Hello people of the world. This chatper is short too but I believe its because I have know ideas for the end.
Chapter 5
The next day before Hikaru got up; I quick got ready and ran to school. I thought it was a good idea because Hikaru couldn't tell me to stay home. I ran all the way there and to the club room. It was very early so I was shall no one were be there. I opened the door to the sound of Tamaki playing a song. At the end of the song he said something in French.
I clapped and said, "That was beautiful but what did you say." I stepped front as Tamaki stood up.
"It was something I wanted to say to someone," Tamaki looked at the floor as he said that, it was like he was hiding something.
"Milord, why doesn't it feel like you are hiding something from me," Tamaki looked up at me. I was angry at Hikaru for not telling me things but I was angrier at Tamaki right now, "Milord! I want to know right now what it going on."
"Kaoru I can't," Tamaki said all shy. I didn't car; I wanted to know, I needed to know what the hell is going on.
I scream with all my rages and I was in his face, "TAMAKI! Tell me now!" I was breathing heavily as Tamaki looked away. It didn't work nothing was working.
For some reason tears fall from my eyes, I didn't notice until Tamaki said, "Kaoru." He placed his hand on my cheeks. He looked so worry about me like I worry about Hikaru.
"You're Hikaru's, not mine. Not my love, his" I looked into his eyes after what he just said. My crying didn't stop until a light soft kiss was place on my lips. I couldn't believe his lips were on mine.
It feel nice, it was different from Hikaru. It was better but I don't like Tamaki that way. This is why Hikaru didn't want me near him.
"Kaoru, I love you so much," Tamaki said smiling at me with the happiest smile I ever seen. I was doing the same but I didn't know why. "I sorry," He was apologetic for something he couldn't help.
I didn't know what to say back and words just fall out of my mouth, "You're fine with Hikaru and I being together like that, we are brothers after all."
He hugged by his arms round my neck, it was so warm, "Love is a funny thing and we couldn't help it."
I started crying again and placed my hands on his back. In the moment, my heart skip a beat, I was shall about it. I wanted to still like this for a long time, longer than everything I wanted. It was weird.
We heard the door so jumped away from each other. Hikaru walked in, more like stormed in. He went straight to Tamaki, hitting his face then grabber me to leave.
I looked back until we got outside the room. Hikaru looked at me then hugged me, "Kaoru I love you."
"Hikaru, I know you do," I reassure him. This was because I was with Tamaki.
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We didn't go to the host club because I thought it was best. Hikaru and I went to a quiet lonely place to talk. Hikaru started, "Kaoru I'm sorry that I'm taking you by my side."
"What are you talking about I want to be with you," I smiled at him but he saw right through. He always saw straight through me every time.
"You like milord..." He pause to take a breath, "I love you but I'm not going to let you hurt over me and milord. Please pick one of us and I don't care as long as you are love, because I'm your brother and because I love you so mush."
He had stand up for that then ran off afterwards, leaving me to think. I couldn't think; my head hurt and I didn't want to leave Hikaru alone in our world. I decide to go home, to bed.
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At home, I thought about what Hikaru said and what Tamaki said and tried to know my feels. In the end, my head hurt so much that I fall asleep. When I wake up, I sighed because of my dream. I was had a dream about Hikaru but this time it was Tamaki.
He was so hot and it feeler so good and real. My heart was beating so fast and my face was bright red. It was a dream so he wouldn't be like that in real life, right. I was confuse about all so it but one.
I did love Tamaki, and I might love him more than Hikaru. I knew now that I couldn't be with Hikaru in any way but being brothers.
Tell me what you think, bye some now
