As Meredith boarded the plane she couldn't help but think of everything she was leaving behind her friends, her mom, and the father of her unborn child. She knew that her friends understood her reason for leaving; she couldn't expect Derek to be there for her if he was gonna be busy being with Addison, and there baby. And although she was only moving to LA which was about a 6 hour drive but being that far away from the only family she has ever known is hard. When she talked to the chief he tried to convince her to stay but eventually called the chief of surgery at Los Angles Hospital and got her a place in the program there. She called a few apartment places and had some appointments to see them this weekend and she made reservations to stay at a hotel until she found a more permanent place to live. She placed her hand on her belly and swore to give her child a better life than she ever had. She would tell Derek eventually, when the time came she wasn't gonna keep this baby from him forever and he deserved to know. But for now this would have to do she had to leave to be a better mother. As the plane touched down she started feeling better and better about her decision it was sunny and beautiful, she collected her small carryon bag and hailed a taxi to her hotel.

Back in Seattle

"Addison I told Meredith that her and I were done, I wanna work it out with you but I have to know that you aren't gonna leave at the first sign of trouble we have a lot to work on and it might help if we started going to therapy again and really talking about our problems... we're also going to have to buy a house we can't raise a baby in a trailer."

"Der are you sure about all this I don't want you to think I'm trapping you or something, and therapy sounds great and a house would be great to maybe some place closer to the hospital."

"Whatever you want Addie, have you made an appointment to see an OB yet"

"Yup next Monday at 12, how are you Der after telling Meredith how are you feeling"

"Honestly I don't know how to feel I had strong feelings for her and just like they didn't go away for you they aren't gonna go away overnight for her either but I want to try to make this work for us I do so let's not talk about her.

The next morning the chief called a meeting for all staff and told everyone that they had lost a member of their hospital that they transferred to a new hospital and would no longer be a resident at Seattle Grace Hospital, questions on who it was murmured through the room until Dr. Bailey stood up to speak and said that Dr. Grey was one of the most promising students she knows and had the pleasure of working with. Derek was pissed, he was hurt that she just up and left, how could she do that. He got up and left with Addison trailing right behind him.

"why does it bother you that she left, you're trying with me again remember or like always am I not good enough." Addison snarled knowing it would hit him hard

"Addison not now, right now I need to find Meredith, I may be trying with you but that doesn't mean she's not the best thing that's ever happened to me, the best student I have ever taught, that doesn't change anything Addison" Derek snapped right back at her he walked away to find some answers and the reaction from everyone was that he broke her that he pushed and pushed her until the only thing left for her to do was leave. The only person he had yet to talk to was Christina and he doubted that she would tell him anything. He was walking down to the basement where he knew they all hid know that's where Christina would be.

" look I know you don't want to talk to me right now and you most likely hate me but I need to know where Mer is I need to apologize I need her here."

"Mer left because of you she couldn't stand to be here and watch you and your wife anymore"

"Dr. Yang, I can't leave my wife when she's pregnant that's just not the person I am and I would have expected Meredith to understand, that doesn't make me a bad person, it makes me a decent man and if she can't understand that then I'm glad she left." Derek stormed off, the maddest he has ever been at Meredith, how self fish of her, well he was gonna prove her wrong, he would make it work with Addison no matter what it took.

Back to Meredith

I woke up this morning, to the beeping of my alarm the first time all week I woke up and didn't puke, which was good seeing as how it's going to be my first day of work, I was glad that I decided not to work at the hospital and instead work in a small private practice. The people there were great and didn't know anything about my past and were very understanding of the situation I was in now. I had, had my sonogram there and ended up leaving with a job. After getting completely ready, and stopping by the little corner restaurant to get breakfast, I headed into work actually excited for the first time since I've been here.

"Hey Meredith how are you this morning" Naomi greeted

" I'm good how, ready to get started"