OMFG! Haha, thanks for the reviews! I frikken love them! They put a smile on my face! :)

Lovely'Henae Are you frikken kidding! That was the longest review EVER! And it made me smile and laugh! :) you are seriously my favourite reviewer! :) I'm not saying I don't like my other reviewers it's just your reviews have so much in them and I love them! :)
Anyways, onto answering your question. Yess there will be a back story for Eli, I just need to come up with it lol. I have an idea but I don't know about it. maybe I could message you and see what you think? So you could help me maybe? I mean, if you want. And I also have an idea of what KC's past with Clare could be. But I don't think I will be putting Julia into this story.
P.S And I have put some of Eli's point of view in here just for you :P lol.

Anyways, sorry for the long note.

On to the story! :)

Clare's POV

I opened my eyes to see a guy in a white coat, fooling around with the machine that was next to me.

"Oh, your awake. How are you feeling?" he asked.

"Uh, good" I answered.

"Good, well you are being let out today" he smiled at me.

I nodded. I then noticed Adam was gone.

"Uh, do you know where my friend went?" I asked him as I sat up.

"Oh yes, he went to go get something to drink. He said he'll be right back." I nodded.

"Okay, well, I'll be back soon when you are able to leave" he smiled and left.

After he left I was alone in the hospital room. The only sound that was heard was the beeping coming from the machine. I sighed and rested my head on my pillow. My thoughts drifted to Eli. How could I have been so stupid and try to kill myself right after we got together? I wasn't even thinking about him when I decided to do it. I only thought of the negative things. I thought that my friends didn't care about me when they actually did. How could I be so stupid?

My thoughts were interrupted when Adam walked in with two bottles of water and a muffin.

"Hey, I thought you might be hungry since you haven't eaten in like three days" Adam said while handing me the muffin and water.

"Thanks" I smiled at him.

"No problem. And Fiona said her and Eli are on their way." I nodded.

"The doctor said I can leave today" I told him. He smiled at me. I then started eating my muffin. I ripped off small pieces before placing them in my mouth and eating them.

"Fiona just texted me and asked if you wanted your IPod."

"Yes please" I smiled. I really need to listen to music. He nodded and started to text Fiona back.

The room fell silent between me and Adam. Ever since yesterday, it felt very awkward between us. I don't know why but I feel as though he is mad at me or something.

"Adam, are you mad at me?" I asked.

"No, why?" he asked.

"Well I don't know, it's just that your acting different"

"Clare, it's not that I'm mad at you, it's just that I am disappointed that you would do this again. The first time was hard enough, but why would you try it again. Do you have any idea what would happen to me if you died?" by now there were tears begging to run out of his eyes.

"Adam, I'm sorry. I didn't know how it would affect you" I said honestly.

"Clare, your my best friend. If I lost you, I don't know what would happen" he sighed and looked down.

"Adam come here" he got up and sat next to me. I didn't hesitate in wrapping my arms around him. He rested his head on my shoulder and cried silently. I just held him and at kept saying I was sorry and that I would never leave him. I closed my eyes and just held him while he cried.

"Sorry to interrupt" I heard someone say. I looked up to see Fiona and Eli standing in the door way.

Adam lifted his head and I whipped the tears away from his face.

"You okay?" I whispered to him. He nodded and smiled faintly.

"What happened?" Fiona asked.

"Nothing, we were just talking." I told her. She nodded and sat down on the couch that was sitting along the wall. Adam got up and sat next to her and they started talking. Eli soon came over and joined me on the bed. He smiled faintly at me and then turned away.

"Hey" I put my hand on his. "Are you okay?"

"Yeah I'm fine" He pulled his hand away and I felt my heart sink. He hates me now.

I lay back down on the bed and Fiona handed me my IPod. I went through the playlist I had and I picked the song 'Hang on by Plumb'. I always listen to this song when I need to calm down. I put the ear phones in my ears and turned up the volume. I didn't blast it but I had it high enough so I couldn't hear the stupid machine beeping. I closed my eyes and just listened to the lyrics. I took deep breaths trying to calm myself down. I had the need to just freak out and cry but I kept breathing.

I felt someone place a hand on my arm and shake me lightly. I opened my eyes and saw Fiona standing there so I took the ear phones out of my ears.

"Adam and I are going to get something to eat okay?" I nodded and then they left.

It was just Eli and I now. He wasn't even looking at me. I sighed and put the ear phones back in and just as I was about to press play, Eli spoke up.

Eli's POV

Fiona and Adam left and it was now Clare and I. She looked really upset and I felt like it had to do with me. Okay, I know it had to do with me. I was ignoring her; I don't know why but I just feel like if I get too close, she'll hurt me.

I decided I should start up a conversation before she starts listening to her music again.

"How are you feeling?" I asked.

I looked over at her and she glanced up at me. "Good, they said I can leave in a few hours"

"That's good" I smiled faintly but it was kind of forced.

