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Sosososososooooooooooooo SORRY! It's been like a month since I last updated, but real life does get in the way sometimes and I know you guys probably don't want to hear my excuses. This chapter is messy because I still haven't found a beta.. Dx , I know I suck. So here it is then; enjoy!

~quinn

p.s I am a "Notebook" fan, see if you can catch where a twisted it in a bit!

p.p.s I have been trying to add this chapter for more than a week, so you can blame FanFiction for being a total d-bag and not letting me -.-

Chapter 2

She lies and says she's in-love with him, can't find a better man

Bella avoided Edward for the rest of the day and stayed by Jasper's side during lunch so Edward wouldn't come up to her. What was she suppose to say to him? I'm having your baby but I am going to continue dating my current boyfriend? Every time she was around Edward she mesmerized, like she couldn't control her actions around him. He was the definition of tall dark and mysterious and caught most girls attention, but with his shitty attitude he couldn't keep a girl around for long.

After attending all her classes, and being on time for them, Bella was standing out in the parking lot beside Jasper's bike. He usually gave her a ride home and he had said he wanted to talk to her in private after school. She was nervous to say the least. What if Edward told him and Jasper dumped her? She would have nothing, her parents would certainly disown her and kick her out. If Jasper left her she would have no where to go.

Jasper soon came out of building C and they got on his motorcycle and headed to Bella's house. Jasper only had one helmet and he made sure Bella wore it every time she rode with him. Ten minutes later they sat alone side by side on the beige leather sofa in Bella's living room.

"Bella, you know how much I care for you right?" Jasper smiled and grabbed Bella's hands and brought them to his lap.

"I do." She kissed his cheek.

"I.. I think I'm in love with you." He blurted out. Bella's mouth opened in a 'O' shape as the words hung in the air. "Well not think, I know I am." Jasper stuttered. He quickly let go of her hands getting off the couch and kneeling down in front of her. Bella gasped and her hands immediately covered her mouth. "This isn't a proposal!"

"It isn't?" Bella sighed in relief.

"Ouch.. don't sound too relieved." Jasper feigned hurt.

"I'm sorry! I just don't think I'm ready for that yet.." Bella bit her lip and Jasper was dazzled for a minute.

"As I said.. This isn't a proposal. This is a promise."

Jasper reached into his pocket and pulled out a tiny ring. It was a simple white gold band with two intertwined hearts and the hearts had small white diamonds in them. Bella gasped as she looked at the ring and tears came to her eyes. This amazing man wanted to give her a promise ring. Jasper's cheeks where red and his curly blonde hair flopped on his forehead as he held the ring out to her.

"Bella, I love you. I know it's too early to say I want to spend the rest of my life with you but I want you to be mine, forever."

"I can't believe you bought that. It's way too much.." Bella sighed, but she couldn't deny how happy it made her.

"Stop it. You deserve the best." Jasper smiled.

"I love you." Bella murmured. But I'm not in love with you.

Bella held out her hand as Jasper slipped the ring on. It was a little loose but looked nice on her hand. She smiled through her tears and leaned forward planted a huge kiss on Jasper's lips. He climbed back onto the couch and made sure his lips stayed connected to Bella's. They continued kissing and soon were in full make-out mode. Both of them panting as Jasper pulled Bella's shirt over her head and Bella pulled off Jasper's. Jasper's hands moved up her torso and to her bra clad breasts. Bella moaned as he squeezed them.

Jasper's hands grabbed Bella's hips and brought her onto his lap so she was straddling him. His hips rocked into hers and hers to his, but this seemed all to familiar to Bella. Guilt plagued her, but she had to do this. For the sake of her future. Her hands tangled in Jasper's curly hair, and it felt weird. Different weird. He kissed her neck and she didn't feel any stubble. His lips were a bit chapped and not moist and supple. His hands grabbed her hips and grounded her into himself.

"Jasper!" Bella moaned out loudly throwing her head back which caused Jasper to groan in ecstasy.

"We.. don't have to do this.. if you're not ready." Jasper mumbled between thrusting his hips and kissing Bella. "I don't want you to feel obligated because-"

"I want too." Bella reassured. Jasper tended to ruin the moment by talking to much because he got nervous.

Bella's thin underwear under her skirt and Jasper's jeans where the only barriers. Bella couldn't help but think of earlier in the day.. She shook the thoughts from her mind and focused on Jasper. Her tiny hands reached down and started undoing the button and zipper on his pants and in no time she pulled out his penis. She had seen it many time before when she would give him hand jobs and this time wasn't any different for Jasper, but for Bella she felt the guilt eating her.

