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Nessie POV
I woke up from the sound of my cell buzzing, it was Tatiana calling. I didn't want to wake up, but I knew I had too sooner or later. I figured it had been sooner then later, if I didn't someone from the main house would here to check on me, that is something I didn't want. I grabbed my phone pressing the space bar to unlock the key pad.
" Nessie r u awake?"
" Yeah, wuz up?"
"Have you heard anything from your parents?"
" Yes, they called last night, they should be home in couple days."
" Oh wow, are you still feeling up to date night?"
Date night? Oh shit! I have forgotten all about us spending the day with the guys. I hurried up getting out of the bed, grabbing my phone at the same time. I looked at the date, it sure was Saturday. No wonder Tatiana was calling me so early.
" Sure, come on over, I'll be ready by the time you get here."
"See you soon."
I made way to the shower. I started looking thinking of everything and everyone while I was in there. My parents and family had moved back to Forks, there were more wolves starting to change. All of sudden I had to throw up. I rushed to toilet. This was not good. I hadn't been sick in ages. The last time I was sick, was when I miscarried. Jacob took it harder then I did. We had decided we would wait , or let it happen when it's suppose to happen. I didn't think I could pregnant. If I was right now was not the time especially with everything about to happen. If Aro were to find out me being pregnant he would sure enough want this baby. I told myself I wouldn't worry, it was probably all the food I ate with Jacob last night at " Smokey Ribs Shack" we went there for all you can eat ribs with the wolf pack.
I brushed my teeth, jumped back into the shower, rushed to get dressed. Tatiana, and Ethan would be here soon. I sent Jacob a text message to see where he was.
" Jake , where are you?"
" On my way back Nessie, Is something wrong?"
"No, did you forget today was the day we were spending with Tatiana and Ethan?"
"No, I went to the store while you sleep, to pick everything that Ethan and I would need"
"Oh, well I'll see when you get home, I'm up at the main house."
"I love you Nessie"
"I love you too Jake, see you soon."
Rose and Emmett were in the family room on the computer, looking for a vacation spot. You would think after being on earth more then 100 years they would have been to every bit of this world, But from what Alice, and my parents told me a long time ago. "Nessie just cause we live for eternity, doesn't mean we travel all the time. There are some place we can't go due to the summer, so those places, we see during the rainy season." This was so true. I started thinking to myself. I wondered if Jacob would mind moving with my family when it was time to move again. That was something I'd have to discuss with him alone, maybe a trip out town would do us both good. The last time we were alone with anyone around was before Sam, Emily, Quill, and Claire died. Seth, Leah, and Paul still looked the same, They said they didn't mind phasing living for eternity. Paul on the other hand was waiting for his imprint. Everyone even Billy when he was alive was shocked to find out that Rachel, had cheated on Paul. Paul still was her close friend, but their relationship was far from romantic. I felt bad for Paul. He loved Rachel, and there wasn't anything that he wouldn't do for her when she was alive. When Rachel finally passed away, we thought for sure Paul would stop phasing. But in his own words. " I'm here for purpose, and I don't want to leave you all behind ever your all I have." I didn't blame him.
"Nessie, isn't today the day you and Tatiana, are spending the day with guys?" Rose asked me.
" Yes, Tatiana is on her way over, then were going shopping. Do you want to come with?"
"Sure, I need to go, Are you going to the mall?"
"Of course, Tatiana wanted to go there for some things, and I need to go to our favorite store, I have feeling Jacob and I will be going on vacation ourselves soon." I said smiling.
"Where are you two going?"
" I haven't figured it out yet. But I thought Emmett could find us a place, while were gone shopping."
I batted my brown years to my uncle. He just smiled and shook his head in yes formation.
" Where do you want to go Nessie?"
" Some place far, sunny, not grandma's island. I'll trust your judgment."
"How long and when?"
" A whole month, I'm thinking this spring after school is out."
"Cool. I'll have something for you when you ladies get back."
"Thanks Emmett."
"No problem, Rose pick up some crotch less sexy stuff for our vacation."
"EMMETT!!! I SWEAR TO GOD!"
"Its fine Rose, I'm not a little girl anymore. I don't mind. I think it's sexy, and cute that Emmett and you are still acting like your both newlyweds."