There was an awkward silence between us for a few moments before Clare started to speak.

"Okay is something bothering you because I can't help but feel like you don't want to be here" She said coldly, but I don't think she meant to say it like that. I just looked at her in shock before I answered.

"What? No"

"Then what is it?" her voice was now soft.

"I- I can't… tell you" I sighed. I can't tell her that I'm scared. If I do she'll think I'm a wimp. I just can't risk it.

"Why not?"

"I just can't"

"Why? Do you feel awkward with me now? Do you think I'm stupid or messed up or crazy!" she was yelling now but I could hear hurt in her voice.

"No Clare, it's just—

"It's just what? You can't stand to look at me because you think I'm disgusti-

"NO! Just shut up okay!" I was yelling now and she sat there dumbfounded. "I'm scared okay!" I was now pacing around the room running my hands through my hair and pulling on it. It was so frustrating. I just couldn't wrap my head around the fact of how I was falling harder and faster than ever before. And I was scared to admit that it scared the shit out of me.

"Scared of what?" She asked.

"I'm scared that you will feel insecure about yourself and then leave me!" I was breathing heavy with tears threatening to pour out of my eyes. I was so scared that she would try this again but it would be too late to save her. I was scared she would leave this earth; that she would leave me.

Clare's POV

I couldn't stand seeing him like this. He was string right into my eyes and I could see pain in them. I didn't know what had gotten into him. Yesterday he was fine, why the sudden change? Did I scare him that much?

"Come here" I whispered while motioning my hand telling him to come over. He did as I said and I pulled him to sit right in front of me. I took his hand in mine and I lifted his chin so he would look at me.

"Eli, listen to me. I am not going to leave you"

"How do you know that?" he asked in a low whisper.

"Because, I have never developed any feelings for anyone as fast as I have for you and I haven't felt this way towards anybody; you make me feel happy and you make all of the pain go away by just being around me. Eli I'm not going to leave you" he looked into my eyes with his gorgeous green orbs. He retested his forehead against mine and smiled. "Promise?" he asked. "Promise" I smiled in return before closing the gap between us and placing my lips over his. I kissed him softly before kissing his cheek and pulling him into a hug. He held onto me tightly and dug his head into my shoulder. I started running my fingers through his hair and just holding him there. We stayed like that for a while until Adam and Fiona came back in the room.

"So the Doctor just told us you are allowed to leave" Fiona said.

"Okay but uh, what about my clothes?" I asked.

"I already got that covered." She smiled while pointing to the bag she brought in. I smiled at her.

The doctor came in and he took out the IV needle from my hand and unhooked me from everything. Once he was done I was able to get dressed and leave. I sighed in relief as we left the hospital.

At Fiona's place…

"So I already got most of your things from your house" Fiona said.

"What did my mom say?" I asked.

She sighed and looked down. "She didn't really say anything"

I scoffed. "Of course she didn't" I plopped down on the couch.

Eli and Adam went home already and it was just Fiona and I.

"So we have one more day before school starts again. What did you have planned?" Fiona asked as she sat beside me.

"Nothing except for sleeping in and sitting on your couch and watching TV." I smiled at her.

"Lazy ass" he pushed me slightly and we laughed. "But seriously, are you and Eli going to do anything?" she wiggled her eyebrows.

"Fiona!" I threw a pillow at her.

"Hey it was just a question" she put her hands up in defence.

"No, were not. I kind of just want to relax." I shrugged.

As if on Que, my phone started to vibrate, indicating that I have a text.

Hey, so I was thinking since school is starting again soon, that maybe we could hang out tomorrow. Since we never really got to spend any time together as a couple… -Eli

I smiled a little and started to write my reply.

That sounds nice :) I would love to. –Clare

It wasn't too long until I got a reply.

Okay, so can I come get you at noon? –Eli

You'll be lucky if I'm awake by then… but sure :) –Clare

I laughed a little at my own reply.

Okay :) –Eli

"Who was that?" Fiona asked while trying to look over my shoulder.

"It was Eli; he wanted to hang out tomorrow, so I guess you'll have the house to yourself. Well unless you invite Adam" I started wiggling my eyebrows. She blushed and laughed.

The rest of the day Fiona and I just watched movies and gossiped. We told a few jokes and we brought up some embarrassing memories. She also told me she will pick out my outfit to wear for mine and Eli's 'date' as she liked to call it. I just thought of it hanging out with my boyfriend. God, even just thinking about him makes my stomach get butterflies and my mind go all fuzzy.

It was really fun to just have a girls night; I really don't know why I ever thought that I didn't have true friends, when really they were right in front of me, I just needed to open my eyes.

That was the night that I vowed to never cut myself, no matter how bad I wanted to. I just hope I can keep that vow…

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Okay, so for the begging of the next chapter will be their 'date' then the other half might be returning to school. I think I have an idea on what could occur :P

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