Innocence
A/N: Thank you for the reviews and favorites! A lot of people seem to like this story, and I'm glad because I don't think I've put this much into any other story, hell even I frickin love it.
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The words you wrote are from lessons you've unlearned about who you are inside- Wave Goodbye by Framing Hanley
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Kakashi slammed Sakura against the wall. His hands taunting the curves of her ass, pulling and tugging at the hem of her shirt until it was over her head and out of the way. She whimpered near silently at his aggression, but carried on the act, assaulting his mouth with her lips and tongue and teeth.
He nipped at her lips and moved greedily from her mouth to her ear, his tongue swiping over the sensitive skin before tugging at the lobe with his sharp teeth. He groaned as she let out a long breathy moan.
Her fingers pulled his hair, tugging at the grey strands. She needed something to hold onto, because his shirt was long lost in the stairwell of the apartment complex.
He lifted her, their centers meeting as she wrapped her legs around his waist. He sucked at her pressure point, nipping and licking over the skin, but making sure he didn't leave a mark on the exposed area.
She moaned against his shoulder, biting down when he rolled his hips against hers. Her teeth pierced his skin and she could taste his blood. It was metallic and salty, and made her wince. She wasn't very keen on the taste of it.
He could feel blood trickling down his back, and he groaned as she removed her teeth from his shoulder. She made him hard, made him want to fuck her into oblivion and back again.
Everything about her turned him on, her smell, the sounds she made, the way she moved, the way she walked, the innocent air about her that she still carried when she wasn't with him or downing drinks at the bar. Her virginity had nothing to do with her innocence.
He loved when she was wild and crazy, biting and snarling for more. He loved when she wasn't acting like horny animal. He loved her.
Realization hit him and he nearly sank to his knees. Had it not been for the woman in his arms grinding against him he was sure he would have. He couldn't love her, he abstained from that word. It was like a plague, following you at every corner until you were reduced to nothing by it; it was what woke him in the night, it was what he checked under his bed for to make sure it hadn't followed him home and still yet, the woman he loved was grinding her naked body against his.
He cursed and moved away from the wall carrying her in his arms, his teeth dragging along the curve of her shoulder before her back hit the bed. He crawled over top of her, his lips meshing with hers as they both fought for dominance; Uke and Seme.
His hand found her wrists and pinned them above her head, the other slipping fingers inside of her. She writhed and cried out his name against his lips, her hips bucking wildly.
God, she needed him inside of her.
"God you are so fucking slow!" she whined, hissing as his teeth raked the valley between her breasts. He was teasing her! She didn't like being teased, she liked being the tease.
He looked up at her, his eyes glazed and dark, mad with lust, "Stop your bitching, woman."
"Make me!" She snarled, struggling to pull her hands free from his larger one's grasp. She hated that he was stronger than her, and at this point she wasn't really in the mood to use chakra, she couldn't focus enough to.
She felt him pull his hand away from her weeping center and whimpered at the loss of stimulation, his free hand coming up to cover her mouth.
"I will." He retorted callously in her ear, hissing as his blunt head entered her with one slow roll of his hips.
He watched as her eyes rolled back in her head and she moaned against his hand. The beseeching noise echoed in his ears as he pulled back and entered her again, pushing him to the hilt. She cried out his name when his hand left to hold him up.
"Kakashi!"
Sakura sobbed at the pained pleasure, and cried out incoherently as his mouth closed over a distended nipple. He sucked, and circled it with his tongue before nipping it and scraping his teeth over it.
He moved to its waiting twin, giving it the same tortured pleasure he had its sister. He entered her with fast paced rolled and jerks of his hips. She was screaming, wanting more.
"This what you want, baby?" He said harshly. He knew what he wanted, and he had it.
She exploded as he lifted her legs and pushed her knees to her shoulders, colors danced in front of her eyes. He hit that spot that made her body melt over and over again as he fucked her wildly.
She felt dirty as a string of curses left her mouth that would make even Tsunade blush. She felt Kakashi twitch inside her; he had a thing for talking dirty, and being talked dirty to.
