Authors Note:
So so so sorry. OMG I haven't updated in AGES. There is 3 issues to address here in this A/N. Issue 1: God guys I feel like major guilt right now, and to top it off this chapter is pretty dull. A filler. So I really am so sorry to all supporters and URGHHHHH... I feel so sad. So yeah "Im sorry!". I really am. But I'm also so thankful to my 13 reviews on both CHAPTER 3 AND THE PREVIEW. I LOVE YOU GUYS! So a shout out to:
justtep, ashes2dust18, .x, gropherluv, ari222, sassynoles, Alyssachica, thatxbaseballxgirl, babyanne116, vampiresam95 AND cuteorama. Thank you guys :)
Right issue 2, I know a lot of you wanted ADRIANS POV but I decided to do that for next chapters POV instead. Once you've read this chapter you should understand why.I'm also sorry to people who wanted JANINES POV but I'm saving that for later on ;) Sorry...
Issue 3, as .x pointed out Adrian Hathaway didn't sound right. So I changed it to Ivashkov again. He's just not royal or moroi. Sorry for any confusion its just better :)
Rated:Rated T due to slight vulgar language. Thank -you x
Disclaimer:
The author Richelle Mead owns the Vampire Academy universe. Role Reversal is a Vampire Academy Fan Fiction story and it is not intended to infringe on any copyrightsheld by Richelle Mead or Razor Bill Company. Richelle Mead is the creator of the Vampire Academy characters, however this story is my original work. Copyright 2011 bySk8terGirl Xx. No copying orreproduction of this work is permitted without my express written authorization.
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Chapter 4:
I stared at him wondering if his name should ring some bell in my mind. The way he said it with so much pride I would of thought he might a be a damn Zeklos. For obvious reasons he wasn't, firstly he would properly be sticking his hands down my top right now. Sick perverts. I shuddered inwardly at the though of the last Zeklos I was involved with, lets just say it wasn't pretty. I stared back at the beautiful guy in front of me and confirmed that he was a dhamphir and his name wasn't royal. I didn't have anything against dhampirs/Guardians. On the other hand, my mother did. So I secretly hoped she didn't come storming out here and discover me and him like this. God only knows how bad she would react, but let me tell you it wouldn't be pretty. Something along the lines of "so this is your new shag - eh? Can you stoop any lower?" Yeah she's a bitch.
I was staring back up at the star covered sky lost in my thoughts of my mother. When I suddenly remembered Adrian was still standing next to me waiting for my reply. I studied him again and decided to just settle for small talk.
"Guess your for that school, St. Vladmims?" I tried to remember the name of the school and just went with what sounded close to what my father had said. He smirked at me and said,
" Yeah, I'm from St. Vladimir. Where are you from you look to old to still be in school", He enfisized the school's name as he corrected me and I vaguely realize he's being a little nosy.
"I'm on holiday here with my Mother and Father and there Guardians" He raised his eyebrows at my statement. Also the hatred I put into the word 'mother'.
"Haven't you got your own guardians? Most royals do especially one's as famous as you, Rose" Having fully faced me now, I looked him over again. Whoa. He really is hot. Answering automatically as I still stare at his rock hard abs.
"No, My mother prefers that she has my guardians. Something about her safety is in a lot more risk than mine. It infuriates me though cause she only uses them as far guards. You would think that a mum would be more interested in there daughters well being than there own but Nooooooo. It's all about her, her and Oh don't forget... Her!" I mutter angrily. Seeming taken aback by my words, Adrian just stares at me as I ramble on. "Then she goes into a fit when my mood boils over because of the darkness. God I really do hate spi..."
I trail off realizing that I was about to reveal my biggest ever secret which even my father's oblivious to. I had already said to much when I mentioned the darkness. Damn Rose! How can you be so stupid. I glance up at Adrian daring to read his expression. He looked... Shocked, confused and frustrated. Aw hell.
"D-Darkness...?" He stuttered. I just nodded needing to stop with the lie's for a little bit. Seeming to pale quite a lot, he looked on the edge of collapsing. I open my mouth to compel him to forget what I had just admitted to. I didn't want him to think of me as a freak or experiment. But as I started to utter the words my mother's shrill voice broke through the glass doors.
"Rose! Rose!"
A look of distress over came my face as Janine Mazur came stomping through the French doors and over to me. Totally ruining my plans to erase Adrian's memory. But I wasn't really surprised, she ruins everything.
"Get your ass back to your suite me and your father need to talk to you about your problem" She sneered at me as if she could really stop me if I just walked away now.
"Problem...? My problems you Mother," I say incredulously. I felt my anger boil and I was barley holding back a punch to her jaw or something. Trying not to glance at her aura knowing it would properly push me over the edge, I just stood there with a blank expression on my face. Janine gaped at me before glaring.
"How dare you," She backhanded me across my face" How dare YOU, get your slutty drunken being up to your suite or else..." Her voice raised into new extremes as she screamed about how she would annihilate the family name from me. As if I care. I just stare at her a few moments longer before I stiffly walked away, always aware of Adrian's presence and hoping that if I left she wouldn't get him involved. I heard my mother huff before following me through the doors. As I made my way up the Lodges stairs I knew I was in for one hell of a lecture.
