"Gabriella please wake up" I heard the voices but I had no clue where they were coming from. I was still sitting on the side of the road, crying my eyes out and in terrible pain. "Please Brie, I'm sorry I didn't run after you, I thought you would be angry with me. Please, please wake up" I shook the voice out of my head and continued to cry. Why me? Why did this have to happen to me? But the funny thing was that I couldn't just hear the voice, I could also hear a loud beeping noise. My head was hurting so badly but now no where else was hurting. My clothes weren't ripped and there was no more blood running down my cheeks. I opened my eyes and looked around me. I wasn't on the side of the road any more, I was in a completely white room as I turned my head to the left I was Troy sitting on the edge on whatever I was lying on "Brie! you're awake!" He brought me into his arms in a tight embrace.

"T...Troy? W..where am I?" I gasped, using his shoulders to help me sit up "I..I was on the side of the road...he hit me...he raped me"

Troy looked at me confused "Brie what are you on about?" He questioned "You ran into a pole when you were running away from me, a guy called James saw it happen and brought you here. The hospital said you were in a coma so the things you said were just a dream."

A dream...it was all just a dream? All I really did was run into the pole? How? Why? I sighed, things were going to be okay? Things were going to be okay. Things were going to be okay! I was going to be okay! Maybe I could talk to Troy about a few things, like what was going to happen next. I mean, it's not like things are going to go back to normal any time soon. Troy and I dated, I moved to London and that broke us apart then we see each other two years later at college. After, to top it all off, I ran into a pole but I thought someone had kidnapped me. Oh my lanta my life was messed up. We were quiet for a few minutes. "Troy I don't thank I can do this" I said to him. Troy looked at my with questioning eyes, although he didn't say anything so I carried on "I don't think I can be friends with you right now, I've got so much to sort out and I don't want to get you messed up in it"

"We can't even be friends? What the hell Gabriella? I want to be there for you, why wont you let me?" He questioned, clearly getting frustrated with me. He stood up as his voice rose "I love you, I can't believe you wont even be friends with me. Things were fine before you ran into a pole and messed your brain up even more than it was before. You're just a bitch"

I looked at him, stunned from what I had just heard. He was fine one minute then he started to shout at me. "I'm the bitch? What the hell Troy? You were fine a minute ago, you wanted me to wake up" I reminded him as he angrily stared at me

"Yeah and now I wish you had never been born! Just go back from under the rock you came from, I hate you!" Troy yelled before he stormed out of the room. I could hear him obviously kicking things over and I could hear Chad screaming at him.

I sighed as I buried my head in my hands, what was wrong with him? Why did he have to be such a jerk? I was stuck in here and all he cared about was himself. Yeah, I said we couldn't exactly be friends right now but I didn't say we could never be friends again. I just needed to figure out my feelings before I go straight into something because it could end up messy. I groaned as a nurse came into the room and started to ask me questions, why couldn't anyone just leave me alone? Didn't I at least deserve that?

After the nurse was done asking me questions I lay back down and closed my eyes, hoping to fall asleep and not wake up for a million years. But of course that would never happen, it was only possible in a fairytale. I felt myself slip into dreamland, happy to be out of all the drama for a while. Dreamland was a place where you weren't hated because you could only be hated in a nightmare. Dreamland was the best place to be right now, there were no problems there. Nothing tended to go wrong.

I rubbed my eyes as soon as I woke up but when I opened them I shut them again straight away since the light was shining right in my face. When I was used to it I opened them fully and looked around me, it didn't look like anyone else had been here which made me frown. I just needed someone to talk to, anyone. Geez I wouldn't have even minded if it was Ms Darbus, just someone to talk to so I could get everything off my mind for a while. I continued to look around the room until my eyes landed on a book and a pen beside me. Next to them was a note, I recognised the writing straight away.

Brie,

I'm so sorry for what I said earlier, you didn't deserve that and you didn't do anything wrong. I get it that you need some space and time to clear your head and I guess I could do with it as well.

Anyway I got you this book and pen because I know that you would have wanted someone to talk to so you could let everything out but none of us can get there until tonight so I think this is the next best thing :)

And again, I'm truly sorry Brie,

Love Troy xx

I smiled and set the paper back down next to me. Then I picked up the book and pen and started to write.