He hissed as she constricted around his cock and swore to the high heavens. He thrust into slowly then, dragging out her orgasm as long as he could with out coming himself. He released her hands and they went to his hair, pulling at the grey strands. He could hear her grinding her teeth, trying so hard not to scream. Her hands smoothed down his back before clawing back up to his shoulders. He knew he was bleeding now, he'd felt her break the skin and scratch her way up his back, and he absolutely love it.
Sakura screamed out in pleasure as he spanked her, over and over again. He was so damned close; he needed her to come with him.
Her grip on his hair tightened and he knew he'd pushed her to the edge once again, he came with her this time, thrusting and jerking as his seed filled her.
She howled as his teeth sank into her skin above her right breast, piercing the skin with his sharp canines. He snarled as she writhed beneath him, her orgasm rocking her to the core.
He was panting trying to recover when she came down from her high. She pushed him to the side and they lay there in silence, trying to catch their breaths.
Sakura listened as his breathing slowed and became shallow; she looked over not surprised to find him asleep, his arm thrown over his eyes to keep out the light from her alarm clock. She sighed, and soon found herself drifting off as well.
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Sakura rubbed her palms against her arms, trying to warm herself against the harsh March wind. She should have grabbed a coat or at least a sweater, but it occurred to her a little too late. Sighing, Sakura trudged on, thankful that it wasn't raining; because that was the only thing she had to pick her up.
After Kakashi had left last night, she'd broken down and cried; sobbing for a lost cause in her heart. He didn't love her, not the way she wanted him too and whiles the sex was great, it didn't do enough to soothe her aching and needing. It didn't give her the comfort she needed.
She'd thought about taking a day to relax at the bathhouses, but decided against it. She had bruises and teeth marks, wounds she couldn't heal from her night with Kakashi. She'd heard somewhere that a Hatake was known to claim his woman by leaving his mark above one of the female's breast; rumor also had it that they only did it once.
It was ironic. She didn't feel like his woman.
He was right. She didn't know what she was getting into.
"Hey, Forehead!" Ino called from behind, running up to meet her friend.
Sakura turned to the blonde and smile, "hey, Ino." She murmured, not in the talking mood. To be honest, she didn't mind the company, she didn't feel like being alone, but she didn't feel like talking either.
"I was looking for you, you know. You're a hard girl to find when I need you." Ino smiled and threw her arm over Sakura's shoulders, pretending not to notice the wince on her friend's side of the embrace.
Sakura just smiled and nodded.
Ino smiled back, "I was wondering if you wanted to stay at my place tonight, it's been a long time since we had a girl's night. I was thinking I'd invite you and Hinata, and TenTen if she's not busy."
Sakura thought about it. She didn't want to be alone, she didn't want sex tonight, and Kakashi wasn't stupid enough to drag her away from her closest friends. She wrapped her arm around Ino's shoulders, "Yeah, sounds like fun."
"Good. Milk or Dark chocolate?"
"Dark."
"You are my best friend!" Ino squealed with delight as she hugged Sakura. Sakura returned the hug, lightly. "I'll see you tonight, Forehead?"
Sakura nodded with a smile, "Yup." watching as Ino ran off into the crowded streets, no doubt to get chocolate and a good movie. That's what she needed, a night with the girls. She could relax, do her nails, her hair and act girly.
She hugged her arms around her and continued walking. Hoping her feet knew where they were going because her head didn't.
Sakura wasn't surprised when she came out in front of the cenotaph, but she was surprised that Kakashi wasn't standing in front of it. Perhaps that was for the best, it wasn't beyond them to fuck in a field, and it wouldn't be beyond them to do it again.
She shuddered at the thought and dropped in front of the stone, sitting because she figured she'd be there for a while. She didn't mind, it was always peaceful in field three. Team seven seemed to be the only team that used it nowadays; it was kind of their trademark in a way. It had always been their field. Even with Sasuke gone and out of the picture that didn't change. It had been kakashi's training field before he'd achieved Jounin status, and it had been Minato's and Jiraiya's before that. It had a history.