Jasper's hands made quick work of her underwear and she stood up and kicked them off as Jasper shimmied his jeans down to his knees. Bella quickly climbed back onto his lap. Their kisses even hungrier than before. Jasper bit her bottom lip and Bella clawed at his shoulders. A wave of lust went threw her causing her to rock her hips and Jasper's member grazed her clit causing her to moan out in pleasure. She kept trying to lower herself on to him, but his firm hands held her hips.

"Jasper, I need you." She pleaded.

"Condom.." Jasper mumbled against her neck. "We need a condom."

She gave him a confused look, but then realized that he wasn't intending to get her pregnant.

"Emmett. He'll have one in his room." Bella stood up quickly and grabbed their discarded clothes giving them to Jasper. "Go up to my room, and I'll be there in a sec." She smiled and kissed his lips.

He kissed her in return and they jogged upstairs. Jasper going down the hall to Bella's room on the left and Bella going to the first door on the right. Emmett's room. Bella usually tried to avoid her brothers room at all costs. He always had his girlfriend in there having loud sex when their Mom and Dad weren't home and it just smelled plain funny. His room was semi-clean thanks to Renee always bugging him, but there were multiple clothing articles strew across the hardwood flooring.

Bella looked in the end table beside his bed thinking he maybe hid them in there since it would be convenient. No luck. She looked in his closet and under his bed and still no luck. She looked between his two mattresses and and found nude magazines and she shuddered putting them back. She then decided to chance looking in his dresser sock drawer. She moved around underwear and socks and found nothing, but then she found a balled up sock at the back and she reached her hand in and pulled out a foil packet.

Excited, Bella ran out of Emmett's room making sure nothing looked touched and called out Jasper's name as she ran down the hall. He came out of the room and smiled walking towards Bella shirtless. At that moment the bathroom door opened and Alice came bounding with only a towel wrapped around her tiny body and ear buds in as she held her iPod in her hand listening to obvious loud music. Not looking where she was going she ran right into half naked Jasper.

Alice yelped as they fell over and Jasper groaned as Alice elbowed him in the stomach by accident. Bella stared at the scene before her mortified. Alice's eyes went wide and her and Jasper both stared at each other which Bella determined was shock and embarrassment. They both got up and Alice gave Bella an apologetic glance before running to her room, the towel almost falling off her. Bella sighed miserable. Something always had to happen to her and ruin everything.

Bella took Jasper's hand and lead him to her room and they both sat down on her bed. She smiled awkwardly at him and held up the condom before tossing it across the room and onto her desk.

"I see you got it.." He chuckled, but it sounded weird to her ears. Sounded forced.

"Yeah, but you're probably not in the mood anymore." Bella sighed tiredly as she fell back onto the bed.

Jasper chuckled again but this time nervously. "Well yeah.. especially with your sister in the next room." "Oh my God.. I think I just scarred my baby sister for life." Bella giggled as Jasper fell down beside her on the bed and grabbed her hand.

"I suppose it's for the best, the game starts in two hours so I gotta go warm up soon anyways." Jasper smiled before sitting up and putting his shirt on.

Bella walked Jasper out and kissed him goodbye before he drove away and she went back in the house. She would probably have to have a talk with Alice but that could wait for later. Alice had a bad habit of not keeping her mouth closed. Charlie and Renee knew about her relationship with Jasper and the only time he was allowed over was when one of her two parents were home. Bella had been grounded for a month when they were holding hands sitting on the couch and her father had come home.

Not feeling to well she decided on making a small sandwich before fixing herself in her bedroom mirror, making sure she looked perfect for tonight's game. Bella joined Alice in the foyer and then exited the house and got into the small black SUV that Alice and Bella had to share and they made their way to Forks High football field. Some people already crowded the bleachers while the boys were in their equipment stretching on the field.

Alice made small chat with Bella even though they didn't really have much in common besides the fact that they were sisters. It seemed almost awkward now because of the whole Jasper incident but neither of them brought it up, both just wanting to pretend it never happened. They joined the other girls and did their stretches and went over their routine before the bleachers became so full that people were standing in groups along the side lines. The big lights turned on illuminating the field since it was almost twilight.

That was the depressing part about fall. The sun set quicker and the days grew short and cold. After much anticipation the game soon started. Bella cheered Jasper on from the sidelines while the other girls cheered on their boyfriends as well. The crowds cheered and every time Jasper got tackled she winced almost like she was feeling his pain. At one point he got called off to rest as he twisted his ankle slightly.

