AN: it's a couple days later, and when I wrote this I was really nose deep in angst. And two chapters in one day on a roll
Promise me my son you always will.
Cherish what you love believing in.
Never lose your values, stand up for the day.
Oh dear father I thank you for the years.
I'm writing this son on your desk.
Together we can make it through the day.
"I don't know Adam, it just doesn't feel like life's worth living anymore," Leslie told him, playing with her skulls and crossbones tie, then looking up at him through her black hair. "Just feel like, I don't know, it's over for me, I should just hang up my tie and go downstairs to live with my dad, for good."
Sam looked at the demigod who'd been like a little sister to him. "You're not seriously thinking of commiting suicide? Are you Leslie?" He asked her. The girl shrugged and burried her face into her baggy pants. "Come on, Leslie, shit can't be that damn bad."
"It's not Sam, I'm just... I see everyone around me, happy, and I know I'll never have that, and you know I won't," Leslie told him, lifting her head up. "And I'm just really thinking, what's the point of living then? Anyways I'm not really good for anything besides babysitting anymore."
Dean looked at the spawn of Hades and sighed. He and Bobby had both felt like this before, he was sure Sammy had moments like these before, but seeing Leslie, fully ready to go through with it, it hit him on how much he cared about her. "Don't think that Leslie, God, you have so much a head of you, and maybe you won't find what you're looking for here, but, go to collage, you'll find someone there, who knows, maybe you'll get lucky."
"No, I won't," Leslie challanged, looking down at her ducttapped wrist, which hid cuts she'd never let them see.
Adam looked at the girl then grabbed her chin, holding her eyes to his, "Listen to me, any guy would be lucky to have you. I was stupid to let you slip through my fingers, and even though I have Anna, if I could go back to that day, I'd change what I said to you. To my-father-in-law I would. So don't think you're worthless, that you'll never have your own version of a happy ending, you will."
"Wow, never thought Dean could sit through a chick-flick moment in my life," Andy laughed from the corner he was standing in.
"Way to break the mood Gallager," Adam scoffed, letting Leslie's chin go. Andy walked over and pulled Les up in his arms, then (finally) fucking kissed her. Leslie relaxed into the kiss, not caring it was one of most awkward ones ever.
Andy carried her up to her old room, as she was to wrapped up in the kiss, and didn't want to scar Jesse for the rest of his life, to snap them back to the appartment. He let her fall to the bed then started to take off her t-shirt and tie, throwing them across the room, then moving to her baggy pants, almost never breaking the kiss.
hold music This is to save me some embarassment, as I cannot write sex scenes... so enjoy a small scene from Adam. If you want the full scene, Cassy will be posting it sooner or later.
"Ok, don't even want to know what those two are doing," Adam groaned. Dean and Sam laughed, confirming his thoughts. "Ok, mental images that didn't need to be seen."
Dean shrugged. "You're the one who let her slip," he told his half brother, still laughing. Adam looked at his brother, a pit of jelously starting to boil in the stomach. Adam looked up the stairs and pushed that feeling of jealousy down.
hold music stops Back to our featured program,
Leslie dug her nail into Andy's...
Sorry *presses fast forward button* this is a kids program ya know.
*presses play button* On with the show.
Andy laughed as Leslie roll out of her bed, then let out a soft groan as she stood up and put on Andy's pink boxers on. She reached for her black bra and slipped it over her head, as Andy wasn't really trained to unhook bras. "(Bleep), Andy," Leslie said, a little excitement held in her voice. "What the (bleep), the (bleep) (bleep) (bleep) (bleep) (bleeping) (bleepity) (bleep) (bleep) (bleepity) (bleep) (bleep) (BLEEP) censors are (bleep) (bleep) (bleep) (bleepity) (bleep) (bleep) (bleeping) back! (!)"
*pauses* ok, what the (bleep) is with the (bleeping) censors? We left them in the (bleeping) tooniverse.
Gabriel: You said it was a kid's program. I will murder you. *starts chasing Gabriel around with a butcher's cleaver*
Muse: Sorry for the techinechial dificultlies, folks, please enjoy the rest of this T rated program *play*
"That's fucking better!" Leslie yelled as she slipped the black tanktop over her head and fell back down onto the bed. "Ow." Andy laughed and smirked at her, once again wrapping his arms around her tan body.
"You know, Leslie, best sex ever," Andy whsipered to her. Leslie rolled her eyes and snapped, making a pair of black boxers apper on Andy. "One thing I do know, I'm not gonna fuck up like Adam and lose you." He kissed the top of her head and pulled her closer to him. "I love you." Leslie slightly smiled as she snuggled up to his bare, muscular chest and fell asleep.
See me fallen yeah down and lonely.
Are the angels on their way I'm in the dirt.
Hear me screaming, see me bleeding.
'Cause the day's no more the same without you.