The next day I awoke with a killer headache. You would think that with all my drinking and such I would be used to hangovers. Nope. The pressure behind my eyes were so intense I could barley lift my eyelids; My throat was so dry and felt like sandpaper; My temples throbbed painfully and I'm pretty sure I looked like Hell. I groaned as I Attempted to roll out of bed and landed on the cold hard floor of my bedroom. I crawled over to my bathroom and clawed my way into a standing position. Reaching blindly for the shower I yanked the handle just wanting to hear the sound of the water. As I started to hear the drops of water hit the double shower's floor I started to undress,grab some painkillers and water, down them then hop into the scolding water. My muscle's immediately relaxed and my shoulders sagged as the fauigue of the past night ran down the drain with the water, making me feel I as finished I wrapped a towel round myself and dried off. Putting on some clean sweats identical to the one's I wore previously and pulled a superdry hoodie over my head. Knowing but not caring, that Moroi can get very easily ill, I went out onto my balcony with my still drenched hair. The bitter weather felt worse and matched my crappy mood. I really hated my mother with some dark deep passion, which I couldn't blame on spirits darkness. Sigh. Spirit... It was getting more pronounced, harder to control. Last night after my mums tiresome rant, I had so much darkness present I drunk one bottle of vodka and one and a half of Russian Vodka once I realized that the simple Vodka didn't hit the spot. Ergo the headache and black and blue bags adoring both my eyes.I looked out across at a frozen pond and watched as a laughing blonde girl and boy with very dark emo hair skated around on it. Grinning and giggling as they slipped over
and landed on eachother, they gently kissed. I looked away as my heart ripped as I remembered that I was just some slut and I would never have an easy relationship like
theirs. My heart bled as I thought over how I had mucked up over the years, and regret every one. I then thought back to the hot guy I met the night before. This time
though, my heart gave a jump of joy and a pang of... Longing? I remembered his smooth skin, vibrant eyes and shaggy hair and decided to go see if I could find him. ' To
apologize' I thought, 'for just leaving so rudely last night, nothing else.'.
But even as I assured my self of that I noticed that my heart had sped up and I was sweating. I was nervous. Why? I have no clue. But I did know that my heart was screaming to go find him then and there and my mind was screaming for me to wait until later that night. I choose the latter, deciding that I better relive my tense muscle sand put on some more decent clothing, then I would go see Adrian.I jogged down the stairs to the lobby 10 minutes later. I searched for the desk and Booked a massage for five minutes. As I was lead into the Spa and told to remove my
clothing, I smiled as I thought that I wasn't removing them to add to my Whore reputation. No, It was innocently what is acquired for people to have a massage. As I looked
around for the massages a EXTREMELY fit damper guy came through the door. His looks were mind blowing. Not like Adrian mind blowing. Like perfect none blemished
mind blowing. Don't get me wrong he's not my type, he's to perfect, but he was fit, I'd give him that. He had nothing on Adri- Wait, what? Why am I comparing him to Adrian? God am I obsessed or what? I shook out of my 'obsessing' and smile warmly at the guy. He smiled a cute smile back and gestured for me to lie down. I did as told and relaxed as my mind became clouded in fatigue. Throughout the experience I spoke with the dhampir which I found out was named Ambrose. He told me all about how he never wanted to become a guardian and how his aunt Rhonda can tell the future. Personally I didn't believe in that stuff but I don't really think much is impossible now.
I enjoyed my massage, thanked Ambrose for it and paid, then left to get ready to meet Adrian. I entered my suite and through on some skinny jeans and a fleecy jacket. It fitted to my shape and I loved it. Also it was warm which was an added bonus. Instead of wearing my massive fluffy boot I through on some navy converse and a thick pair of socks. I sighed as I put on some heavy mascara and light foundation and eyeliner. I hope I'm not to undressed to him. Why do I care? I ask myself as I stare at my face and get disgust in myself as I realized I must just want to fuck him or something as vulgar as that. I sighed heavily and glanced at my reflection once more. Seeming satisfied I left
the suite, locked the door and headed towards the balcony. Hoping that he was heart was rapidly pounding against my rib cage as I stared through the glass doors and onto the balcony at him. Adrian. He was wearing causal jeans and a leather jacket which was unzipped. Underneath a tight white shirt was showing his clearly visible six pack, sneakers were on his feet as her shuffled back and forth on the spot. His feeling seemed to of matched mine as I noticed him ringing his hands together. I toke a breath and stepped through the threshold. My footfalls alerted him of my presence as he spun around with a skill and agility I wasn't ready for. Of course I shouldn't be surprised, he is a guardian in training. But the speed he spun around in shocked me so much I slid on the ice,causing me to fall backwards. I closed my eyes in anticipation to the rushing floor. Knowing I was going to meet it soon. After a few seconds I realized the floor was no longergoing to meet my face, I was in someone's arms and I still had my eyes closed. I slowly reopened my eyes and was met with a pair of bright green ones. Adrian.
Please don't be mad at me but that is IT. I'm sooo sorry but I just couldn't get into writing this story this week. Next chapter should be up in around 5 days. Sorry XD
P.s. I apologize if Most of this chapters sentences are spaced out. My Fanfiction is mucking up, hopfully ill be able to fix it later. Better have a update that no update - eh?