The door bell rang, I walked to the door, opened it up Tatiana, Isabelle were together, which was perfectly fine, this way Rose had someone to talk to and shop with why we went to grocery store. Rose couldn't stand the smell of the fresh meats, nor seafood. I figured we drop her and Isabelle off then join them later.
" Hi Nessie, how are you feeling?"
" I'm doing well, I think I just had bug or something, then last night I ate way to much at the rib shack. I should have known better then to challenge some of the new pack members."
"You should know you can't out eat growing children." Tatiana told me.
" I know but I dislike turning down a challenge too."
Isabelle spoke to me, we all walked into where Rosalie, Emmett were. Rose fixed her hair, makeup, grabbed her purse. We decided on taking Emmett's truck, he didn't mind. I told him it would smell of groceries , I'd have them delivered to the house, but be on the look out for Jacob, and Ethan, they would be coming back soon. He asked what they would be doing., I had to be totally honest and tell him I didn't really know, all I knew was something about, cars, sports and food, cliff diving in La Push. I think he would joining them. Rose told Emmett, to be careful especially cliff diving since Ethan, would be with them. He promised he would.
Tatiana and I walked into the store. We made a list, I figured the faster we get done the more we could enjoy the mall. Once we picked up everything for dinner, we made our way to the mall. After covering most of the stores in the mall and loading the back of Emmett pick up truck with everything we made our way home. Tatiana, helped me with my stuff, and Isabelle said her good bye, told Rose she would see her Monday at school. Rose went into the house to give Emmett his private fashion show. I knew what that would lead too,
" Ok what should we cook first Nessie, I figured something that bakes, so we can go see what boys are up too.: Tatiana said too.
" I think we should make casserole first, while its cooking then we can go. The salad isn't going to take long."
Tatiana, started the water so the spaghetti could boil, I made the meatballs, together we made the sweet and spicy Italian sauce the meatballs were cooked, I put everything in the baking pan, topping it off with cheese.. Tatiana made dessert. White chocolate cheesecake topped with caramel drizzle.
" How does this look Nessie?"
" Perfect! You really should get into baking."
" I use to bake when we lived in Ohio, we lived there for thirty years, not in the same town though. Mainly in smaller towns , close near the woods. I would always go to near by states on the weekend. Michigan was especially beautiful in the winter time. Especially the upper part. The wildlife wasn't bad either."
" Maybe you and Ethan, can go there once he is changed. Have you thought about living on your own?"
" Yeah I have, just recently. I know I wouldn't be able to leave with Ethan right away. Not until he gets his blood lust together. After that, there is nothing more in this world that I would like, if him I could move on our own. I love my family Nessie, but it's time for me to leave and be on my own."
" Why do you think I stayed behind? Plus Jake, was needed here. You can always go visit your family where ever they live."
" This is true. I will discuss it with Ethan. We have awhile yet though."
"How do you think Daphne, is going to react to us?" I'm very excited to meet Angela and Nahuel's daughter."
" I've seen her photo. She is very beautiful. Longest dark brown hair I have ever seen."
"Let's go get the guys. I'm going to grab my swimsuit. Some cliff diving sounds nice."
" I have my swim suit under my clothes"
Tatiana , and I ran to La Push. We made it there in ten minutes'. I greeted the new wolves, Seth, Leah and their children. Paul was already in the water. I looked down waving at him and few others that were horse playing in the ocean. " Nessie, are you going to jump or am I going to have to jump with you?" Jake asked me. I laughed at Jake. The last time I jumped, my swimsuit top came undone. ' No, I didn't bring that swimsuit this time. I'm going in with Tatiana, How has Ethan been doing?" Everyone laughed when I asked that last question. Something was up, but what.
"Tatiana, Nessie, Ethan, is how can I say this? A natural. He does flips of all types of tricks. He's a very good diver." Seth explained to us.
" Well least we know he can dive."
Tatiana and I both jumped the cliff. It was exciting, Jacob followed right behind us. Ethan swam towards, when he reached us, he grabbed Tatiana 's leg from under the water, she went under only to laugh, coming up kissing Ethan. We played in the water for a couple more hours, the guys had gotten hungry, plus the sun was going down the water temperature dropped. We walked back up to the trail, decided we would ride back with the guys.
