Musical Undertones

ATaintedStarsNightmare

Chapter 19

Author's Note:

I know I got this out late and I'm very sorry! I have been overloaded working and haven't had time to think about what I'm going to write about. Well review and give me song ideas please and my stupid word would NOT work! The encouraging messages really help!

I've been also been thinking that maybe you guys should give me some ideas, like songs you want to have included or just certain things you want to read. Thanks!

SOME SYMBOLS DO *NOT* WORK! THERE'S A HEART, A BROKEN HEART, AND AN 'AT' SIGN.

"Take Me Away"

Fefe Dobson

"Take Me Away"

I..was waiting all my life to know you
(all about you)
And now..I'm staring in your eyes ocean blue
(I'm all about you)

And in our minds, it comes so easily
But there' a feeling comin over me
I want to show you,
But there's nowhere we can really be free
Everybody's watchin'

Wouldn't it be good if we could be together

Take me away,
Take me far away from here
I will run with you
Don't be afraid
Navigate and I will steer
Into the sun, we will run

I try...to remember when I was just a child
(In my roo-oom)
And my...imagination used to run wild
(I never knee-ew)

Then nothing ever as it seems to be
When a dream collides with our reality
It should be easy when two people love each other truly
Everybody's talkin'

Wouldn't it be good if they would understand us...

Take me away,
Take me far away from here
I will run with you
Don't be afraid (afraid)
Navigate and I will steer
Into the sun, we will run...

We, will run.
Whoooaaa whoa whoa whoa
We, will run.
Oh yeah yeah yeaah

Wouldn't it be good if they would understand us
Wouldn't it be good if we could be together...
TAKE ME AWAY!

Take me away, (take me away)
Take me far away from here
I will run with you
Don't be afraid (Don't..Be..Afraid)
Navigate and I will steer
Into the sun, we will run...

Run, whoa whoa whooaa
I will run with you wherever you go
Don't be afraid
Let's runaway and I will steer
Into the sun, we will run.

She couldn't leave me, ever. I would make her mine.

Mia's Point of View

I wiped the mirror and stared into the blur reflection of myself. My hand on my baby bump, which seemed to grow over night, it still amazed me to think I had a baby in there. I looked back up to the smiling face greeting me in the mirror. Everything had finally changed for the better it seemed. I walked back into the room me and JT were using, and found him still asleep on the bed. I crawled into bed with him and felt his arms wrap around me. I hadn't felt this safe in a long time. I felt the baby kicking against its little prison for now; only a few more months and I would be carrying this little bundle of joy in my arms. Feel its heart beating, smell that new baby smell. I just couldn't wait, I was hoping for a little girl. Only five more months!

Even with such a horrible reminder of Lucas, I still don't think I could just let go. I mean the smart thing would be to let go and erase any proof, but I was kind of excited to be having my first child. I could tell JT was excited, as was the rest of the house once everything was smoothed over. Things just seemed to simply change so fast, it was just a blur of memories when I tried to think back.

I smiled when JT snuggled into me closer, I felt warm and complete.

Next Day At School.

Darcy's Point of View

I put my things in the locker, slamming it before Lucas could get a chance to get to his locker. It pretty much sucked that I happened to get stuck with this shitty place, but we can't have all the good luck. I looked around for Johnny as that stupid little "Hurst" gang came along before I got a chance to step away. The looks I got from the girls were pure disgust, making me wanting to scream at them, how could they be so stupid?

I walked away with all the false confidence in the world, can't let anyone see me weak anymore. I was looking around for Johnny but I couldn't seem to find him. I didn't think to ask him if he would be at school last night before we said goodnight. I was slightly worried, even worse when I saw Craig pull up and eyeball me. He would have called someone if something had gone wrong, wouldn't he? He wasn't an idiot but he would sometimes try and play the hero. As I walked into the court yard I looked for anybody from Grassi, but I wasn't having any luck. Usually Paige was always here and Spinner being attached to her hip would have been with her. This was getting strange, where was everybody? I checked my phone, trying to find if I missed anything. There was a text from Johnny and Jay. I was freaking out slightly, but read them anyways.

FROM: Johnny Baby 3

Aye bay, gonna be late. Just a few, don't wait up. Love you babe.

I couldn't help but giggle a little bit, even getting all warm and tingly when he called me babe. It had been a wonderful nine months. I just had a feeling that we would always be together, at least emotionally if not physically. It wasn't some need, it was just there, and was fucking wonderful. I couldn't see any other person having me, understanding me, and getting me like Johnny.

TO: Johnny Baby 3

Okay, take care. Miss you lots & lots. Don't be too late please love you snugglebutt ;)

Alright call me evil, but I couldn't help but call him something I knew he hated. Oh well, he deserved it for leaving me here at school without him. I knew I couldn't live without him, at least mentally. It would be like someone talking away all your emotion and expect you to be perfectly fine. Me and Johnny, we were for life. After my little mind blurb, I decided to read the text from Jay.

FROM: Jay

Yo. Gonna be late, don't wait up. Someone on their way so you won't be alone.

Hmm, something fishy was going on and no one was telling me anything. Was someone hurt? There was a good ten minutes till the beginning of class and now I was regretting taking the bus to school. I was sitting off to the side of the courtyard, hiding my face just slightly. I heard my name and saw Sav walking towards me, waving his hand. We weren't the best of friends, but it was better than nothing.

