A/N: Hey guys! I'm back! I am so sorry. I kinda forgot about PL for awhile. School for me just restarted a few weeks ago, so its quite hectic trying to adjust to a new year and a new syllabus. Suffice to say, I'm not really one who sticks to a schedule for updating-my life is horribly hectic- so, like PM and spam me to make me write, kays? Oh, and can someone tell me how the hell to get a beta? Cos I seriously don't know a thing about that. I'm editing my own stories here!
Disclaimer: Twilight Saga belongs to the awesome Stephenie Meyer. I own nothing but the plot.
EPOV
Holy crow, I thought, watching Isabella Swan. She was so… what is the word? Pretty, Beautiful, gorgeous? I don't know. I mean, its not as if she was trying to be beautiful or something. It was so, natural. Big, brown doe eyes. Long luscious mahogany hair. Pale porcelain like skin. Rosy blush. A flicker of aura surrounds her entire body. I swear, she is the most beautiful and natural creature I have ever seen. She wasn't trying to be beautiful, you can see that. No revealing, over the top skin tight barely there outfits that loads of women wear to grab attention to their boobs. Not even a hint of makeup on her face. And I like this kind of women.
She would be perfect, but I don't deserve her. My sub-consciousness sighed
Shut up and take her. My less significant side argued.
No way in hell. She is too good, too pure for me. My conscience whispered.
Go for the kill if you want her. The devil in me smirked.
You shut up.
I had these tendencies to just zonk out for minutes to hours on end when I start having this kind of internal debates. So it took me forever to comprehend that Isabella was waving her hand in front of my face. Or Bella. Or miss. Or whatever.
"What?" I snapped at her.
"In case you didn't notice, my best friend is here, so can we go now?" She said, obviously irritated with me and my tone. I felt ashamed, for I had snapped at her when it wasn't even her fault. I have failed my mother. She didn't raise me up to be this impolite to women.
"Sorry, I kinda zonked out for a minute." I said, flashing her a crooked smile. She snorted, for some weird reason that I could not comprehend. This woman is by far the weirdest person in this entire shit ass universe. A movement out of the corner of my eyes led me to turn around. A guy with honey blonde hair, tall and lithe was walking briskly towards us, in his hands a male lab and a male golden.
"Hey Jasper! Took you long enough!" Bella called out to him.
"Sorry my dear bell. I had no idea you were so far up this damn path. Gods, what the shit did you do to your freaking knees?" His tone changing from light heartedness to immediate concern and exasperation.
Bella rolled her eyes. "Mr Cullen's dog, whom I call It since he refused to tell me its name, apparently casted some jinx spell that made Katie here go positively nuts, making her run up this fucking path at some fucking gastronomical rate that should not even be remotely possible, and well, the rest is history." She droned, twirling her hand in the air, totally blaming Lucky. But damn, how I loved the sound of my surname that came out of her soft, kissable pink lips.
Woah, hold it there, Cullen. I chided myself.
But I couldn't resist responding to her dig on Lucky. "Its Lucky, bitch." I hissed at her.
Her eyes widened, before her perfect, beautiful lips stretched into a humongous grin.
"You told me to figure out your dog's name. Thanks for the answer." She explained, upon seeing my baffled expression, the grin growing wider as comprehension slammed home.
Shit. Me and stupid big fucking mouth.
I smacked my hand into my forehead, groaning. I closed my eyes. Why is this woman so freaking annoying but lovable at the same time?
"Yo dude. If you are just gonna stand there with your hand plastered to your forehead like some freaktard, I'll be glad to leave you here and kidnap your dog, if you don't mind." Bella called out. I opened my eyes to see her smirking at me, while her friend Jasper something swept her up bridal style. My eyes narrowed as some unknown sensation tugged at me somewhere near my heart. Very near my heart.
Jealousy, my friend. Sub-Conscience whispered at me.
I shook my head to dispel that thought. As if I would be jealous over someone carrying this annoying girl woman I barely even knew.
But you are. That naggy sub-conscience poked me.
Gods, shut up already! I yelled at it, or at least, my sane part yelled.
Shutting in progress. It retorted.
Oh really? Doesn't seem like it.
There was finally silence in my head. Stupid, internal conversations.
I looked up again to see that Bella, Jasper and the dogs have all disappeared.
"Fuck her. She was actually serious about this?" I muttered to myself as I shot down the path after them. She should seriously meet my sister. Then we shall see who will out triumph each other for the most annoying but lovable person in the world award.
I caught up with them not long after. Bella's head whipped around when she heard me approach. She faked a shocked face. "Oh, I thought you wouldn't realize that we had left without you and kidnapped Lucky that soon, Eddie." She smirked. At the mention of the ridiculous nickname, I almost slapped her right there and then. Gods, I swear to god that she obviously knows Emmett and Alice secretly. There is no shit way in hell can she imitates how Alice behaves and what sort of ridiculous and disgusting shit ass names Emmett can come up with.
"I swear, if you call me Eddie again, I will knock the shit out of your scrawny frame." I threatened, staring at her with 'the eye'
Unfazed by my attempts at threats, we lifted her brow at me. "Well well, didn't your mother teach you to not be so vulgar, Eddie?" She snorted, breaking out in laughter. She was laughing so hard that tears were streaming down her face and she was clutching her sides hard. I stared at her, anger forgotten for a second. This woman is seriously crazy.
"Bella, if you aren't going to stop moving, I'm going to drag you home by your feet." Jasper said, looking down at her like a father looks at his child.
"Yes Sir!" came Bella's reply, her hand raised in mock salute, her face one of seriousness.
"Come on, let's go home." Jasper said, fighting back laughter. He gave a tug on the leashes and the four dogs ambled along, leaving me in the dust.
I followed them home, feeling as if I don't belong to their happy family setting, feeling as if I could never receive this kind of love that they have for each other due to my past, and my future.
A/N: DADUM. What do you think happened in Edward's past? I know, I know, he isn't the sweet Edward we all love. Give it time, it would appear.
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