This is the final chapter to this story.. Thank you all for reading and reviewing.. Every review made me smile every time.. Till the next story.. See you all soon..
TheQueen: I know.. It is finished and now you can read the last chapter as well..
OriginalSoundtrack: thank you very much.. unfortunately i am not going to have another sequel.. So i tried to have a really long chapter.. Maybe the longest i ever written..
ZoMo19: thank you for your kind words.. you always have something nice to say :).. of course you are going more stories from me.. I am just going to take a break for now and come back later on..
hugbuddy13: mmm.. i guess everything will be..
Chapter 15
Angy's POV
What is it that makes someone strong? What is that fine moment that when everything is changing around you it makes you have this amazing feeling that you are going to make it? For me it was my accident.. I heard from people that when something like that happens to someone you get into depression, you don't want to talk, you start to become a loner.. I don't why but I wasn't.. I wanted my family around me, I wanted to try and that was my goal.. It wasn't easy though..
I don't remember my first days at the hospital that well. All I remember is what my mothers told me and Amy.. They never told me I looked like a mess for not to scare me but one night looking at myself in the mirror I was trying to remember how I looked last time I checked.. It was a shock seeing yourself like that.. My hair was saved because of the surgery, the scars on my face were deep and the nails on my leg.. I was like the Robocop.. That was the last night I saw myself in the mirror.. And that night was the night I decided that I wouldn't let my accident to hold me back..
One of my mothers was always with me at the hospital.. The other one was home with Andrew who insisted that he wanted to stay at the hospital as well.. He couldn't though and I wouldn't let him.. He wouldn't say no to his hurt sister.. Amy.. Amy was by my side every day all day with my mom.. Usually when one of my moms was going home to rest Amy was staying there keeping me company.. I was the one who was broken but she looked like she had the accident and not me.. I was the one who was trying to smile or say a joke for her to laugh.. But I knew that smile and that smile was only for me, to make me feel better.. I knew that look, she was hurting seeing me like this, heck, I was hurting seeing myself like this and most of the times I was making her laugh because of that look..
I stayed at the hospital for three weeks.. The doctors were cautioned.. They were afraid for the hematoma in my head.. As for every other broken thing I had on my body it would heal with time.. I had physical therapy for my leg three times a week.. At the beginning I couldn't even walk.. It was very hard for me to do it.. I cried, and cried and cried but whenever someone wanted to help me I didn't let them.. I was stubborn..That would never change..
Brandy was always next to me as well.. She was better than I was.. I wasn't mad at her.. It wasn't her fault after all.. She didn't tell me to unseat my belt and look.. I did it.. Also it wasn't her driving that caused the problem.. I found out later on that they caught the driver who caused the accident.. He was drunk and he was on the opposite side of the road and that car he crushed on was ours.. Lucky us..
At the beginning Brandy wasn't talking to anyone.. She felt that it was her fault for me being like that, she was afraid that my mothers would accuse her for what happened. She was scared.. I had to get up one day, ask for a wheelchair and go to her room.. Only when I talked to her she managed to say a word.. All this long she wasn't talking to anyone.. I stayed with her for hours till the nurse practically took me out of the room.. Next day Brandy was in mine..
So this was my time inside the hospital.. Sometimes boring, sometimes hard but it was the healing process and it was needed.. I remember though the day that I was allowed to go home.. Nothing seemed more brighter.. My moms were smiling, Amy was smiling and I was feeling blessed to have those people in my life.. Brandy and Ali were there as well to farewell me but we didn't let them leave.. My mom Spencer asked them to join us at home.. It was a perfect day after all..
Obviously I couldn't go to school for weeks.. I managed to go after a month.. I still had the nails on my leg though.. They would stay there for months as the doctor said.. I really had a broken leg in five pieces.. So it needed to heal.. The scars were still there but I would have a plastic surgery.. As for my hair, they were starting to grow again.. I realized that you have to see the beauty in everything.. I was alive and that was a miracle.. Yes, I wasn't my old myself but I was still me.. The same Angy, the same stubborn person.. Only that I was broken..
