I had decided to dye my hair all black and not to wear contacts anymore i put on a pair of blue jeans a white t-shirt a black hooded sweatshirt i had spiked my hair placing a black band with white skulls around my head the front of my hair covered half my face after i dressed i decided to take calypso to a pet store to buy him
afew toys since he has been through alot with me i got in the car calypso stuck his head out the window i decided to turn on the radio for music one song i heard that i took a very high liking to New Medicines By Legion Of Doom it had become my favorite song of all time i got out of the car applying calypso's leash we
walked into the pet store he went crazy seeing all the toys and other pets seeing how excited he was brought joy to my face i bought him three toys a new bed and afew chew toys after we finished we headed home for lunch i walked in seeing nancy yelling at me always i had walked passed her into my room i heard a
small knock on my door "go away" i said the door opened "i want you to meet someone" lulu had said i nodded we drove making small talk we arrived at a house i thought it was going to be a friend or a girl lulu had wanted me to meet the same black guy i seen at that party had walked out rushing to lulu kissing her he
shot a look at me "i remember those eyes" he said "this is my brother raphael devon" devon looked at me with confusion "you lied to me about your name" he said 'i didn't lie i simply gave you my middle name" i said with a tone of irritation "oh well it's all cool" he said devon began to talk to me i had nothing to say to him he tried asking me questions about the weather and so still nothing came from me i looked away pretending
devon didn't existed he suddenly grabbed my shoulder and spun me around "what is your problem punk" he said with an attitude i pushed his hand off my shoulder 'don't touch me nigger" i said as i walked away i heard devon bad mouthing me to lulu as i walked away i suddenly heard him say something that put anger in
me i walked up to him and pushed him aside "what did you say?" i demanded "i said your a hateful mother fucker" he replied with a smirk one thing led to another we soon began fighting knowing i was taller then devon he only stood five foot ten he had beat me to a pulp left me with a black eye and sore ribs i was not about to give up as i charged to him devon had got in stance and side kicked me i fell backwards to the
ground i couldn't get up for afew moments lulu had rushed to me helping me up i pushed her away knocking her down i got up and walked away "yeah that's right walk away punk" devon shouted as i walked away i knew from then i hated devon even more so that he was with lulu i decided to stay with leon for the day we went out i told him about devon and what had happen leon shook his head in anger the next time i seen devon we got into it again only this time he took it easy on me that only made me more furious i tried and
tried to beat him every time i got knocked down i got right back up devon had remarked that i would never beat him but i wasn't just about to give up suddenly lulu had caught us fighting again she got in the middle devon had almost hit her but he stopped she slapped him right across the face walked to me then slapped me i thought for a moment how could someone so small so beautiful hit so hard lulu began to yell at us not
to fight anymore soon she cried devon rushed to hold her kissing her tears away as i once did i walked away i knew from there me and devon was not about to get along lulu had decided to stay with devon at his house for afew days i hated the fact of his hands on her kissing having sex it drove me crazy but i knew there was nothing i could do if she loved him then so be it one night we went to naya's party the house was
full barely any room to move i hit the spot where the drinks were as always i looked around to see lulu and devon kissing and dancing and drinking it made me sick after i got drunk i waited for devon to be away from lulu when lulu had left for the ladies room i walked up to him and pushed his shoulder devon had taken no interest i pushed again only this time harder "hey! i'm talking to you!" i shouted devon turned to look at me
"don't mess with me emo" he said i tried to strike him but he caught my attack got me in a lock "you want to fight? alright then lets go outside" he walked me like i was a dog outside his friends followed then threw me and the ground "come on emo fight" he shouted before i could attack his friend had gotten me from behind in a arm lock next thing i know devon had hit every part of my body and face hit after hit after hit after hit i
started to bleed from my mouth and nose i was done i felt as if i was ready to fall devon had pulled back his fist for one last hit suddenly lulu had came "stop!" she cried i felt humiliated knowing lulu had saved me again devon's friend had let go of me i fell to the ground coughing up blood lulu had rushed to she shot a look at devon 'what the hell is wrong with you devon!" she shouted devon acting all tough "he started it lulu he
won't learn his lesion!" he shouted back naya came to see what was going on lulu had told naya to help me get into the car while she had a talk with devon "that doesn't mean you had to beat on him so badly devon" lulu said "you think i give a shit about him? i hate your brother and your brother hates me" he shouted pointing his finger at me began to cry "he is my brother and you treat him like that?" she tried to strike him he quickly caught her hand and held it "don't hit me you little shit!" he shouted lulu had gasped with fear she
suddenly broke free from his grasp "we are over devon" she mumbled as she walked away i caught the look on devon's face it was a look of what have i done to her why did i do that to her devon suddenly caught tears dripping from my eyes he had a sad depressed look on his face we drove home lulu had helped my wounds tonight i was to sleep with her as we got in bed we didn't speak "i'm sorry" i said "don't be sorry i see him for what he is" she kissed my cheek i layed on her soon we were fast asleep the next morning i had
gone to work i did a horrible job that day because of how bad devon had beaten me when i came home i found no one was home i was alone in this big dark house i layed down on the big long couch and turned on the television an hour later i heard a knock on the front door i opened the door to see devon my hair covered my face to hide the black eye he had given me "if your here to fight i'm not in the mood" as i was closing the door devon had opened the door and walked in "that's not what i'm here for i cam to apologize" he said with
a sad tone "i don't want or need your apology now get out of my house' i said as i pointed at the door "before i go i have something for you" he said as we walked over to the couch he pulled out a happy meal from McDonalds my eyes widen i quickly grabbed the bag from him he laughed a little at my actions i looked in the bag "what no toy" i asked devon had slapped his head "aw man they forgot to put it in!" he said i laughed a little "i'm kidding um thanks' i said as i looked away and ate my hamburger 'i have something else for you" he said as he took out a model car and gave it to me "your sister has told me you loved cars it was mine when i was younger i thought you might like it" he said as he handed it to me i looked at and began to
smile it had brighten devon's face to see me smile "look we got off the wrong hand i'm sorry for fighting with you and about last night i shouldn't have beat you so" he said lowering his head "save your sorry for when i beat you" i said with a smirk we both laughed for a moment joe had walked in to find us i began to be on edge devon noticed my nerves acting up "you okay?" he asked i glanced at him with no reply joe had sat down right beside me his hand running through my hair i shot a look at devon with the words help me devon
knew something wasn't right "hey there raphy how are you doing brought a friend i see" his hand quickly grasped my hair in a tight lock i pulled back a little devon was ready to attack joe had let go and rose "lets go for a walk" devon said we made our way towards the door as we walked down the street "your brother
seems to be a little rough with you raph" devon said "he's not my brother" i said keeping my head down "so that means-" "i'm adopted" i said devon looked down for a moment "i'm so sorry raph i didn't know" he muttered i had no reply "don't you dare take pity on me" i said devon nodded he had a look on his face that had me wondering was he hiding something.