She smiled, thinking about their first time out in the field. Naruto had gone and gotten himself tied to a pole and Sasuke had been buried alive. She was so pathetic back then fawning and crooning over the Uchiha heir like a child, so much so that she wasn't much help…ever.
Now she'd gone and fawned over Kakashi and look where she was now. His sex toy and he was hers. Nothing more.
She pulled her knees up to her chest as it started thundering, and rain fell lightly upon the open field. It reminded her of when she and the boys had tried to de-mask Kakashi and she'd watched him in the rain, and he'd been smart enough to place a decoy, the bastard.
Who was she anymore? She wasn't that stupid fan girl but she wasn't exactly the dominatrix Kakashi made her feel like. She felt…stupid in a sense, she didn't know who or what she was anymore. Just, Sakura.
Kakashi adjusted his perch in the tree, hiding his book from the rain and getting a better position to watch her. He'd been reading when she'd showed up, and he'd watched her since. Her body language told him she was hurting, and upset.
He had a pretty good estimation why.
He was so stupid. She wasn't his to take, and she wasn't his to claim but now she belonged to him. Members of the Hatake family only marked once and that particular woman would remain that man's to the ends of time. He remembered how aggressive his father was around other men when it came to his mother, and Kakashi already knew he could and would be that way for the woman sitting in his spot at the cenotaph.
He silently apologized to her. For claiming what wasn't his to claim. He sighed; he would never look at another woman again the way he did Sakura. She was his woman now. His subconscious had claimed her as his mate, and he fucking hated it.
He'd woken up early this morning and sat up groggily but when he'd realized exactly what that mark on her chest meant he'd not only did a double take twice he'd about pissed himself. He knew full ant well what that mark meant and he couldn't believe it was she that he'd marked. He loved her, he knew that, but mating? It was crazy. He found his pants and booked it out of her room like the coward he was, to damn ashamed to admit that he'd marked her as his own.
Stupid Hatake genetics. Stupid Kakashi.
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Sakura sat on the couch next to Hinata, and helped her undo the thick braid Hanabi and put it up in this morning.
"God, how do you keep your hair so soft?" Sakura asked, running her fingers through the silk locks of hair. She remembered when her hair was as long as Hinata's, before Kakashi before everything back when she'd loved Sasuke more than anything. She hadn't known true love back then, and she was fairly sure she didn't know it yet.
"Rinse, Lather and repeat?" the Hyuga shrugged with a smile, "Thanks."
"No problem." Sakura nodded, "I saw you with Kiba the other day how's he doing since the accident?"
Kiba had been training in the mountains with Akamaru when he'd slipped and fallen on a wet ledge from all the rain. He'd busted a tibia, and fractured his ankle in six places, needless to say he couldn't wait to get back out and train again.
Ino came in from the kitchen and sat down in the lazy chair next to the couch, daiquiri in hand. She'd already changed into her pajamas, a simple tank and a pair of shorts that could pass as underwear.
"Fairly well, He's still limping, but he's doing better."
"Mmm, that's good."
"So, what are you doing nowadays when you're not in the office, Forehead?" Ino inquired coolly, sipping at her strawberry daiquiri, feigning interest in the color of the clear straw.
Sakura shrugged, not wanting to tell Hinata and Ino that she'd been fucking her ex-sensei, whilst they beat eachother senseless for their own pleasure. Yeah, that'd go over great with her best friends.
She could lie and say something like he was her new gay best friend, but that wouldn't go over so well, Ari was a cousin of Ino's and Kakashi wasn't exactly the 'flaming' type. Ari's gay-dar was never wrong and Kakashi wasn't gay.
"Oh, just, you know… hanging around." She answered, trying to not let her nerves show through.
Hinata nodded, "I saw you with Kakashi-san the other day. You're with him a lot lately."
Sakura sighed and watched as Hinata finished brushing through her long, black hair before saying something, "Yeah, we've been training a lot lately." It could be considered training…
"A lot more than usual." Ino added. "Sai said you two were acting funny together the other night and that you were both injured. There are limits to training, you know." She said, finishing off her drink.
Whether Sakura liked to admit it or not, they were more perceptive in these kinds of things than they let on. Hell they probably already knew her secret. Sakura felt tears in her eyes at the thought of her and Kakashi.
