Disclaimer and warning: See chapter 1.

Previously – In book 1 "iLifestyle," Carly, Sam, and Freddie had several erotic/flirtatious/sensual experiences. Freddie tells Carly and Sam that he is a nudist and is very submissive to women. Freddie asked Carly to be his Domme, she said yes. In book 2 "iScene," Mrs. Benson had her first Domme training class with Carly. Carly and Freddie sleep together and had their first scene/sex acts. In book 3 "iCommit," Carly and Freddie had a collaring ceremony. That night they lost their virginity to each other. It's a now a month later and this weekend, Goddess Carly is testing Freddie to see how submissive he is, and how far they can go with that part of their relationship. Melanie, Sam, Shelby, Wendy, and Tasha arrived and Chef Sonia prepared Freddie for dinner. The girls have a CFNM party with Freddie as the centerpiece and Carly demonstrates her control over Freddie. It's now the morning after the party.

Chapter 4

iPass

Sunday morning, 18 September 2011

Relationship Day 114

I wake up and slide out of my bed, naked, and walk to my bedroom windows to watch as the golden rays of the sun just start to shine above the horizon and between the buildings of Seattle. Yesterday, Freddie performed better than I hoped. I have never known a man who would go through so much just to please me. I now know that he has given himself completely to me.

Freddie quietly comes up behind me and he put his arms around my waist and pulls me close and holds me tight for a moment, then kisses me softly on the neck.

I turn around in his arms and I place my hands on his chest. For the first time this weekend, I am nervous. I put Freddie through a lot and he had little idea as to the plans I had for him. I am concerned that I had pushed him too far. I look up into his eyes.

He whispers, "Thank you Goddess. I had fun serving you and the girls."

I smile at him. A warn feeling develops inside me as Freddie thanks me, but my mind drifts to some of the things I did to him. Making him do all the work this weekend, setting him up for a spanking, the bondage, and showing him off. I ask him, "Am I a bad person?"

Freddie immediately answers, "Of course not Goddess, you're not a bad person. Why would you even ask that?"

I wasn't sure myself. "Well, I like seeing you naked, seeing you tied down, doing whatever I say," I giggle a little despite my worried mood, "when I embarrassed you when I took control and put your sex on display in front of the girls. I feel ashamed of myself after being such a bitch to you."

Freddie struggles for a second. "Please Goddess, you have no reason to feel ashamed of yourself and you were nowhere as mean to me as Sam has been in the past," he finally says. "It's hard to explain as I don't truly understand it myself, but I meant it when I say I enjoy serving you, and the scene in front of Melanie … was .. for . her benefit. I hope she uses you as a role model."

I am getting excited by the thoughts that Freddie is trying to express. I then think of what's best for him, the future of our relationship, and spending the rest of my life with him. Part of my brain thinks that if I want to keep him, I have to remember that he has wants and he needs to feel important. As much fun as yesterday was, I decide that I would never publicly use him. He was too important to be degraded. I sigh as I think about some of the things we will not be doing.

"Goddess, I thought it was obvious that I was enjoying the experience."

"But I was amusing myself at the expense of your dignity, and while I was watching you last night, I starting feeling guilty."

The silence grew loud as he thinks about his answer. "Goddess … you have no reason to feel guilty. I would be proud to kneel naked next to you on the next iCarly show and tell the world that I am completely devoted to you," he blurts out.

I shook my head, "Our relationship is too special for me to use you to impress other people. I don't think my conscience would let me embarrass you in front of strangers."

"I'm sorry Goddess, but I am having a hard time explaining my thoughts," he pauses as he looks at my worried face. "When you make me do things, I feel like I'm proving my devotion to you." He pauses and gently takes my hands and kisses the back of each, "and being controlled by you makes me incredible horny."

I'm starting to get the feeling that I can keep Freddie and play our games. "To make sure we understand," I said directly, "during our scenes, and within our rules, you will allow me to do things that normally would be embarrassing or humiliating to you?"

Freddie blushes and nods, "Yes Goddess," he said firmly. Then he starts considering how I might be feeling, "Unless you don't want…"

I smile as my guilt disappears, "I want to." I stand on my toes and give him a not so tender kiss, and hug him tight. I feel his penis rising along my inter-thigh. I reach down and grab it with my hand. "No Freddie. You have a few more things to do this morning before I reward you. First thing is that you will make yourself presentable for the girls, and then make breakfast for everyone."

With a smile on his face and excitement in his voice, "Yes Goddess!"

I watch him as he skips out of my bedroom, and into the bathroom. I hear the shower turn on, and the water pattering against the shower door. After he showers, shaves, and brushes his teeth, he goes downstairs to work on breakfast.

I enter my bathroom, turn on the shower, and I light a few fragrance candles. Their warm glow fills the room as I enter the shower, and the hot water flows over my skin.

After my shower, I change into black short shorts, a bright-red tight-fitting tank-top, tennis shoes, and I put my hair into a ponytail. This will get Freddie's blood pumping. I head downstairs and join the girls for breakfast.

As Freddie cleans up after breakfast, I hug my friends as they leave my home. They were full of "I really enjoyed the dinner and breakfast," "I had a blast," and "Next time, I'm bring my boyfriend" kinds of comments.

