When I saw him walk into the room, I felt my heart beat faster and faster, I just looked down, I knew that if I faced him I would end up crying, when he saw me he walked towards me with a big smile on his face.
Shane:' hey mitch.' I didn't answer him, I looked at Caitlyn and whispered something in her ear.
Me to Caitlyn:' I think I will go..' then I walked pass him and left. He grabbed my arm and turned me around.
Shane:' what's wrong mitchie?' I pulled my hand from his and looked into his eyes in so much pain, then I turned around and left. He followed me and he kept calling my name, I just kept walking trying to fight the tears, then as I was walking I bumped into someone, it was mr. brown.
Mr. brown:' what's wrong mitchie?'
Me:' nothing.. nothing mr. brown..' then he saw shane running our way so he knew something was wrong. Shane caught up with me and pulled me from my arm again so that my eyes would be in his eyes.
Shane:' what.. is.. wrong?' I didn't answer, I looked at mr. brown.
Me to mr. brown:' I am sorry for this mr. brown, I think I should go home, I don't want to work here anymore..' mr. brown looked at me surprised, until the day before yesterday I was all over this job! I was so excited and happy, what happened? He wondered but of course he couldn't guess.
Mr. brown:' but why mitchie?'
Me:' I am just.. I am sorry..' then I walked pass mr. brown and ran to my room, shane ran after me, when I finally got to my room, I locked the door behind me and fell to my knees crying, this was the one I love, but he didn't love me back, he broke my heart, that was pain I can't handle, and I can't face him everyday, I HAD to leave camp.
I heard shane knocking on the door, and yelling, which made me cry more!
Shane through the door:' mitchie open up! Mitchie tell me what happened!' I didn't answer.
Shane:' fine mitchie.. but I am going to stay here.. for days if that is what it takes for you to talk to me.. I WON'T leave mitchie.. I won't' I heard him fall infront of the door, hitting his head against the door, all I wanted to do was run away from this place, because if I didn't, I would run to him, and I can't.. I just can't. I heard my phone ringing, it was a text, it was from Caitlyn.
Text:' mitchie, what happened? Is he with you now? Do you need me to come?' I replied to the message.
Reply:' he followed me and now he is infront of my door, but no Caitlyn, I have to face this alone, you take your classes and I'll call you tonight, I love you' she replied back.
Caitlyn's reply:' I love you too, stay strong.'
I sat on my bed trying to stop crying, but it was too hard, I didn't eat for 2 days now, I was so tired. A couple of hours later it was getting late, I looked through the window and shane was still outside.
Me through the door:' shane go to your room..'
Shane:' no mitchie! I have to understand what happened!'
Me:' I don't want to talk.. I just.. I will go home and we'll never see each other again and that would be it! I am tired shane!'
Shane:' of what?'
Me:' of the pain you are causing me! I am tired of you! You are a rock star! Why did you choose me? You have millions of girls would die for you to take them! Why me?'
Shane:' because you are the only girl my eyes see.. you are the only girl my heart would let in! the only girl whose smile lightens up my life! And her pain break my heart to a thousand pieces! Mitchie.. there is nobody else but you!'
I was crying now, but I wiped the tears, opened the door and walked towards shane.
Me:' shane.. you.. the interview..' shane sighed.
Shane:' is that what this is all about?' I nodded. Shane put his arms on my shoulder.
Shane:' my manager.. he told me I had to pretend tess was my girlfriend for a while for publicity, you know, since she is famous and all!'
Me:' shane, you could have told me!'
Shane:' I know.. I am sorry.. I just.. I was scared you'd get it the wrong way!' I nodded then I turned around to go back to my room, but shane grabbed my arm.
Shane:' where are you going?'
Me:' I am going to pack..'
Shane:' what? Still?' I nodded, then I turned around again when shane pulled me again from my arm and this time he pulled me close to him, and I felt his warm body against mine, then he leaned and gave me a kiss, at first I was going to fight it, but his lips on mine, was just meant to be.
I pulled out from the kiss, smiled at him, he smiled back.
Me:' so what now?'
Shane:' I told you.. tess is part of the rock star's life.. but you mitchie.. you are part of my real life!' I smiled.
Me:' but shane.. I can't take this for long.. I mean.. shane the rock star is part of shane the person.. I just can't be with part of you!' he nodded.
Shane:' just for a while mitchie.. I promise..' I smiled at him then he hugged me, I hugged back.
Me:' shane, I still have to tell mr. brown that I am staying..' shane giggled and he walked with me to mr. brown's office, I knocked and we both entered.
Me:' mr. brown.. ' he smiled big at me and I smiled back.
Mr. brown:' tell me you are staying..' I smiled.
Me:' I am.. of course if you agree..' he laughed!
Mr. brown:' of course I agree! The kids would have eaten me alive if you left! They became very fond of you!' I smiled.
Me:' I became very fond of them too, thanks for understanding mr. brown' he nodded, then his eyes were on shane.
Mr. brown to shane:' so it was your fault!' shane giggled.
Shane:' sort of.. well practically it was my manager's fault!' mr. brown giggled and nodded.
Me:' well I think we should go now.' Shane nodded and smiled at mr. brown who smiled back.
Me:' goodnight mr. brown'
Shane:' goodnight uncle!'
Mr. brown:' goodnight kids!' but I was thinking uncle? He said uncle?