Dear Diary, (should I call it that? I don't know)

Anyway, Troy said this was the next best thing I could do to let my feelings out so I might as well try it. Things have been so hard lately with college and stuff. I've had so much to do and not enough time to do it in. People keep getting annoyed with me when I do something wrong, it's not like I mean to! Why cant people learn to control their anger? Before starting college I thought that nothing would go wrong. I would be able to make new friends and maybe find someone new. I was so shocked when I saw Troy, at first I thought that my whole world was crashing down on me and it was like I was suffocating and there was nothing anyone could do about it. Of course things are okay now, Troy and I are just about okay but I think we're going to take a break from each other to clear our heads.

Although, that's not the only problem, people keep pushing me into doing things I don't want to do. My mom says I should get into more classes and work things out with my friends in London. Because when I was in London this time last year I had a massive fall out with one of my best friends and she soon turned everyone against me. I can't believe my mom for saying I should work it out with them, they haven't tried to get in contact with me and plus none of it was even my fault! Okay so maybe I'm being a little selfish but they should be the ones apologising.

Sometimes I wish I'd never been born, then I wouldn't have friendship problems, college problems or even Troy problems. I wouldn't know of any of it, I wouldn't have a body and I wouldn't have a brain and I wouldn't have my big mouth. I just seem to upset everybody with every little thing I do. Living in Albuquerque was so my simpler, I never fell out with my family or friends and I didn't let my mouth get the better of me. But, when we moved to London I realised no one knew who I was and no one cared about me, I made friends with the people everyone else hated and that made people hate me, it also made me change and not for the better.

But I guess there's not much I can do about that now, the past is the past, I can't go back and change it all. It's something I have to live with and I have to sort out my own problems whether I like it or not.

I think that's all I have to say today...yet. I'll write later I guess.

Gabi ...xx (?)

I closed the book and set it down next to me with the pen. I sighed and lay there for what felt like hours. What else was I supposed to do? It was only when Sharpay walked into the room that I realised just how long I had really been in that position for. "Gabi! Oh my...hunny are you okay?"

"Yeah, I think so" I replied, sitting up and leaning against my pillows as we got into a deep conversation about our families and friends that we hadn't been in a while, we even began talking about Troy.

Flashback

I walked into Chad's room later that afternoon and of course he was sleeping. His right leg and arm were hanging off the side of the bed and he was snoring like crazy. I rolled my arms and shook him. Nothing. I shook him again but this time harder. Still nothing. I sighed and crossed my arms over my chest. He wasn't budging. So I tried a different approach "CHAD!"

He shot up like a rocked and screamed. I giggled and sat down on his bed. He frowned at me and poked my arm "What?" He questioned groggily.

"Why are you sleeping?" I asked

He blinked a couple of times and looked at me like I was crazy "I'm tired"

"Chad, it's five in the afternoon" I replied

He rolled his eyes "So what? Owls sleep through the day"

"Chad, you're not an owl" I reminded him

I talked to Chad for a little while longer before I left him to get up. I walked down the hallway to Troy's room. I knocked on the door "Come in!"

I walked through the door "Hey, you okay?"

"Oh yeah" He replied quickly

"What's wrong?" I asked

"Nothing Gabriella" I took a step back, his voice was sharp "Just leave me alone"

"Sorry" I apologised. I turned around and walked out the door, closing it behind me. I made my way down the stairs to see Lucas standing at the bottom of them "Oh hi Luc"

"Heyy baby sis" He replied, giving me a hug "What's wrong? You look as confused as a penguin in the desert"

I giggled "I think I am right now" I replied "I went to see Troy but he snapped at me"

"Strange" He whispered "Why would he do that? You to have been getting on really well"

"I don't know" I sighed, walking into the kitchen

Lucas followed me "Just leave him for a bit. His girlfriend cheated on him and he's in a completely different place."

I nodded "Yeah, I guess, I'm gonna call Char"

"Ok"

End Of Flashback

Would things ever go back to normal? Well I guess I would just have to wait and see. We broke away from our conversation when Chad ran into the room, completely out of breath "Guys! It's Troy he..."

Yeah, I think this chapter was rubbish, I'm not really happy with it and I wrote it a few times. I hope you enjoyed it!