Last night had been a turning point when she'd come to realize what he'd done to her.
"I don't know what to do, guys." Sakura sobbed, "I'm at my wits end!" She fell into Hinata's arms and welcomed the warmth and comfort the girl offered. Ino was soon at her other side, and all three girls sat on Ino's small sofa.
Ino ran a hand up and down Sakura's back, and cooed that it would be alright. "It'll be fine, girl. What's going on between you two?"
Sakura sat up and wiped her eyes with the back of her hand, "I've been…we…" she fought back another sob, "I slept with Kakashi."
Silence filled the air, save for Sakura's occasionally sniffle. Ino and Hinata exchanged glances of surprise. They'd assumed something was up, not exactly them as fuck-buddies, but something.
"Did he hurt you?"
The rosette shook her head, 'No, not really. I…" She stuttered over her words. She hadn't really planned on telling them, the words just slipped out. She breathed in deeply, pulling herself together, regaining her composure "I just…I don't know what to do. We aren't a couple, but we aren't nothing either."
Hinata wrapped her arms over Sakura's shoulder, "Well, that explains some. Do you want to talk about it?"
"We're sadomasochists." Sakura replied dryly. There it was out, their big secret was known. "There isn't much to talk about."
"So he did hurt you!" Ino growled.
"Not in the sense you're implying."
Ino nodded in understanding, "So you guys get off on being beat and beating eachother?"
"Pretty much. There's a limit to what happens, but that's the general idea of it."
"Oh, honey" Ino's arms flew around the rosette in comfort, "He was your first wasn't he?"
She nodded and rested her head against the blonde's shoulder.
"So you guys are sleeping together, look at Iruka and Anko. It's if your happy that matters…"Hinata sighed, "Umm, There's this thing going around that when a Hatake finds their mate, in a sense of words, that they mark them_"
"Above the breasts, I know." She had the mark to prove that statement true. She'd thought it was just a simple bite until the morning after and he was gone. How could she have been so stupid to not realize it at first?
Ino swallowed hard, "So did he mark you?" Everyone knew that Kakashi's mate was yet to be found. It would be all over the news that the Hatake heir was mated, as the family's terms so kindly put it.
Sakura inhaled sharply, "Yeah."
Mating made it sound so scientific. It was more like a commitment thing that the family had to one person in particular.
"Oh my god…" Hinata breathed. Sympathy raced through her like lighting racing from the sky to the ground. She wanted to help, but Sakura was Kakashi's mate. She could never be with another without Kakashi going berserk and rampaging. Mating was triggered by a chemical response, a rise in testosterone because of the reaction to a particular female's pheromones. The Hatake family had senses that showed out even the Inuzuka clan's.
"S'a good thing I bought lots of chocolate then, huh?" Ino intoned, trying to lighten the mood. Tomorrow she was going to have a little chit-chat with Mr. Hatake, and he was going to listen.
Sakura and Hinata let out loud laughs followed by Ino's loud giggles.
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Ino sat in the flower shop across from the tea hut Kakashi had a habit of visiting daily. She was going to give the Copy Ninja a piece of her mind and then some. Who the hell did he think he was, marking Sakura as his mate? She wasn't some piece of meat he bought at the farmer's market, and she sure as hell didn't belong to any man.
She smirked when she caught a glimpse of grey entering the shop. Right on time, she mused. She had the bastard now and she was going to make sure he knew where he stood with Sakura Haruno because nobody messed with her best friend and got away with it.
She marched out the door, and flipped over a sign that said, 'back in fifteen' but she had a feeling that it would take a lot longer than that.
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A/N: Thanks for the reviews guys. They mean a lot, and a lot of them are really helpful. Thank you.
I've brought Ino and Hinata in on Sakura's side since Kakashi's got Genma. Sai is just his own side. Hinata is open with the girls but that's pretty much it. Still Hinata. Ino is still obnoxious and ditzy whiny blonde. She didn't change much either.
I think this is the longest lemon I've written, and definitely the most graphic. Probably my best too. I think I did pretty damn well. Yay me.