The accident did only one good.. It brought me and Amy closer.. I though I lost her forever but her being here by my side every day, all day, made me love her even more.. We never discussed our relationship.. I don't know if it would be nice.. I knew she loved me and she cared about me but I felt from the other hand that she wasn't ready for what I have in mind.. When you know someone that well you know what they are thinking.. So I let it be.. If friends was what she could give me right now I would take it.. I needed her in my life and she was one of the reasons I wanted to get well..
"Angy honey.."
"I am here mom.. In the living room" our living room became a place where I was having my therapies.. It had a bar, balls, everything I needed for my leg.. It was three months after the accident and I still had the nails.. My mom Spencer came and gave me a kiss and tried to help me with the ball..
"How are you feeling baby?"
"I am ok.. I wish I didn't have to have those things in my leg but I guess shit happens"
"Angy.."
"I am sorry.. How was work?"
"The usual.. I wish I could have all these kids in our home.."
"Well at least you are helping them find a good home"
"That's true.. So any plans for the day?"
"I am going to go out with the other broken one"
"Is she going to drive?"
"No, I am still trying to tell her to drive but she can't.."
"So who is going to come and get you?"
"Amy"
You think it's weird? Well.. Considering what happened three months ago it might seem like weird.. At the beginning Amy was mad, pissed and angry at Brandy.. She was the one who broke us up, the one who was driving the car when we had the accident and the one I kissed.. So I guess Amy had the right to feel all these emotions.. But that was at first.. I told her that nothing would happen between me and Brandy ever.. She was only a good friend to me and that she had a tough past that it wasn't my place to tell her.. It wasn't easy to accept at first but after talking to Brandy she saw what I was telling her.. Brandy wasn't bad..
Brandy couldn't walk easily still but she was in a better condition than I was.. At least she didn't have nails.. Those nails were pissing me off.. I couldn't sleep, I couldn't walk the way I wanted to.. They were making my life miserable.. But I made a promise and I was planning to keep it..
Six months later
"Hey broken leg"
"Look who is talking.. I think you were the broken one.. A leg and an arm missy. At least I had only my leg"
"Whatever"
"Oh, you don't like the answer?"
"I said.. Whatever Angy.."
I don't know how fast those months came by.. It was already February and of course a new year.. I couldn't say that I was perfect totally.. The hematoma I had in my head was causing me seizures and I had to go to the hospital several times.. The doctors said that they won't stop and I'll have them forever.. The only thing I could do was to be very careful and take some pills that would be my best friends till the day I would die.. Nice..
"Oh, look who it is.. The dyke and the dyker.. I don't know how this school became the school of Lesbos"
"Caren.. Bite my ass.. Put it in your head.. You and me will never happen.. Keep dreaming. My tongue will never get where you want it"
"You wish Brandon.. Not even in a million years"
"Fuck off.. You are ruining my day with my lesbian friend.. So bye bye"
Caren was the same old Caren.. I don't know why but I could see a sexual tension between those two.. Caren was the head cheerleader bitch and Brandy was Brandy.. And Caren for some odd reason was always making cruel jokes to Brandy.. Although obviously there were two of us here..
"She will not stop"
"Who cares? She can do whatever she likes.. Like I care"
"Brandy…" she wasn't looking at me and I knew her so well.. "Brandy look at me.." and she still wasn't looking at me.. "Oh my God.."
"What?"
"You like her"
"No, I don't.."
"Yes, you do.."
"No, I don't"
"Yes, you do"
"I am not"
"No, you are not"
"Yes, I am"
"I knew it"
"You tricked me.."
"Caren? The Caren? Really?"
"Oh shut it.. Let's go to class"
I couldn't believe my ears.. Brandy liked Caren.. I knew it.. I knew it from the beginning.. There was only one way to find out if Caren felt the same though.. I needed to have a plan..
As the day was going by I kept thinking what I would do.. Caren was the straight girl of the school.. The cheerleader, the head bitch, you know.. The usual high school girl.. Now the question was if she was something else.. And I wanted to find out.. I was around school trying to find her, make a move.. Of course Brandy didn't know.. Like I would tell her.. She couldn't admit she liked her.. So I was waiting to find Caren alone somewhere and follow her.. What I didn't expect though was to find Caren behind the school with Brandy in her arms.. That left me with my mouth open.. Totally.. I couldn't help but go near to hear what they were saying..