"What did you guys do all do? I asked them.
Jacob looked into the rear view mirror, Ethan didn't say word. Only smiled. Something was up with these two. I asked the question again. " Ethan, what did you and Jacob do today?" He was busy talking to Tatiana, and I don't think he heard me. "ETHAN!? ARE YOU GOING TO TELL ME?' this time he answered.
" Sorry Nessie, I made a promise to Jacob and Emmett, I promised them that I wouldn't tell them what we did all day. But I did have fun Emmett is a cool guy."
" What do you mean, that you promised you wouldn't tell what you did all day?" Tatiana asked.
" It's nothing bad ladies, trust me when I tell that. You both are going to have to wait."
"I like surprises" Tatiana said. I couldn't be mad anymore, cause I liked them too.
Jacob could smell dinner the closer we got, everything smelled good. "Nessie, Tatiana something smells good what is it? "
" Baked four cheese spaghetti with meatballs."
" I can't wait to eat, I'm starving, I haven't since earlier. When Esme, made grilled ham sandwiches'." Ethan told us.
""I'm sure you worked up an empty stomach" I told them both.
I opened the car door, and went into the house. Ethan and Jacob took turns showering changed clothes, While they were getting ready, Tatiana and I finished getting dinner together. The guys came out, we went in took showers and changed. " No picking Jacob Black! You always do wait until we come back, I mean it!' I gave him a stern but friendly look. " Yes dear." I left the kitchen when Tatiana came out dressed in one of the new lunge sets she bought at Victoria Secrets. I figured I'd do the same. While showering I felt sick again , but this was different, my head started hurting, I smelled something funny. Smoke? No one was smoking , then I remembered I put the garlic bread in the oven along with the spaghetti one both of them were burning!
"TATIANA! HURRY UP AND GET SPAGHETTI AND GARLIC BREAD, OUT THE OVEN! THEIR BURNING!"
I rushed out the shower, putting my clothes on, running out to the kitchen, it was ruined! All our hard work down the drain, the boys were starving.. I felt bad right along with Tatiana , Alice knew this was going to happen. Tatiana, and I looked at the spaghetti, none of it could be saved, that part that could be save would taste burnt. Looking at clock it was six forty five. I grabbed the phone book, Tatiana grabbed her credit card. " Well boys. What will be Italian, Mexican, Chinese, India, American, Jamaican, you name it's yours."
" How about Italian, since that what you ladies were cooking." they both spoke at the same time.
" Are you sure?"
"Positive" Jacob answered for them both.
I picked up the phone, dialed the number to " J'anne's Italian Cuisine"
" Nessie, so good of you to call this evening. What can I do for you? Lola asked.
"Hi Lola what is your special today?"
"She ran down the special everything sounded wonderful, I ordered Baked crusted tilapia, in white garlic sauce for me, Ethan I ordered, stuffed jumbo sea shell noodles, filled with spicy sausage and spinach with Alf redo cheese sauce, Jacob favorite, double stuffed chicken breast with cheese ravioli. Lola told me someone be here deliver the food in about hour, due to them being busy. I figured we might as well start watching the movies. Ethan , put in Lord Of The Rings, we all talked about the movie and how the book was different, the food arrived, Tatiana, grabbed the salad, cheese cake, It was beautiful. Tatiana, didn't mind the smell but told Ethan he had to brush his teeth due to garlic smell it was very strong. He didn't argue, I told her Jacob and I always have to do the same, after eating from there too. After dessert, we went back to watching he movie. Ethan's cell phone buzzed.
" E, are you coming home tonight?"
" No mom, I'm staying with Jacob I'll be home in the morning."
"K tell them I said hi. Love you."
" Everything ok mom?''
"Yes everything is fine, have fun"
"Love you mom"
Everything ok Ethan? Your mom in trouble? Jacob asked.
" No, she is fine, just asking if I was coming home. She wants to set the alarm system that all. Even though I know the combo, she being safe which I don't blame her. "
" We understand"
We stayed up until three in the morning, then decided it was time to go bed.. Tatiana cleaned dup joining Ethan as soon as she was done cleaning. It was nice to have friends over again. I got into bed, Jacob asked how I was feeling. I told him fine. He didn't say anything else for awhile.
