Me:' shane I will go see my mum first'
Shane:' okay, do you need me to come with you?'
Me:' no.. I think I need to talk to her by myself..' shane kissed me and then he left. I took a deep breath and walked into my mum's room, she was asleep, I sat next to her, too her hand and kissed it.
Me:' God I miss you mum!' then I felt her waking up, I quickly drew a smile on my face.
Me:' hey mum!'
Mum:' hey honey.. what happened?'
Me:' well mum, you didn't take care of yourself! Do I have to do everything over here?' she giggled and I smiled because I managed to put a smile on her face.
Mum:' honey.. how is your father?' I took a deep breath and put a fake smile.
Me:' he is better mum..'
Mum:' really?' I nodded and she smiled. We talked for a while, then the nurse came to give her medicines, after she took them she felt sleepy, so I felt after I made sure she went to sleep. I walked back to my dad's room, when shane saw me he flashed a smile, I sat next to him and he hugged me.
Shane:' so how is your mother?'
Me:' I guess she is okay.. I had to tell her that my dad is better.. it was.. hard..'
Shane:' I am sorry baby.. but it is for her own good..' I nodded. Caitlyn came and sat with me, she gave me a hug, then my phone rang.
Me:' hello?'
Caller:' hey mitch!'
Me:' hey, who is this?'
Caller:' how could you not know who has this beautiful voice?'
Me:' oh.. tess..'
Tess:' good girl! I heard about your father, I am sowwy!'
Me:' thanks tess..'
Tess:' well, how is shane?'
Me:' you are calling to ask about shane?'
Tess:' no.. I just miss him!'
Me:' tess, I really don't need this now. If you miss shane that much call him! Just.. go away tess!' then I hung up.
Shane:' was that tess?'
Me:' yeah.. you should call her shane! She misses you!'
Shane:' what? What are you talking about?'
Me:' she said she was "sowwy" about my father then she asked about you and said she misses you!'
Shane:' WOW! She is crazy!' I nodded.
Shane:' are you mad at me?'
Me:' no shane.. I just.. I am sorry..' he gave me a tender kiss on the cheek and smiled.
It was night now, they had to exchange shifts, tonight barron and shane are staying with me, before I went to the waiting room I decided to say goodnight to my mum, and shane came with me. I opened the door to her room, to find out that she wasn't there! I looked in the bathroom, but she wasn't there either!
Me:' where is she?'
Shane:' I don't know! Let's look for her!'
Me:' no need.. I think I know where she is..' we walked out of her room and walked to my dad's room, I found her looking through the glass, I ran towards her.
Me:' mum! Thank God you are okay! I was so worried about you!' my mum looked at me with tears streaming on her face.
Mum:' this is.. better?' I sighed and looked down, but then I felt her falling to the ground again, shane ran and held her and helped me put her on a chair.
Me:' mum! Mum please stay with me! Don't close your eyes!'
Mum:' this is.. your.. dad? Why? Why him?'
Me:' mum.. please.. please I am begging you! Stay with me.. I can't do this any longer.. please mum!' but then she was closing her eyes and she lost consciousness again. Shane ran and called the doctor, the nurses took her to her room and they closed the door again. A while later the doctor came out.
Me:' how is she?'
Doctor:' she is.. she has VERY high blood pressure mitchie.. that doesn't help her heart or any of her organs.. this is bad mitchie.. I am really sorry..' then he left. I looked at shane and he looked at me in great compassion.
Shane:' are you okay?' I laughed.
Me:' really shane? Am I supposed to be?'
Shane:' you are right.. stupid question.. bad..' I giggled.
Me:' I really shouldn't be laughing right now!' shane hugged me.
Me:' where am I supposed to go now shane? Here or there?'
Shane:' we will split up, one here and the other there.'
Me:' okay.. I'll stay here at least until she wakes up.. and you and barron can stay with my dad..'
Shane:' okay mitchie.. if you need anything call me..'
Me:' and shane? Please.. if anything happens.. good or bad.. tell me..' shane nodded and hugged me again and left. I went back into my mum's room, a tear escaped from my eyes, I stood infront of the window, looked up at the sky, and saw a star.
Me:' oh God please.. help them.. help me! I can't live without them.. please God.. ' then I heard my mum mumbling something in her sleep.
Mum:' Ashley.. ' I was horrified! I ran out of the room, I ran until I saw shane and I threw myself in his arms.
Shane:' what's wrong mitchie?'
Me:' Ashley.. she is calling on Ashley.. in her sleep shane..' he just kept holding me while I cried. A while later, just as I was finally calming down, I found the doctor running into my dad's room! I stood up quickly and watched what they were doing! I couldn't understand if it was good or bad. Then an hour later the doctor came out.
Doctor:' I don't know what to say mitchie..'
Me:' is he… dead?'
Doctor:' his heart stopped again.. but this time.. we couldn't revive him mitchie.. I am SO sorry to tell you this.. but we lost him..'