"I don't like lying to Angy"
"I know baby.. But I can't right now.. I am not ready yet.."
"Caren, we are going back and forth with that.. You say what you have say at school and I am trying to hide what I feel for you.."
"I know, I am sorry.." she said and she was about to kiss her when I literally closed my eyes.. Oh Lord what my eyes and ears have seen and heard today.. Caren and Brandy.. How was that possible? I felt for Brandy.. It was hard to be with her, because Caren wasn't out.. And actually I wanted to know when this thing happened? I wanted details and I needed to tell someone now.. So of course I called Amy..
"Hey you"
"Oh, my God you won't believe it"
"Ok, slow down and tell me.."
"Brandy is with Caren. Caren is the head bitch cheerleader at school and I saw them.. Brandy refused everything of course but that was before I saw them almost ready to kiss.."
"Did you take a breath to tell me all this at once?"
"Now I did.. What you have to say?"
"It's her life to do what she wants?"
"But I am her friend.. She supposes to tell me everything"
"Maybe she can't.. Don't pressure her.."
"Oh come on.. I need to know.."
"Curiosity killed the cat"
"But, it's Caren and Brandy.. Branden"
"What?"
"Oh, you are so old.."
"Angy, you are driving me insane.. Did you have a lot of sugar today?"
"Nope.. But anyway.. Will you come to pick us up from school today?"
"Don't I now for months?"
"I guess.. So see you later.. I am going to torture her"
"Don't do that.."
"Byeeeee"
Caren and Brandy.. Brandy and Caren.. Oh I can't believe she didn't tell me..
Once the last class was over I saw Caren looking at us but she didn't come near at all.. Brandy from the other hand was trying to smile and avoid every question I was asking her..
"So do you want to go out tonight?"
"I can't today Angy. Sorry"
"You know what? Now that I am thinking about it every Thursday you can't.. I don't remember when the last time I saw you on a Thursday night was.."
"Angy please.. Ok?"
"Do you want to say something to me?"
"No.."
"Angy, stop. Let Brandy, ok? Stop being a push over" Amy tried to tell me to stop but i didn't..
"Brandy.. Tell me.. Is there something between you and Caren?" she didn't look at me so I continued with my questions.. "Because I think there is.."
"You know what? If you would stop being such a push over it would be easier to tell you.. But since you want to know so baaaaaaaad that you don't respect me, yes. Caren and I are together. She can't go out and tell anyone about us and for the last couple of months we are hiding. Are you happy now?" the moment she finished we were already outside her apartment.. "Thanks Amy.."
"No problem" once it was me and Amy I realized what I did.. And Amy wasn't happy about that.. "You couldn't stop.. Jeeze Angy.. When someone don't want to talk respect that.."
"I am an asshole"
"Yes, you are.."
Long story short, Brandy didn't talk to me for a couple of days.. And actually Caren was the one who came to find me and tell me everything.. I guess Brandy told her.. Caren was gay as well.. She had to act straight for her family and friends.. She confessed to me that she always liked Brandy.. Pretty much since the first day.. How they came to be together? It was an information I didn't need to know.. What she said was that it was another day in our school life and she found Brandy in the bathroom.. She said her usual stuff, Brandy said her usual stuff and Caren was the one to kiss her.. She made Brandy promise not to tell anyone because she wasn't ready but she really loved her.. So after that I went to Brandy's home to ask for forgiveness.. I am an asshole sometimes, and a push over.. It's a good thing that she accepted my apology because I missed my friend.. Very much..
Now as for me and my love life.. Yeah, Amy still had me on ice.. I knew she wanted to be with me but she was still hurt.. We were close to kiss one day but she moved back seconds before I touch her lips.. I won't say that I wasn't frustrated.. I was.. Very.. But at least between us I wouldn't be a push over.. I had to wait the right time.. I had to wait for her..
A year later
"Angy.. You are going to be late.. It's your graduation day.. How you got mistaken what time you are suppose to go there?"
"MOM.. I know.. Ok? I know.. Stop making me more anxious than I already am.. Where is my hat?"
"In the living room.."
"Where is mom?"