"Nessie have you heard from your parents?"
"Not since the other day, they told me they wouldn't be in touch until they got into Miami, then they would call. Something wrong?'
' No, just wondering how things were going, Paul is starting to act strange, like when the rest of us imprint. I think he is going to imprint soon on someone there."
" Well I'll be glad, he deserves to be happy Jacob. He has come a long way. It's not right that he should be alone for the rest of his eternal life."
" Yeah I know, I was so mad my sister when she what she did. To feel that type of hurt doesn't feel well. Thank-god we didn't go through that."
" My mom told me, how she felt, when my dad left her. She didn't do well at all. My grandpa thought she would never recover from the story I was told. Then you were there."
" Yeah that was hard time back then, I'm glad worked out the way they did Nessie. I love you more then anything in this world, I wouldn't change that for one moment."
Jacob hugged me tighter into his warm arms. I feel asleep soon. I dreamed of what life would be like away from La Push, relocating with my family when the time came for them to move. Would Jacob want to move away? Could he leave the pack trusted to someone else? Everything would change. Maybe it was time for a change. Change was good for some people. I woke up from my dream hungry. I didn't want was in our home, I snuck out went to the main house to the main house to get something eat. I walked in the back, my grandma was fixing waffles with strawberry topping with whip cream.
" Hi grandma, is this for me?"
" Hi Nessie, yes these are for you, Alice called to tell me you would be coming.'
" I figured that much. Thank-you grandma. You are too kind to us that eat human food. Grandma can I ask you something?"
" Sure, sweetheart you can ask me anything you want."
" What did you feel like when, I don't know if I should ask this, I don't want you to be sad.."
"Nessie, There is nothing that you can ask me that wouldn't make me sad,"
" Well how did you feel when you lost your son, I mean before, you know before."
"Nessie, I was sad, empty, and I felt all alone, The one thing I wanted was my son to be alive. When I was told that my son had died, I didn't feel anything. People would come see me, but put up a front for those who came by. Soon or later, it became natural."
" So it became normal, You didn't grieve?"
" Right, It was only until I went into town, to do some shopping that everything came crashing down. My friend Melanie, beautiful girl. She had just had a baby. A baby girl, she named her Vivian. I bumped into them. Melanie, asked me how I was doing , and offered me to let me old her daughter. I thought I was fine Nessie. Once I held Vivian, I became so emotional, started crying, I gave her back to her mother, running out the store towards home. I composed myself before ,y husband at the time came home. The next day came, I decided I didn't want to live anymore, I couldn't take being without my son. I made way to the ocean, there I prayed that I would die. There was no reason for me to live any longer. I jumped. Those are the last moments I remember."
"Oh grandma, I'm sorry, I had no idea what you had been through. Are you happy with where you are now?"
" I wouldn't change a thing, all of you a blessing. From Edward to you being born, the wolf pack expecting us as friends, family there is nothing I'd take back."
" Grandma, can I tell you something?"
"Sure, what is it?"
I knew I could trust my grandma, the only other person, she would tell would be grandpa. He wouldn't say anything to my parents, now that I am grown living on my own.
" Did you know, that I was pregnant twenty years ago?"
" No, Nessie what happened?"
" I found out after Jacob, and I left from visiting everyone in Boston. I didn't think much of it, really I didn't. I thought it was from everything happening here. Billy, grandpa Charlie, Sue passing away. Then one day Jacob and I argued. We had never fought like that grandma. I cried so hard. Leah came over talked to me, she asked me did I think I might be pregnant. I told her no, but then we both went to the store bought the test, took it there. Two blue lines showed up. I cried grandma, I was happy. Jacob and I were going to have baby. I decided to tell him first, when I did, he was very excited. We didn't tell anyone right away. The reason we didn't was due to hearing about how the first part of being pregnant was risky. "
" Oh why didn't you call your grandpa dear?'
