Hello everyone who are reading this story. I am sorry that this chapter is short but I plan it this way, I think. I'm shall to make the next chapter longer than this one. Hope you enjoy it and thanks for reading.
Chapter 4 Kaoru's day off
The next morning was odd because Hikaru wanted me to stay home. I didn't understand but I did it anyway. I layer on the bed, wondering why Hikaru didn't want me at school. I want to go to ask Tamaki about his songs.
I was wondering too hard that it made my head hurt. I tried to not think about it but it wouldn't leave my mind. I decide to call Milord instead. As the phone rang, I thought of what to say. He answers it which I didn't think he would because of school.
"Hey milord, how are you?" I said still thinking how to put across what I wanted to say.
"Kaoru, are you alright? You're not at school," he was whispering. I guess he was in class or something. "I shouldn't be talking to you," his words sounded sad.
"I want to know about your songs," I quickly said before he hanged up on me, "Who are your songs from." He didn't answer but sighed and hanged up. I wasn't shall why he didn't answer me but that was the case in any things.
I called Kyoya after that and said, "Kyoya please help. I needed to know who Tamaki's songs are about." Kyoya said to listen to the songs again and listen well.
I did as he said, listening to one that he was singing in. It was named Lovers demon. His singing was wonderful and I forgot to listen carefully so I tried again.
I can't touch you, can't feel next to me. My heart is lost in darkness waiting for your light. Your angel's light to safe my life, my soul, my heart. I will never leave your side for ever and never aside.
*Je vous aime mon garçon de démon. J'aime vos yeux, vos cheveux orange, votre belle peau. Comment je vous veux ainsi mon garçon de démon d'un et seulement vous. Vous n'êtes rien comme l'autre bébé; vous êtes celui que je veux, celui je dois rester par mon côté.*
I didn't understand it so he was singing in French I guess.
*(I love you my demon boy. I love your eyes, your orange hair, your beautiful skin. How I want you so my demon boy of one and only you. You're nothing like the other baby; you are the one I want, the one I need to stay by my side.)*
I can't touch you, can't feel next to me. My heart is lost in darkness waiting for your light. Your angel's light to safe my life, my soul, my heart. I will never leave your side for ever and never aside.
The song wasn't that long but many of them were the same. It was odd and I didn't understand who he was singing about. I listen to another that only had words at the end.
My heart sings to you when you are closer to me. You're beautiful inside and out. My demon; my love.
I hadn't heard this song before, it was new and I thought about it a lot because of the words. 'You're beautiful inside and out' Tamaki had said it to me once before. He called me Demon so why would he use it in songs. Why would he be sad in his songs and the songs maybe be about me.
I didn't understand why Tamaki would do this but then I thought back to how Hikaru has been acting. I put everything together and got the answer. Hikaru knew Tamaki likes me and Tamaki likes me. Why wouldn't he tell me? I was anger but happy it was like a different feeling all together.
I put up my phone and thought about calling Hikaru but then I didn't. If it was true and I told Hikaru, I might not be allowed to school ever again. I layer on the bed and thought that it was a bit mush that Hikaru would keep me off school.
I decided not to stay in that room but the room next door. I tried to sleep but I couldn't and it didn't help when Hikaru got in. He ran to the side on the bed and looked into my eyes, "Kaoru are you ok?"
I turned to face away from him. I didn't want to see him if he couldn't tell me what anything. I knew he would be mad but I just needed some time alone with my thoughts.
It did help when Hikaru climbed into to bed, just to keep an eye on me. I kicked him and told him that I needed one night alone for once. I hated the look on his face but it had to be done.
Sorry its taking so long to write. I'm doing others stories.
