Mr. jacob:' well sander, show me some moves!'
Sander:' okay I guess!' then I turn on the radio and never say never by Justin bieber was playing, so sander danced a bit, and made a few steps then mr. Jacob signaled to me to stop the music, I turned off the radio and I had a shocked expression on my face.
Mr. Jacob:' wow!'
Me:' yeah right… wow!' sander laughed a little bit.
Shane:' dude you are amazing!'
Sander:' well thank you very much!' we all giggled.
Mr. Jacob:' well sander, barron and Caitlyn, I want the 3 of you to help me teach another class!' Caitlyn mouth dropped to the floor and I laughed at her sight and so did shane!
Barron:' alright man! Yeah!'
Caitlyn after pulling herself together:' well.. I think it's fine with me too!'
Me:' really? Fine with you?' she giggled and I gave her a hug.
It has been 2 weeks at camp, and 2 more weeks to go, shane and I spent most of our time together, we talked, we laughed, we just felt happy around each other. Then one day I found an unknown number calling me.
Me:' hello?'
Unknown:' mitchie?'
Me:' who is this?'
Unknown:' I am shane's manager.'
Me:' oh okay, how are you?'
Manager:' I am okay, but we need to talk!'
Me:' me and you?'
Manager:' aha, tonight, at the cafeteria?'
Me:' okay I guess.. see you there!' then I hung up. I didn't know whether I should tell shane or not, but I decided to get more details first. I went to meet him at the cafeteria as planned, we sat infront of each other on a table.
Manager:' how are you mitchie?'
Me:' I am a bit anxious to tell you the truth!' he smiled then he gave me a serious look.
Manager:' well I need to talk to you about something very serious, but I know you'll make the right choice!'
Me:' choice? Okay can you please tell me what is it?'
Manager:' mitchie, you are dating shane, and I know you must be happy together..' I smiled.
Manager:' but mitchie, what you don't know, is that it isn't helping shane's career!'
Me:' excuse me?'
Manager:' he is losing fans! And fans won't accept the fact that he has a girlfriend! Especially when she is.. well.. not famous! It would be just bad publicity for him!'
Me:' okay so what do you want me to do?'
Manager:' end it..'
Me:' what?'
Manager:' you know how important his music is to him mitchie! Do you really want to be the reason why his dreams fall apart? Do you want to make him miserable?'
Me:' miserable? Being with me.. makes him miserable?'
Manager:' not being with you.. but being without his fans..' my eyes filled up with tears.
Me:' well why don't you tell him to end it? Why are you asking me?'
Manager:' well because shane would never hurt you… so he wouldn't tell you any of this!'
Me:' okay.. I understood what you are saying.. but I think I am going to go now..'
Manager:' so you'll do it!'
Me:' would you just leave me alone? I need to think! Gosh!' then I ran out of the cafeteria! I kept running with tears in my eyes, until I got to my room, I fell on my bed, and cried my eyes out, I loved shane, so much, but I love him to the extent that I have to let him go! But how? How? I cried myself to sleep that night. I woke up the next morning with a headache and swollen eyes, I brushed my teeth and got dressed, I wore a black dress and a red jacket, and I wore red flip flops, I put on the cap and took a deep breath and walked out of my room. I had singing class, which meant I was assisting shane, I walked to class and waited for him infront of the door, shane saw me and smiled, I couldn't smile back, shane came and sat next to me on the stairs.
Shane:' what is wrong baby?'
Me:' shane.. I need to talk to you..'
Shane:' okay..'
Me:' shane.. you know I love you..' he smiled.
Me:' shane.. I am breaking up with you..'
Shane:' what? Why?'
Me:' I just… I can't really explain now.. but shane.. I .. I am sorry!' then I stood up and walked away, but he grabbed my arm.
Shane:' you atleast owe me an explanation!'
Me:' shane I told you! I can't explain!'
Shane:' you love me?'
Me:' shane.. just..'
Shane:' do you?'
Me:' shane, I won't answer that question! I just.. I have to go now.. shane.. if you need a friend.. I'll be there' then I put both my hands on his face.
Me in a whisper:' take care.. ' then I gave him a kiss on the cheek and ran to my room, I knew he was watching me, I could feel it, God I wish I didn't have to do this! I loved him! And I .. I broke my heart to protect him!
When I got to my room, I laid on the bed and started to cry again, then I heard a knock on the door, I ignored it, then I heard caitlyn's voice.
Caitlyn:' mitchie it's me! Open up!' I ran to the door, opened it, and threw myself in caitlyn's arms! I was crying hysterically! I was in so much pain.. then caitlyn took me into the room, brought me a glass of water, and she sat next to me on bed.
Caitlyn:' what happened?'
Me:' how do you know anything happened?'
Caitlyn:' well I saw you talking to shane, then running to your room crying, and shane watching you then he got into class, apologized and left with tears in his eyes..'
Me:' he was crying?' Caitlyn nodded, which made me cry harder, Caitlyn patted on my back and hugged me. I told her what happened with the manager.
Caitlyn: 'mitchie you should have told him..'
Me:' I couldn't Caitlyn… he wouldn't have let me!'
Caitlyn:' and this is better?'
Me:' Caitlyn.. it is hard for now.. but.. but.. it's better for shane's career! He loves music more than anything! I couldn't stay and watch him throwing it away for me.. I just.. couldn't!' Caitlyn hugged me.
Caitlyn:' I am very proud of you.. you know that?' I nodded, then she hugged me while I cried some more.