"I am here.. Let's go"
What a year.. A year full of everything.. I am graduating, my moms adopted a little girl, Brandy and Caren were official at school, although that didn't go well with Caren but at the end it showed how much she loved Brandy, and I was so happy of them.. There were like Amy and me.. Well we were cuter.. And yeah, Amy and me.. We were finally together.. Still not able to kiss outside but at least now she could introduce me to her friends.. As a friend of course.. It was a year that brought all of us together as a family and as friends.. The weird thing was that Brandy, Amy, Jasmine and I were good friends.. Actually I liked Jasmine.. She was fun having her around.. We were a big group of lesbians.. Can you imagine? It's a good thing we weren't living in a small town because they would say that the town's name was lesbianville..
"I can't believe you Angy.. Now you are making me run and I don't like running with the car"
"I am sorry. Ok? I said I was sorry a couple of times.. I got mistaken with the hour.."
"You are like your mother"
"Hey now.. What about her mother?" my mother Ashley said with a smirk.. She knew it, I knew it, mom knew it.. She was forgetting things as I did.. Like mother, like daughter.. That's what they say..
"I am supposed to be relaxed today.. My daughter is graduating high school.. Mother and daughter won't make me feel stressed"
"Baby.."
"Mom.." me and my mother said at the same time..
"Sssshhh.. No more anything.."
"See little one? This is what you are going to get when you get eighteen like me.."
Mandy was our little sister.. She was in my mom's care when they brought her there.. Once she saw her honey brown eyes my mom was a goner.. She said she felt something when she saw that little girl.. Before she do anything she discussed it with me and Andrew but we really didn't have any problem.. We loved kids and a new member in our life would be a bless.. So we had in our lives the three year old Mandy for a year and she really made our lives even more happier.. For some odd reason she reminded me of my mother.. I teased her a lot at the beginning telling her if she had another child somewhere.. But knowing my mother she would never ever cheat on my mom..
"We are here. Did you call Amy?"
"She said she knew"
"How it is possible for Amy to know and not you?"
"Mom, you are stressing again.. No need to stress. We are here"
"I know.."
Once we were there I was practically the last one who came there.. My moms found the seat right next to Amy, Jasmine and Ali and I found Brandy and Caren waiting for me..
"I am pretty sure I told you that we were supposed to be here at 10am. What did you not hear?"
"Don't know, don't remember.. Where is my hello kiss first.. We are graduating today. Everyone you should stop being cranky.."
"Angy, you would miss your graduation.."
"I didn't though. Did I?"
"Because we called you"
"You say potato, I say potatoe. Whatever"
The ceremony was beautiful.. I couldn't believe that this day would come.. But it did.. I would go to Colorado's University as well like Amy.. Her last year there it would be my first year.. So we would be together.. Also I didn't want to leave my family and go to somewhere else.. I was happy being here..
"My baby is a college student"
"Mom, I am not a college student yet.. I just graduated.."
"I know.. But you are still my baby.. In my mind you are still running inside the house with your diapers"
"Mooooom.. You are embarrassing me.."
"I am sure you looked cute baby.." Amy said giving me a hug from behind and kissing my forehead.. "I am so proud of you.."
"I am proud of myself.."
"Well done Brandy and Caren.."
"Thanks Mrs Spencer.."
"Do you know what you are going to do?"
"Oh yeah, we are going to Colorado's University as well.. I don't think I can be without Angy"
"And I don't think I can be without Brandy.." Caren said giving a kiss to Brandy's cheek.. They were so cute.. But not cuter than me and Amy..
"Let me take you all a picture"
It was me, Amy, Brandy, Caren, Jasmine and Ali.. That picture is still one of my favorites.. Because what I remember from that day it's not the graduation, it's not that my mothers were crying like babies but the fact that I shared my first kiss in public with Amy.. I still have it my mind like it was yesterday.. While everyone was there, our friends, family, other students and their families she didn't think.. She just took me in her arms and gave me a longing kiss that I believe was the best I ever had.. And like that she said the phrase I love the most 'And now I can call you officially mine'. I was always hers.. No matter what.. No matter how stupid, or stubborn and jealous I have been.. I was always hers and she was always mine.. But I won't lie.. Being able to kiss her and hold her hand in public was amazing.. And you know what the best thing is also? That day she came out to her parents.. She took me home and introduced me to them as her girlfriend.. The person she was with.. They didn't take it well. At all.. Not only because I was a girl but because I was younger as well.. Practically they threw her outside.. She stayed with Jasmine for some time till she found a job and she decided she would rent an apartment with her..
