AN: Ok, warnings and disclaimers (which I haven't done in a while)
Warnings: mention of suicide. Pretty much it
Disclaimer: I do not own 105.7 the X (radio sation if you didn't guess) nor B's

"It's Not My Time" ~3 Doors Down
I look ahead to all the plans that we made
And the dreams that we had
I'm in a world that tries to take 'em away
Oh but I'm taking 'em back
'Cause all this time

Dylan looked at his sister in the driver's seat. Lucifer and Bones were passed out in the back seat. Andy was forced to stay back, since Leslie wanted to make sure Nico, or Jesse, or whatever demigod was passing though the house, didn't burn it to the ground. And the only other option, was Gabriel. Yeah, Andy decided to stay back.
"Going home, first time in almost a year," Dylan asked his sister.
She looked in the rear view mirror at her kids, then cranked up the radio, now blasting 105.7 the X. "Since graduation for me, I left on a hunt as soon as school ended. Been almost two years, since I've seen any of them. Now I'll never see two again. Well, alive. Damn, I can't believe they're dead," She sighed looking at the fields. "I was just talking to the two the other day. Made a stupid refrance to Croatoan, got into a huge argument about what happened to those settlers." Leslie let out a weak laugh as she turned onto the highway. "So, working on finding Andy's van."
"Really? The Dodge van with a Barbaian Queen riding a polor bear on it, By the way, know how to pick 'em sis," Dylan laughed.
The demigod scoffed, "Says the guy who has the 'Hades13' licence plate. Be more obvious why don't cha? And the picture Cerberus on the tailgate."
"Touché."
They pulled into a dirt parking lot that was occupied by three other cars, a blue '91 Dodge Viper, a red '10 Ford Truck, and a black GM truck. Jacob, Nate, and Hannah were at B's waiting for them. Leslie killed the engine of her jet black '69 Dodge Charger. They got out then got Lucifer and Bones out of the car seats, which Lucifer, who babysat the twins once, called them something along the lines of 'worthless as demons'. Dean, Leslie, Dylan, and Andy agreed with him.
They walked into the diner, seeing their friends sitting at a table by the window. There were two little kids, probably a little younger than Bones and Lucifer.
"Hey, Les, Dylan, and these must be Bones and Lucifer, they're so cute!" Shelby gasped when she saw the twins. "Where's the dad?"
Leslie smirked, "I left Andy back in South Dakota, so my bros wouldn't burn down the house. Bones has my hair, Lucifer has Andy's, though it's getting more like mine."
"Well, Andy's lucky, you guys should visit more often, since in about a month Jake's gonna have a child of his own," Shelby told them.
"Congrats Shelby, you better call when the munchkin's born," Leslie told her friend.
"Glad you found someone Shelby," Dylan told the russet brunette. They two use to date but Dylan messed up, and Shelby was devistated. Jacob apperantly hooked her, for good this time. "Sorry about that too."
"It's ok Dyl, just hope you're ok." Dylan nodded. "So what'll it be?"
"Usual," They said together. "And Cole's usual, for the kids," Leslie added. Shelby looked at her friend with a rasied eyebrow. "They have Cole's teeth, Lucifer bit through a steak bone twice already." Shelby smirked at that then nodded. Dylan and Leslie walked over to the three guys, and Nathaniel's girlfriend, putting the twins next to the blond and brunette boys on the floor.
Nathaniel was on the far right, his hair was short and a salt and pepper blond. He was short compaired to Hannah and the twins, but he was about as tan as Dylan, with sea green eyes. Jacob was across from him, his dark brown was nearly black but you could still tell it was. He was pale, but not a white pale, more like normal human (or werewolf) pale, with blue eyes, that made him look like he was Asian and permantly wearing eyeliner. Hannah was the tallest of the three, sitting next to her boyfriend. She had light brunette hair with blond highlights that was down to her shoulders, tanner skin than Jacob but lighter than Nate's, green eyes that looked a lot like Dean's.
"Hey guys, long time no see," Leslie laughed. "Are those Shiloh and Cole's spawns?"
"Yeah, they both had boys, Trevor Shiloh Burns and Keegan Connor Ó Síoghraidh, made you two the godparents, since their girlfriends ditched them with the kids, not caring about them," Nathaniel told the twins as Trevor and Keegan stared at Lucifer and Bones, brown eyes meeting blue and blue meating brown. "Well, they made Leslie their godparent, as they knew about you being in the Underworld most of the time, Dylan." Leslie smiled a little bit as she looked at what was left of the two guys that had once been her friends. Two boys that would never truely know their father except by what she'd tell them, the stupid videos they shot when they were younger, and the letters that both of her surrogate brothers had written for their kids.
"Well, wonder what Andy's gonna say, we already got my two brothers, well Nico and Jesse, living with us, but I'm sure he won't mind. He can't seen to say no to me," Leslie chuckled as Lucifer barked at Trevor and Trevor returned the dog-like gesture. "Not that I abuse it or anything..." Nathaniel and Jacob laughed, knowing their old friend so well.
Leslie smiled and picked up Cole's son in her arms. His blond hair and blue-green eyes remined her so much of his father, the extreamly tan skin though, wasn't entirely from Cole. "Hey Trevor, I'm your Aunt Leslie," She told him. "I promise you you'll be be safe."
Dylan could smelll the difference in her scent, the subtle differances in how she looked, sat. "Way to go Nate, Andy and Les might have to bring Lucifer and Bones here more often," He told the blond. Nate rasied an eye brow at him as Hannah stared down the fellow demigod, pissed off. "You haven't told him have you?"
"I was getting around to it Dy," Hannah growled. "How he didn't figure it out already... I have no idea, Cole, Shiloh, and Jake already knew about it."
Nate looked down at Hannah's abdamon then at her face. "There's a mini-me in there?" He asked weakly, then fainted.
Leslie laughed, "Werid, that's what Andy did when I told him he knocked me up."