"Hey Darc, what's up?" He looked kind of awkward, mostly because he and Holly J were said to be in the Hurst gang. I didn't know where the accusation came from, but I never saw it. He saw me giving him an old look and sighed. "I know I was thought to be in that stupid-ass Hurst gang, but trust me, I'm not. I'm too chicken to be in any gang. Dude, I'm Switzerland! Totally neutral." He gave me a giant smile, as if looking for approval.

"Silly Sav, I never said you were. You know the whole thing with Lucas and Mia is getting out of hand and Holly J must have been seen with Heather Sinclair. I don't know the story, I just heard your name over the P.A system when Ms.H was calling names out, ya know? I was surprised but didn't give much thought to it. I guess that was stupid of me." I looked at him, giving him an honest smile. I didn't really think about it, I just assumed.

"Well it sucks she said that stuff because now everyone at school has been giving me and Holly shit about being said over that the system. It just hasn't been the same since. Me and Mia were decent friends before all of this happened, I'm just in shock. I know it's been about 2 months since all of this started, but you guys are never alone or with the guys, we never had a chance to talk. I was scared that maybe if I tried to talk to her, something bad would happen and I wasn't willing to risk anything happening. I also talked to Terri recently and she feels the same way, she finally got away from that abusive asshole Rick." He seemed deeply involved in tearing up a piece of little paper, distracted in trying to prove that he was innocent.

"She did? I'm so proud for her, she deserved so much better. And I'm sorry, I think, wait I know for a fact, that we never meant anything like that to happen to you guys. But we had to defend Mia from Lucas because he's threatened her before and the things he's said to her…they were terrible." I felt my own heart break remembering the things he said to her, she loved him.

The first bell rung and people started walking to class, moaning and groaning. I gave Sav another smile and started to put things back into my bag. Stretching a bit when I started getting up, getting ready to sit in hell for another seven hours.

Sav nodded his head and picked his bag up and started to leave, but something seemed to stop him

"Just stay safe today, I don't know what's going to happen today but I can just feel something off." His eyes seemed darker than usual and slightly worried. He waved and walked off.

Where did the confident Sav go? I was pretty sure he meant everything he said, I mean there was no reason to lie to me. He didn't ask for protection, drugs, or any other random thing. He just seemed to want him and his girlfriend's name cleared from gang talk. He even informed me about Terri, I didn't see any reason to include her. He wouldn't lie to me, would he?

Craig's PoV

Lucas had watched out of the corner of his eye the interaction between Sav and Darcy. I simply closed my locker, this didn't concern me. That stupid Darcy slut had been raped, used that idiot boyfriend of hers and now they were together, that's pathetic. I lightly elbowed Lucas to get his attention, ignoring his slightly pissed look.

"Got creepin' problems dude? I have never seen you stare that hard at someone that wasn't Mia." I raised and wiggled my eyebrows at the implication. When his face dropped, I laughed even harder.

"Nah, just trying to figure out why Sav looked so weirded out talking to her, I wonder what was said." He looked off into space, trying to plot something. We both started walking to class, off in our own little worlds.

"Maybe he was telling her his undying love for her but she said she only liked Martians." I gave him a serious look but I couldn't help but laughing at loud. I gave him a smile, but he didn't seem to notice. What would it take to break through his think skull? I just sighed and continued walking/

"Yeah, maybe."

Up ahead was Rick, Terri's ex. That was one crazy motherfucker, like for real. I couldn't see how they let a lunatic like that of whatever mental hospital he had to have been in. He was cussing at his phone, clearly pissed off. With Lucas blindly following me, we walked up to him. I swear I could of seen smoking coming out of his ears.

"Dude, chill. What's going on?" I gave him an odd look as he began to walk with us to our class.

"That stupid whore Terri isn't here today, she's probably off cheating on me. I'm here at school, and that fat slut is probably fucking some guy and now she's trying to ignore me? What the fuck does she think she's doing? I guess I'm going to have to go over there and give her a lesson."

The look on his face, the words he used, and how he acted…was that me? Was that how I acted?

Terri's PoV

FROM: Rick

Where R U?

R U OK?

I MISS YOU.

Come back. I love you.

I snorted, he was pathetic. I deleted the message and decided to see what Ashley was up to. Hopefully like me she was taking a day off or maybe she would ditch. I needed to vent.

TO: Ashley

Hey girl, what are you doing today?

I laid back down on my pillow, and waited. It seemed like it took forever just for a minute to pass. Maybe I would go to school today just to kill boredom. I went to take a shower and get ready, leaving my phone on my bed. When I came back, I was surprised.

4 NEW MESSAGES.

What? Since when? The reminder was blinking my screen, making a little annoying noise.

FROM: Rick

I KNOW UR IGNORING ME TERRI.

U BETTER STOP AND TXT ME BACK.

FROM: Ashley

home. Mourning losing Jimmy. /3

Ha R.I.P brkn heart.

FROM: Sav

Told Darc today, seemed to understand. I think everything should be okay now

But we'll have to see. I think I heard Rick and he was upset? Let me know if you're

okay, k? I'm worried. Something is up today.

FROM: Rick

I'M ON MY WAY.

U BETTER BE AT HOME ALONE

OR ELSE. U UNDERSTAND?

My heart dropped. He couldn't really mean it, they wouldn't let him out of school. I rushed to get dressed and looked outside my window.

Author's Note:

Well I hope you like. I decided to add in some details on characters and everything has happened after a 2 month period. [from first chapter to now, has been over a two month period]

I don't know if I like this, but tell me what do you think?

I NEED REVIEWS, ON TIME. It doesn't help to send me notes && messages later. I don't mind them and I'm NOT saying don't send them. But it does help when you guys write them real quick like.

Thanks.

-atsn