" I wanted to, but then I figured there would be no chance I'd be like momma. If there was we would come there or have you, grandpa my parents come here. I called the WCHC ( Women's, Children Health Clinic.) Jacob went with me. Dr. Miller told us everything was fine then. I was seven weeks. We made up our minds that when everyone came to visit for the Memorial Day weekend , we would share the news. "
I started crying, grandma sobbed. She grabbed my hand holding it . Her cold touch felt comforting to me at that moment.
" I woke up one morning hurting, Jacob was on patrol, I figured it was morning sickness, but it wasn't. I felt something wet between my legs, I looked down, there was blood. I panicked. I screamed so loud, Seth and both Leah heard me, Seth told Jacob to get home fast. When he got here Leah called their Dr on the reservation. It was too late I lost our baby. Dr. Curry, told us it happens sometimes. That we could try again. In few months. But I didn't want too neither did Jacob."
" Nessie, I'm sorry to hear this, you should have told us. We knew something was wrong with then but, Edward could tell you were hiding something from you blocking him. We never would have guessed it was that."
" I know we should have told everyone, but we didn't want all the fuss. Now it fifty years later, and I think I'm pregnant again. Jacob said it would happen when we least it expect. If I am I want grandpa to be my Dr."
My grandpa wiped my tears away. Lifted my chin so I could face her. " Nessie if this what you have decided then only you can make the call. If you want your grandfather as your Dr, we should let him know right away ,You need care."
I nodded my head , grandma called my grandpa, we told him everything that was happening. I went upstairs grandpa the ran test. He came into the room smiling.
" Nessie, my grown up granddaughter, Yu are most certain pregnant, But you need to be careful. I'm going to prescribe you pre natal vitamins, and place you three weeks bed rest. I would rather you stay here at the house close by. But discuss it with Jacob first. Let me know what he says."
" Thank-you for everything grandpa, grandma I'll be back soon."
I went back to the cottage, woke Jacob up, He was startled . But I need to let him know what was going on with me, Jacob, didn't disagree with me moving to the main house for three weeks. We wanted to do what was best for me and the baby. I called my grand parents letting them I'd be coming up that afternoon. I laid down thinking how my life, or I should say our lives were about to change. I fell asleep with a smile on my face holding my abdomen .
Morning came, I flew to the bathroom, Jacob was right behind me, holding my hair in one hand, my hand in the other. Tatiana heard me, came flying into the bathroom.
" Nessie, Jacob everything ok?'
" Yeah, Nessie just sick."
" Do you need me to get anything for her?"
" Cracker, and sprite." Jacob told Tatiana.
Tatiana, went into the kitchen, grabbed the crackers, poured a glass of sprite for me. Jacob stayed by while I brushed my teeth, I made way to the living room. Tatiana handed me six crackers, and sprite.
" Nessie how are you feeling?"
" Like shit, but I'll be fine soon, Thank you for asking."
" I was going to say you looked horrible. But you beat me to it."
I laughed a little bit. Tatiana , was great friend. She next me talking, making sure I was ok, Jacob, was packing some things for me. I thought now would be the time to tell Tatiana that I was pregnant, and I wouldn't be at school for the next three weeks.
"Tatiana, I wont be going to school, for the next three weeks.. My grandpa is making stay with them for."
" What's wrong? Nessie, your not sick are you? Should I wake Ethan up?'
" No, let him sleep. Its nothing serious. I wont be at school because I'm pregnant. My grandpa wants to keep me home to make sure everything is ok, that's all."
" YOURE PREGNANT! OH MY GOD NESSIE CONGRADULATIONS TO YOU AND JACOB!" Tatiana yelled with excitement.
" Thank-you, there is one other thing."
"Yes anything Nessie. You and Ethan are more then welcome to stay here while I'm on bed rest. I'm sure Jacob wouldn't mind the company."
" I'll Ethan when he wakes up Nessie. I'm sure he wont mind."
"Thank-you"
Tatiana went back into the guest room, Jacob laid besides me on the couch , while I slept a while longer. I didn't wake u until two in the afternoon I showered, Jacob waited for me, walked me to the house. Him and Ethan were going to work on something, Tatiana went home to fill her parents in that she would be staying at the cottage for three weeks .There was only one more thing that need to be done. Tell my parents when they arrived home.
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