Happy first of May.. Officially its spring.. And then SUMMER!

TheQueen : I know.. Andrew was left behind with all the drama with the girls.. I might bring him back in the next chapter..

ZoMo19 : Angy, is going to cause a lot of trouble till she realizes that what she is doing is hurting the people she loves.. Actually while answering you i thought about something.. And what is going to happen..

Chapter 6

Amy's POV

A break up is like a broken mirror. It is better to leave it broken than hurt yourself to fix it. But what if I wanted to fix it but the other person didn't want me to even try? Why out of nowhere I get a phone call after so many days telling me 'I am breaking up with you'. I didn't know what to do, how to react, what to say.. Angy just called me and spelled these awful words to me after we have been together for two years. What happened?

I am trying to remember every day what was the cause of this.. I repeat her words in my mind over and over again.. 'Hope you find happiness', 'You have your life'.. Those were the ones that kept playing.. What she was telling me? She was tired of us, of our relationship.. It was hard for her, I get it.. But we both knew what we were doing.. And we were suppose to love each other.. The only way I can explain it is that she found someone else and she just wanted to be able to act like she was in a relationship because it was the one thing I couldn't give to her.. That doesn't mean it hurts less though.. The say that the heart is meant to be broken and mine is..

While I was ready to leave to go to my university, something I wasn't really ready to do because my focus wouldn't be there but to Amy, I heard my phone ringing.. I checked the ID and it said Angy's Home.. Why they were calling me? And what if something happened to Angy?

"Hello?"

"Amy, this is Ashley. How are you?"

"oh.. hi Mrs Ashley.. I.. ok.."

"Did I call you in a bad time?"

"No, it's ok. Is something wrong?"

"Well, I wanted you to tell Angy that she forgot her cell phone back home. She told me she would meet you at the mall and.."

"Sorry to interrupt Mrs Ashley but I haven't seen Angy for two weeks. She didn't return my phone calls and two days ago she told me she wanted to break up with me. So I don't think I am going to see her at the mall"

"Why? What happened? Why she didn't tell us anything?"

"I really don't know. We had a fight and I guess she was trying to find a way to break up with me.." when I said that to her I fought to hold my tears back..

"What you fought about if I may ask?"

"About her being tired of hiding us. She wanted us to be a couple like everyone else and I couldn't. I tried to explain to her the situation but she left my home without letting me say anything. I tried to call her but she never picked it up and then two days ago I received that text."

"I am sorry Amy.. I am sorry. We didn't know.."

"It's ok Mrs Ashley. I want you to know that I love your daughter. I would never do something to cause any harm to your family. I hope she will be ok.."

"Call us whenever you want and if you need anything. Ok? You are a member of this family as well"

"Thank you. Tell I said hi to your wife. Tell Angy that.. nothing.. Don't tell her anything.. Bye Mrs Ashley"

"Bye"

I can't believe she didn't tell her parents.. What was happening inside her head I don't know. And I am sure that Brandy girl was a bad influence and she couldn't even see it.. She was so stubborn.. So so stubborn..

I was already late when I arrived at the university. I didn't want to stay but I couldn't leave either.. That sucked.. Jasmine waited for me in the parking lot. She was my best friend and she was gay like me. That brought us even more together.. She didn't hide it though as I did. She was very open with her relationship and very proud. I told her about me a few months ago and she said she knew since the first moment she saw me..

"Hey you, you are late"

"I know. Why you are here waiting for me?"

"Because, Amy.. We are supposed to be dating? You forgot?"

Oh yes.. Jasmine was fighting with her girlfriend and she wanted to maker her jealous. So me being her best friend I was the one who would help her and play the new girlfriend or something. I told her though that I didn't want for anyone to know because I wasn't ready yet. So lets just say that we made Jasmine's girlfriend jealous, a lot actually. I was the 'straight' girl that Jasmine was falling for.. We were holding hands and hugging and Jasmine was being all touchy.

"Of course I remember. So.. shouldn't we stop with all this? I am sure she is jealous enough now"

"Oh no.. No no no.. She is not jealous enough.. What if I kiss you right here?"

"Are you crazy? Of course not"

"Oh, yes. My little Amy is with someone.. Sorry"

"We broke up two days ago actually"

"What? And you didn't tell me? What friend am I then?"

