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Chapter 12

Amy's POV

Seeing her outside my university was unexpected and she got me surprised.. I didn't believe that I would see her again nor that she would talk to me, even more coming here apologizing for the previous day..

When I saw her from afar waiting for me I didn't know if I should leave or actually stay.. I didn't say anything to Jasmine who would acting like a teenager and she was jumping all over me.. If she was five I would say she had a lot of sugar but she wasn't and I knew what she had if you know what I mean..

Once I walked out the gate she turned and looked at me and she had a surprised look as well..

"Angy? What are you doing here?"

"Angy? This is her?" Jasmine said.. she already knew about me and Angy.. Our story, what happened.. She have seen pictures of her as well..

"I am waiting for you.. What it seems I am doing here?" and she was pissed, or annoying I would say.. Why was she really.. Jasmine couldn't shut her mouth though and had to speak again and be herself.. The interaction between them was funny.. Both Jasmine and Angy had the same strong character.. What they wanted they could have it..

"I like her.. Now I know why.. Talk to you later.." and with that I think she was saved because I really believed that Angy would hit her.. I saw the passion I loved in those blue eyes..

"I want to explain.. Yesterday you didn't turn back when I was calling your name"

"Why? Why you want to explain? There is no reason.. We broke up.."

"You know what? I came here to say I am sorry but obviously I was wrong.. You moved on with your life and with that thing" sorry? What did she just say? Because i don't think i listened very carefully.. I was the one who moved on?

"Jasmine? What are you saying?"

"I saw you.."

"You saw what?"

"A month ago.. I saw how you had the lovely eyes for her" I tried to remember what she was telling me.. When did she see me with Jasmine? A month ago was when she started to act differently and a month ago was when Jasmine was trying to make Tina jealous.. I think I knew what she was saying..

"Can you please keep it low? Come with me" no one here knew about me.. Only Jasmine.. So I had a pissed off Angy yelling at me infront of everyone.. I took her hand and we got to my car because there we could have the talk.. And this time I wanted her to explain everything to me.. I wouldn't walk away..

"What's wrong with you? What lovely eyes? A month ago? Jasmine is my best friend.. She is in a relationship close to a year now.."

"You are lying"

"Why lie?"

"I saw you.."

"What did you see? Did you see me kissing her? Did you see me doing something that showed I was with her? No one knows about me in college Angy.. Jasmine is the only one who knows about me.."

"You are lying.."

"I am not.. I don't know what you think you saw but it wasn't what you think.."

"And why she said what she said minutes ago?"

"She knows about you.. About us.. I told her everything.. So she was being protective.."

"She knows? You told her?" when I told her that Jasmine knew her face soften.. All this time our fights were because we were hiding. Because no one of my friends knew so I couldn't go out and introduce her to them..

"Yes, I did.. Now tell me what are you doing here" she turned her face to the window and didn't look at me.. I think I knew why she was here and I was trying to prepare myself to listen to what she had to say..

"Yesterday.. what you saw with me and.."

"Brandy"

"How you knew?"

"I heard you.."

"I.. it was the first time.. I didn't break up because of her.. I wasn't cheating.. That's what I wanted you to know.."

"You didn't have to.."

"Amy.. I.. I am so fucked up.." she was being true.. I knew her.. But what happened to my girl? The one who I loved since the first moment I saw her? This is one was trying to figure out what she wanted.. She was trying to figure out everything..

"Why are you saying this?"

"Because.. I don't know.. You missed so much.."

"I missed so much because you cut me out from your life.."

"That day that I saw you with that girl I was pissed.. I was told that you were cheating on me, that since you were a college student you were having a life.. So actually seeing you with her I thought that.."

"You thought.. You never asked.. And who told you these kind of things? And whoever that was did you think that they might didn't want you to be with me?"

"I am sorry.. I do love you.. I never stopped actually.. This month was awful for me.. I broke my family.. My mothers didn't talk because of me and how I was acting.." and she started to cry.. What happened in that month that were not together.. And I am sure that the person who told her all that was Brandy.. I always believed that the girl wanted Angy.. And now she had her…

"Obviously you stopped.. Because you moved on.."

"We are not together.. I kissed her yes, we were out yes.. But I don't think I can be with her.. I am not going to lie to you.. Brandy is interesting, she is out, she is my age but she is not you.. And now that I know that you weren't with this girl.." she came closer to me ready to kiss me.. I wanted so much to kiss her but the fact that she though that way about me hurt me..

"Stop.."

"Why?"

"Because first you kissed someone else not even a day ago and secondly you believed someone who told you lies than actually coming to find me, talk to me and tell me what you thought.. I thought you knew me better than that.. I never did something for you to doubt me.."

"Amy.."

"No Amy me.. I don't know why you were acting like that.. You thought I was hiding you, that I was cheating on you, and god knows what else.. In my mind this is not called love Angy.. I love you.. That means that I care about you not to be your first while you are still a minor.. Not to take you out on a date when I want to kiss you but I can't because you are sixteen and I am twenty.. Love.. meaning I want to protect you.. Don't you think that I wasn't thinking of you with kids of your age? But I never thought anything bad of you.."

"I don't know what to say.."

"I don't know either.. Maybe it's for the best.. Go out there and find what you are looking for.."

"But I want you.. Amy.. I know I want you.. Yesterday that I kissed her it wasn't the same.."

"Angy.. Please.. You are making it harder than already is.."

"Amy?"

"Please go.." she stayed in the car for a couple of seconds and then opened the door and closed it really hard. Was I sure for what I was doing? Maybe not.. But she needed to understand..

I stayed there, thinking.. Have I done the right thing? Should I have said 'everything its ok. Let's start again?' Questions like that.. Who I was hurting in the process?

Angy's POV

When I got inside my mom's car I was crying.. I didn't believe what Amy said to me.. I know I was the one who broke up with her but I was feeling that she broke up with me right now although we weren't even together.. And Brandy.. What about Brandy.. I kissed her while I still had feeling for Amy even before she told me that she wasn't cheating on me as I thought she was..

"Sweetie, what's wrong?"

"Everything is wrong. Everything."

"What about Amy?" I let out a sarcastic laugh and looked at my mom "Amy, well Amy, turned me down.. And she was right.. I would do the same if I was in her shoes. But can we really not discuss it please? I don't feel like talking about that"

"It's ok. I understand.. Let's go home"

It was everything my fault.. I replayed in my mind what Amy told me.. I assumed she was cheating.. I believed someone else talking about my girlfriend when I should be the one who would have never doubt her.. Now I was hurting and it was because of me and only me..

When we came back home Brandy was outside waiting.. I didn't know what she was doing here.. She didn't tell me she would come over my house..

"Hello, Mrs Davies"

"Call me Spencer.. I am not that old"

"Well, I can't.. You are older than me.. So, I would like to continue calling you Mrs Davies if you don't mind"

"Ok. I am leaving you two.. Nice to see you again Brandy"

"You too"

"Hey"

"Hello to you too"

"I am sorry for coming from here I just wanted to give you your book.. You forgot it inside my car the other day"

"Oh, thanks"

"Would you mind if we went somewhere?"

"I don't know.."

"Just for a ride.."

"Ok, let me tell my mom and I'll find you at the car"

TBC

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