Soon half time was there and the girls did their routine while the crowd hooted and hollered as they finished it with a pyramid with Bella on top. After they got done the crowd clapped and they moved off the field to let the other teams cheerleaders go. Bella was extremely thirsty and went over to the concession stand to get a cup of water and drank it greedily and walked over to the bleachers to throw it out in a nearby garbage can. She looked back to the field and the other teams girls were just finishing and the guys on both teams seemed to enjoy it.

All of a sudden Bella got chills up her spine, but not really the bad kind, and a blue flannel covered arm brushed hers gently as he stood beside her. She looked up his way quickly meeting his eye before glancing back to the field.

"Still haven't told him yet, huh?" Edward said his voice quiet.

"Edward.." Bella said warningly.

"What are you going to do once you start showing?" He murmured with almost a hint of sympathy.

Bella turned and looked up at him with her big brown eyes and they mesmerized him. She never realized how beautiful she actually was and Edward couldn't help himself when his hand reached up to brush a stray strand of hair out of her face which startled her. Bella's hand automatically came up almost to block his and she brushed the hair out of way herself. Edward huffed but it was cut short when he noticed the thing on her finger.

"What the hell is this?" He growled grabbing her hand. The game had started again and most people weren't paying attention to them.

"A promise ring!" She said angrily and tried to yank her hand away from his.

"You are planning on marrying him?" Edward glared, "And having mybaby with him?" He said the last part in a harsh whisper.

"What choice do I have? He can support me!" She knew it was a low blow, but Jasper had money and would be able to raise the child well while Edward didn't have much of a future.

"Don't you feel this between us?" He motioned back and forth between them as if there was some sort of energy.

"I don't know what you're talking about." She whispered looking away.

"You're not in love with him, and you know it." Her head whipped back and she looked him in the eyes.

"Stay out of my life." She growled before turning away and walking down the side lines of the field because she was suppose to be on the teams side.

"It's not about security, it's about following your heart!" He chased after her grabbing her by the arm and turning her to face him.

"Excuse me!" She pushed him with her free hand. They started to cause a scene and many people noticed.

"He's got a lot of money, that's the only reason you're with him!" He yelled. It struck her deep because it was like he was inside her mind.
"I hate you, you bastard!" Bella yelled back.

People started to murmur and many watched in concern as the two argued some even thought about breaking it up, but they didn't.

"Hey!" A voice called. Bella and Edward both
looked to see Jasper running off the field while the game was still in play. "Get your hands off my girlfriend!" He took off his helmet tossing it to the ground.

With that Jasper pulled back his fist and it connected with Edwards face sending him flying backwards. Bella struggled to stay up as Edward had a hold of her arm but he quickly let go as he hit the dirt. The whole crowd went "Oh!" and a rowdy crowd of boys were chanting the word "Fight". Edward quickly got back up and wiped the blood from his lip.

"Jasper!" Bella yelled her eyes big and almost watery.

Edward ran towards Jasper tackling him to the ground. The two fought back and forth and one of the referee's blew the whistle and the coach and a teacher ran over and pulled them apart.

"I swear to God if you ever touch her again!" Jasper threatened as Mr. Hawkins held him back.

"Come at me Whitlock! You got nothing you piece of shit!" Edward yelled as Mr. Smith dragged him off the property.

There was a wave of whispers among the crowds of people as Jasper was hauled toward the locker room and Bella felt alone as everyone stared at her. She felt her face flush and she quickly walked towards where she parked her car as the hot tears streamed down her face. Embarrassment flooded her and she needed to get out of there. She got in the car and drove home finding her father asleep on his recliner in the living room and she quickly went up stairs and showered, peeling off her cheer leading outfit in disgust. She didn't even deserve to where that anymore. She was a horrible person.

After getting pajama shorts and a tank top on she went and sat on her bed with her little lamp beside her bed on. She looked around at the light purple walls that barely showed because of all the posters she had put up with Alice and Jasper the one time, thinking of him she picked up her cellphone and dialed his number. No answer. So she dialed a different number. They picked up on the third ring.

"Hello?" His voice was deep.

"What were you thinking?" Bella whispered quietly in what she hoped was a angry voice but came off as sympathetic.

"He doesn't own.. you. He.. Can't-" He was paused and seemed a bit distant.

"What are you doing?" She said irritated he wasn't paying attention to her.

All of a sudden a knock at her window made her jump. She looked over and saw Edward smile and wave. She ended the call and went and opened the window for him and he clambered in as quietly as he could and took his shoes off. They stood quietly for a moment and Bella gained the nerve to look up into his eyes and noticed how bad he looked. A dark shadow was forming on his cheek bone and his lip had a cut and dried blood was on the end of his nose.

"I'm so sorry." She whispered and Edward all of a sudden grabbed her into his arms and she stilled at first put relaxed into his touch.

