?', 'baby, I miss you', 'why aren't you calling me back?, 'what's wrong?'
Hey, I am here.. I was busy. -Angy
Hey, I was starting to getting worry. -Amy
Everything is ok. My moms are back to being Spashley again. -Angy
I am glad to hear that. Want me to come over? -Amy
No. I am going to go out. So talk to you later –Angy
Ohh.. Ok, I guess? With whom? -Amy
With my friends. I have to go. Ttyl –Angy
Love you –Amy
I didn't answer to the last text.. In my mind there was still that girl that was holding Amy's hand.. Brandy was already waiting for me outside.. I texted her before I came back to my room.. I didn't know where we were going but I just needed to stop thinking of Amy..
This went for weeks.. I was avoiding Amy with the excuse of having to much homework, or having to stay at school till late because of an essay.. She didn't come home at all and most of the times I didn't answer her texts.. I should have told her about the girl I saw that day but I was so pissed that I didn't. Maybe I was trying to find away to break up with her.. At the end if she wanted to be with someone of her age I wouldn't be the one to stop her.. Two years together were already too much for her.. And five days ago I decided to call her and tell her to break up.. She was surprised, she didn't expect it at all.. And I don't know.. I should have been sad but instead I was numb.. I was stubborn and that I took it from my mother..
"Angy, where are you going?"
"Out"
"Out where?"
"Just out mom"
"Is Amy coming to get you?"
"We will meet at the mall"
"Do you want me to take you there?"
"Not really. I have a friend that is going to take me there"
"Who is that friend?"
"Mom, I am late. I am leaving. Ok? Bye"
I didn't tell my moms about my break up with Amy. They loved Amy and they disliked Brandy. So actually telling them I was going out with Brandy that was at least for now a no no..
Brandy and I were going at the mall.. This is where we were hanging the most.. She liked going at the arcades and I liked the music department.. After that we would go for an ice cream, to the sport store and then going back home.. Brandy was an amazing person and I really didn't know what my moms didn't like about her..
While we were on the road, not ten minutes after I left, my mother was calling me..
"Your phone is ringing babe"
"I know. It's my mom"
"Aren't you going to pick it up?"
"No" the last two days my mother was pissing me off again but considering what happened the last time I really didn't want to cause any problem between my moms..
"Your phone is still ringing"
"I know. If I don't answer she will continue calling me back.. Yes mom?"
"Come home right now"
"Why?"
"You know exactly why young lady"
"No, I don't"
"If you are not back in 20 minutes forget your pc, your ipod and ice skating"
"Mom, why? Are you pmsing or something?"
"Angy, you have twenty minutes to come back» she said and ended the call really pissed.. What the fuck have I done again?
"Is everything ok?"
"Can you take me back?"
"Why?"
"I have to be home at twenty minutes"
"Relax. We don't have to go back. We can go at the mall as we planned to"
"No. you don't understand. If I don't go back.."
"She will cut you from internet, ipod, tv, computer or something like that. Right?"
"Yeah"
"Been there, done that. Relax. Let's go back at the mall"
I don't why I said yes but it was something I shouldn't have said.. Because when I got home it wasn't after twenty minutes but after four hours and both my moms were really really pissed at me..
TBC
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