I feel Freddie wrap his arms around me. We are finally alone. "Freddie, I am very proud of you and how you performed this weekend. It's time for your reward."

Much later in Freddie's Apartment

I step away from the Freddie's bed and look out his bedroom windows. I quietly tell him, "It's getting late. Your Mom will be home soon." I take a moment to watch the ever-changing orange hues as the sun slowly makes its way down behind skyline of Seattle, "The sky is beautiful this time of the day. I love the colors."

Freddie steps behind me and looks over my shoulder to share the view. I lean to rest my head on his should. Freddie hands circle my waist, and lightly start caressing my stomach. I take in a deep breath and snuggle against him. Freddie's hands move up and his hands softly caress my breasts. I relax for a moments, and enjoy the sensations that he is causing. Before Freddie can get bolder, I twist around in his arms, and wrap my arms around his neck. Rising a bit on my toes, I bring my lips to his for a quick kiss. Despite our recent orgasms, I could feel him stirring again.

"Miss Carly, am I doomed?" he whispers.

Smiling, "Yes."

"Is that a promise, Miss Carly?" he asks.

"That's a promise." That slight stirring turns into full hardness. He presses his hardness against me. I couldn't imagine a more blissful moment than this.

Later in Carly's Apartment

As I re-enter my apartment. I can see Sam eating what looks like a Rotisserie Chicken at the kitchen bar and wearing an oversized black T-shirt with some kind of artwork on the front.

"What'cha doing kiddo?" Spencer shouts out, wearing a blue T-shirt and black jeans and seating on the couch watching TV, as I drop down next to him. "I thought your robe was pink, not white?"

I smile more to myself, before answering, "I was hanging out with Freddie in his apartment, and this is his robe."

Spencer closed his eyes and shook his head to stop himself from giggling, "What did the two of you get into?"

"Spencer!" I say giggle, "I was … rewarding him for helping me this weekend."

Sam yells from the kitchen, "How many times?"

"Well Sam, if you must know! We cuddled on the couch," I start counting using my index finger of my left hand.

Spencer moves as if to ask a question.

"Yes. Freddie wears a condom, and I am taking my birth control pill each morning with breakfast. After watching TV for a while, we made lunch together in the kitchen and he had me up against the refrigerator while the food was cooking." I raise my middle finger. "We ate lunch at the dining room table, and then he ate me on the dining room table." I raise my ring finger. "He did something every interesting with the ice cream. We took a shower." I raise my pinky finger. "You know how Mrs. Benson is about cleanliness, so we cleaned the living room, kitchen, and dining room. We spent the rest of the afternoon and early evening in his bed … room." I stick out my left thumb and raise my index finger of my right hand. "And we had a little dinner ready for Mrs. Benson when she got home a little while ago." I look at my hands and start laughing. "Six times. No wonder I am exhausted." I rest my head on my brother's shoulder.

"Who was rewarding who?" from a surprise sounding Sam.

Spencer answers for me, "Does it matter."

"Thank you Spencer for being so supportive of Freddie and me," I whisper.

"I always will. It's because I love you and I know Freddie loves you and I trust he will always be there for you," he whispers back.

"Thank you Spencer," as I close my eyes to rest for a moment

I hear Sam say, "Spencer, carry her to her bedroom."

"Yes Miss Sam," as my brother picks me up in his arms and carries me upstairs.

Coming next Friday: The next chapter in Carly and Freddie's life will be in the book "iScene." "Freddie. I'm home alone. Can I come over? I get very scared when it storms like this."

Reviewer questions/comments

Hi Boris Yeltsin "Wow. Sounds like you found some good sources for this stuff. I tried sushi before, didn't like how it tasted." I do a lot of research to keep my stories technical accuracy. The "body sushi" idea came from an online news article. I rewrote the all girl party with this idea, and used Chef Sonia (from "iPromote Techfoots") to explain it. Over the last few years, I have spend about 6 weeks in Hawaii working with my co-workers over there, and for lunch I ate whatever takeout meals they got. Those sushi and sashimi meals were delicious and tasted much better than what I can find near my home in the contiguous United States. All the different sushi and sashimi names came from Wikipedia and some online restaurant menus.

Hi sockstar "Sounds like a fun night. And Melanie was funny xD" I originally envisioned the party as a dinner with Freddie as the naked waiter, a sleepover (no sex), and breakfast, but other writers have done sleepovers and with 3818 words, I just implied that it continued as a sleepover. Melanie's job, as the virgin of the group, is to ask questions. I now have a plan to bring her back.

Hi sweetStarre123 "This is a good chapter, but I think that the girls are taking advantage of Freddie's body." Freddie completely trusts Carly to allow her to use his body to show off the Female Domination part of their relationship. The hold scene in front of Melanie is also a show of FemDom. The Clothed Female Naked Male (CFNM) theme has been a running idea throughout the series. The girls know, for all practical purposes, Freddie belongs to Carly, and they respect her enough so they will not do anything to him.

FYI The ultimate surrender game Shelby talked about is based on a real-world hardcore web-site (I am not a member of those types of web-sites), and that is how she got into the story.