He kissed the top of head and then nestled his face into her hair inhaling her sweet scent of freesia. Her head was against his chest and she smelled some sort of cologne but something more manly that was a natural appealing scent. After a moment she pulled away and stared at him. He gave her a crooked smile but winced. Bella bit her lip and grabbed his hand and led him too the bed before pushing him down and putting her index finger to her lip to tell him silently to remain quiet.

She slipped out of her room and to the bathroom grabbing the things she would need to fix him up. She came back and he was exactly where she has left him. Bella hopped onto the bed her shorts riding up a bit, Edward didn't fail to notice, as she tucked her legs underneath her and she took the damp cloth and began cleaning the dried blood off his cheek as gently as she could.

"I'm suspended for 3 days." He chuckled rolling his eyes.

"You should of just stayed away, like I said."

Bella grabbed the polysporin and smoothed some on the cut on his cheek. He hissed in pain pulling back slightly. She then moved to his lip and dabbed at the dried blood on his lip. Bella was focused intently on it while Edward's mouth hung open and he stared at Bella. She was so close, almost close enough for him to kiss her. With that thought he brought his hand up to cup her cheek causing Bella to gasp and drop the cloth.

Edward's emerald green eyes stared at her intensely and she was sure he was trying to "dazzle" her, as she dubbed the sultry looks he gave. His face moved in closer and she couldn't find herself moving away. She was frozen. But she jumped all of a sudden out of his touch as she heard footsteps coming up the stairs, fast.

"Get in the closet!" She whispered frantically, pushing Edward off the bed and into the closet closing the door locking him in.

She grabbed the things she was using to fix him up and put them under her bed as she heard three quick raps at her door before it opened. Alice bobbed her head in her eyes wide with what seemed like worry. Bella smiled at her as she stood awkwardly in the middle of the room and Alice remained in the doorway.

"Thanks for waiting for me.. I don't mind having to walk home." Alice feigned hurt.

"Oh Alice.." Bella realized she had left her there all alone. "I was just so upset and needed to get out of there-"

"I'm just kidding Bella! Jessica gave me a ride home. It's understandable, what Edward did was pretty embarrassing." Alice blabbered.

"Edward..? He didn't really do anything Jasper was the one who started the fight." Bella defended him without knowledge.

"Right. Why was he even talking to you anyways? Poor people are just so.. ew. Stay within your social class." Alice laughed at her joke as if it was the funniest thing ever.

"Yeah I know." Agreeing with Alice was easier than arguing with her and she just wanted her to leave so she could talk with Edward "I'm really tired so.." Bella was trying to give her a hint.

"Oh okay, night Bella!" Alice was so chipper for such a long day and at almost ten at night.

Bella sighed in relief as she closed the door and and heard her walking back downstairs. She ran a hand threw her hair and opened the closet door. Edward went right over to the window and started putting his shoes on. She was confused. He was now leaving? But he just got here! She didn't like that her thoughts were revolving around the bronze haired boy at her window.

"You're leaving?" Bella asked quietly as she moved towards him her arm touching his gently.

"Is that obvious?" Edward said rather rudely, flinching from her touch.

"Why are you being an asshole all of a sudden?"

"Are you that dense? Think about it. You know why."

"Excuse me?" Bella's temper flared.

"You heard me."

As he said that Edward climbed out the window and crawled down the tree next to her window without looking back. Bella watched him go get into his car across the road. She didn't know why she was so upset, but she slammed her window down with a force that could almost shatter the glass. She washed the bloody cloth and threw it into the laundry basket before sulking to her room and collapsing on her bed.

Tears came to her eyes but she wouldn't let them fall again today. She couldn't. Tears were a sign of weakness her mother always taught her. There was a picture of Jasper with herself on her nightstand and she grabbed it. Her friend Lauren has taken it during the summer they went down to LaPush. Jasper had his arms wrapped around her and was intently focused on her face as he tickled her, and Bella had her head thrown back in laughter and struggled to get away. She hadn't even known someone had took a picture. She never particularly liked it because she looked silly laughing.

Jasper had put the picture in the frame and told her how beautiful she looked. The moment that the camera caught them was so surreal and just them. It was like a movie moment or something. Jessica had said to Bella that love was written all over Jasper's face. Bella didn't know what love was.. she was to young to love. Right?

She put the picture back her thoughts revolving around what Jasper would say if and when he found out that she was pregnant. All of a sudden her cellphone rang. She grabbed it quickly and smiled holding it to her ear.

"Are you okay?" She asked quickly.

"I am now." Jasper sighed.

She could almost hear the smile in his voice. She almost thought about telling him the truth for just a second, but she couldn't ruin their future. No, she had to do this.

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