Four years later
"I thought that because of the fact that you are older now at least you would remember the last time you were late in high school.. How is it possible to forgot what time you are suppose to go there Angy?"
"Amy, please.. I know.. If you remember, last night I was in the middle of something.. And you were there with me.. So my mind was cloudy.. I was confused"
"Ok.. I guess.. But still.."
"Baby, we are close.. Your apartment is like 10min if we walk.. I am going to shower and we will be there in no time.."
Yeap.. Four years.. Four amazing, difficult, all study years.. I wanted to study to become a lawyer so, that needed a lot of time and a lot of study.. Amy and I were going strong day by day.. We were practically living together the last two years.. Most of my nights I was spending them there and two years ago we made it official.. You know.. I was really really hers.. We made love on our two years anniversary of being back together.. It was an unforgettable night.. Now as far as it goes for my lovely friends.. Who would have thought that Brandy and Caren would get engaged.. To tell you the truth I didn't believe they would last.. Maybe because I wasn't so sure about Caren.. But Caren was the one who proposed and now they are planning for their wedding.. Who would have thought..
"Brandy and Caren are already there.. And waiting.. Angy hurry up"
"I am I am.. Ready, lets go"
Some things never change.. Like me and how much I forget things.. Well, I had a good reason though.. I was making love all night to my girlfriend.. So, I am ok I think..
"I can not believe you.. You are late again.. What you two were doing? I hope not that.."
"Oh shut it Brandy.. Anyway.. I am going to find my classmates.. See you later"
Brandy wanted to do documentaries.. She loved to film and actually her videos were amazing.. Caren wanted to study to become a doctor.. A cheerleader and a doctor.. Maybe I still doubted her sometimes.. She wasn't stupid though.. She was really really clever..
When I stepped there to take my degree I saw my favorite persons in the world cheering and smiling.. The best moms a child can have, a brother I loved to death, a little sister that meant a lot to me, my friends and of course my love.. She was there looking all proud.. Yeah, I fell in love with her when I was twelve and ten years later she still takes my breath away..
"Honey we are so proud of you"
"Thanks mom"
"My baby will be a workaholic woman"
"Mom, I didn't find a job yet.."
"Not the point.. The point is that my baby is all grown up.."
"When will you stop crying? It's a good thing that I am not going to study anything else so I can have more graduations"
"Ohhh believe me.. I am going to cry again.. Soon"
"Eh?"
"Ash.. Let's go.. I think we should leave the girls alone now.."
"Angy.. I love you.. You are the best big sister"
"And I love you too little one.. You are the best little sister I could ask for"
"Hey sis.. I am proud of you.. You did well"
"Thanks Andrew.."
"Let's go Mandy.. Let's go find moms"
"Will you buy me an ice cream Andy?"
"Mmm.. If you are a good girl maybe"
"But I am always a good girl Andy"
"I think you are right.. Then I will buy you an ice cream"
"Yay! Bye Angy, bye Amy.."
"Bye little one"
Andrew being an older brother now was so protective.. Although Mandy was eight he was being the old brother and he didn't even think that his sister would have a boy kissing her or anything.. He was the man of the house..
"And now it's just you and I miss lawyer"
"Mmm.. I like.. You and I.."
"You know.. To your first graduation in high school I gave you our first kiss in public"
"I remember. Yes, it was the most beautiful thing"
"Well in this graduation I want to give you something else.." she came closer to me and I expected a kiss but instead she had a small velvet black box in her hands.. My heart stopped.. Was it what I thought it was? And when she opened it I saw the most beautiful ring ever.. "In this graduation I want to kiss you and actually being able to call you my fiancée.. So, would you like to marry me? Be for always mine?"
"YES"
A beautiful fairytale that ended with me and my princess charming.. Good things happen.. All you need to do is to believe..
THE END
Thank you all so much.. I loved writing this story.. I'll be back in a few months with a glee one unless i am bored and start a new one.. Who knows? The fact is that i'll be back..
Hnd k..