They stood near the pyers, in the middle of the old football field. Nathan was up to speak next, then Leslie was the last to speak, the one who got to burn her friends.
"Though to follow that you guys, but I'll give it my best shot. Cole and Shiloh were more than friends, they were brothers. They were our brothers, they stuck with us through thick and thin, whatever pile of shit we got buried in, they were buried right beside us," Nathaniel started. They all had something to say about their brothers, but to them it'd never be enough. "They were jackasses, it's true, but they'd give their lives for any of us in a heart beat. From the beginning, it was just Cole, Dylan, and Leslie; and Jacob and me. When the schools became one, it was the five of us, but that was short lived. We all thought we had lost Dylan, the one Shiloh nearly never met. Those last months of his life, he got to know Dylan, and they were close, as close as the rest of us ever were. Sucks it was such short lived. We'll miss them." Nathaniel walked from his spot at the front of the crowd, and it was finally Leslie's turn.
The daughter of the God of the dead walked up, Cole and Shiloh's lighters in hand, almong with her iPod. "I have no clue where to start. No one understood how close we really were, we went as far as to trade blood, hell, Nate, Jacob, and Cole all have Dylan, Shiloh, and my blood in their veins, from stupid ass stunts we pulled all our lives. And no one got how we became friends, only ones that made sense were Cole, Dylan, and myself. All social rejects. But even that has a deeper story behind it. We all saved each others lives. Nathaniel saved me from going down one hell of a dark road after Dylan 'died', Shiloh saved Nate from ODing in 5th grade, because of a whore. Cole saved both Jacob and Dylan from a car wreak, and I saved Shiloh from drowning," She spoke. "We wouldn't have been standing here today if it wasn't for each other. These funerals would have been a lot different and earlier if it wasn't for us being friends. I owe so much to these two, and the three standing in the crowd. We can never repay them for what they've done, but in a way we did. We were friends, really close friends. Hell friends isn't even the right noun for us, we're family, wheather flesh and blood or not, we're family, and even death can't change that. So, the one thing everyone's thinking now is, thanks, goodbye, we'll see you after we're done here, and we love you, brothers." The song slowly faded in.
"Never feared for anything
Never shamed but never free
A life that healed a broken heart
With all that it could

Lived a life so endlessly
Saw beyond what others see
I tried to heal your broken heart
With all that I could
Will you stay?
Will you stay away forever?

How do I live without the ones I love?
Time still turns the pages of the book it's burned
Place in time always on my mind
I have so much to say but you're so far away

Plans of what our futures hold
Foolish lies of growing old
It seems we're so invincible
But the truth is so cold

A final song, a last request
A perfect chapter laid to rest
Now and then I try to find
A place in my mind
Where you can stay
You can stay awake forever

How do I live without the ones I love?
Time still turns the pages of the book it's burned
Place in time always on my mind
I have so much to say but you're so far away

Sleep tight, I'm not afraid
The ones that we love are here with me
Lay away a place for me
'Cause as soon as I'm done I'll be on my way
To live eternally

How do I live without the ones I love?
Time still turns the pages of the book it's burned
Place in time always on my mind
And the light you left remains but it's so hard to stay
When I have so much to say and you're so far away

I love you, you were ready
The pain is strong and urges rise
But I'll see you when it let's me
Your pain is gone, your hands untied

So far away
And I need you to know

So far away
And I need you to
need you to know."
Leslie lit both lighters and let then fall onto the pyres. Their friends were gone, their brothers gone. She walked back over to the group and turned to watch the fires burn blue and black. Tears were falling down all four of their faces, knowing that their family was in a better place.

I've just been too blind to understand
What should matter to me
My friend this life we live
It's not what we have
It's what we believe in