"I am sorry Jasmine. I just didn't want to talk about it. I still don't actually. So please. Lets go to class"

Jasmine was trying for me to tell her what happened but I couldn't and I didn't want to.. She was a very persistent person.. So although I was in class I wasn't. My mind was to her.. What she was doing.. I would go over her house after my class and kiss her, touch her.. Why she had to be so insecure about us.. And then I realized I was crying..

"Are you ok?" Jasmine asked me.. No I wasn't ok.. I don't think I am going to be ok..

"No"

"Lets go. Fuck the class. We are going for a coffee. I can't see you like that"

Although I never missed any of my classes today I wanted it more than ever.. I wanted to stop thinking but I couldn't..

"Ok, spill everything.. And I mean everything. Now"

"I don't know where to start"

"Start from the beginning.."

"Angy and I knowing each other for four years now"

"Ok, that's good" I didn't know if I was ready to tell her what I was about to tell her but I needed for once to tell someone..

"I was her baby sitter" when I said that I saw her face pausing for a second.. I didn't know what to expect but I knew Jasmine.. I don't think she would judge me..

"When you say baby sitter, you mean like baby sit her? How old is she?"

"She is sixteen now"

"Fuck"

"I know.. I know.. But the first time I saw her I knew it Jasmine.. She made me realize what I wanted.. When I looked at her I knew I was in love.."

"And she was twelve at that time"

"She is very mature for her age.."

"Amy, you are twenty.. Do you know what that means? They could put you in jail.. She is a minor"

"Don't you think I don't know? Don't you think that it's not killing me not being able to kiss her and touch her like you do with Tina? It hurts.. It hurts so much.." and I couldn't hold my tears back again.. All these days all I did was crying..

"Please don't cry.. I understand.. You just caught me off guard here.. And you were together you said.. How long?"

"Two years"

"TWO YEARS?" she said out loud and everyone looked at us.. So she repeated again more quietly this time "Two years?"

"Yes.."

"And now you broke up?"

"She broke up with me. She couldn't be with me since I was hiding her"

"Like you could do anything better than that.. If you didn't you would be in jail and you know how women are there.. And you have an awesome body, and a pretty face, when you would bend for your soap then BAM.. Rape"

"Wow. Thanks Jasmine. You are making it easier"

"I am telling you the truth.. So she broke up with you eh? I am sorry. Even if she is younger, a minor and you may go to jail for her, I am still sorry for everything"

"I don't know what to do.. I love her so much.. I do Jasmine.. I was willing to wait for her till she was eighteen.. I don't want to be with anyone else but her.."

"Wow. You have it bad here.. Amy, I don't think I ever saw you like that before.. I think it's going to be ok"

"No, its not going to be.. I wish I knew what she was thinking and why she said what she said.. She told me that I have a life here and that she hopes I find happiness.."

"And that's a bad thing?"

"Jasmine.. You are not listening to me.. I want Angy. Simple like that.. I want to be with her.."

"Have you tried to call her?"

"I called, I texted but she is not answering me back.."

"Do you want to make her jealous?" Jasmine made me laugh. She always did.. She could put a smile on your face even if you were sad..

"Not everything is solved by making someone jealous you know"

"Oh, but I disagree. Didn't you see Tina when she saw us leaving together? She was fuming. I give her like five hours.. She can't take it anymore.."

"Ok, whatever.." she put her hands on top of mine and looked at me in the eyes.. "I promise you that we are going to bring her back. Ok? You have me.. And don't worry. I am not going to tell anyone about your girl.. Can I see a picture of her? I want to see what your taste is to girls"

I opened my phone and searched for the one picture I loved.. She looked so beautiful to this picture..

"Wow.. She is breathtaking Amy.. When she is going to be eighteen I say go for it.. Make her yours, if you haven't already that is.."

"Jasmine.. I wouldn't touch her.. Although I wanted"

"That's my girl.. But anyway.. She is very beautiful Amy.."

"I know she is…"

I looked at the picture again. I took it a couple of months ago when we were at the park.. It was a beautiful day and I couldn't resist but press the click and hold that memory.. And by another click I closed the picture and my phone..

TBC

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