I spent the rest of that day in my room, crying a lot, and at night I went to sleep because I was too tired. The next morning, I opened my eyes, but I didn't want to leave my bed, I wish I could hide in that room forever, but I couldn't. I did what I usually do in the morning, then I wore a white skirt and a blue shirt, then I went downstairs, I found my mum, nate, Margaret and mr. brown in the living room. When my mum saw me she ran my way and hugged me tight.

Mum:' thank God you are okay!'

Me:' mum.. I am fine..' then they all hugged me, and I sat with them on the table, but I didn't eat anything, I wasn't hungry at all. After they finished eating, nate and I volunteered to take the dishes to the kitchen, I carried some of them and he carried the rest, then we walked into the kitchen.

Nate:' so mitchie.. won't you tell me what happened yesterday?'

Me:' no nate.. I am not talking about it.. or him.. I am done with your brother.. for good..'

Nate:' what? And why is that?'

Me:' because.. well because it won't work between us!'

Nate:' why mitchie?'

Me:' nate! I said I don't want to talk about it!'

Nate:' well excuse me! But you two fight together and then you both are mad at me! I have the right to know what happened!'

Me:' nate.. shane doesn't trust me.. he hurt me.. and that ended it between us!'

Nate:' how? How did he hurt you?' I sighed.

Me:' he thinks I am cheating on him… with you..'

Nate:' what? Has he lost it?'

Me:' ask him nate.. I don't care anymore! I just.. I need to forget about him and move on..' nate then walked out of the house furious! I sighed, then I walked back into the living room.

Mr. brown:' so mitchie.. what happened with shane? And now nate too?'

Me:' God! I don't want to talk about it! If you want to know anything ask them! I am through talking!'

Mr. brown:' okay mitchie.. I am sorry..'

Me:' no.. no mr. brown I am sorry! I didn't mean to lose it like that.. I am just.. a bit tired.. sorry again..' mr. brown smiled at me.

Mr. brown:' it's okay mitchie..' in the meantime, nate took a cap to shane's hotel, he ran to his room and knocked the door, when shane opened up, nate punched him in the face!

Shane:' what the hell man?'

Nate:' you dare think that mitchie and I cheat on you! Together? I don't know who you think we are but we are certainly not that!'

Shane:' from the way I see it, you make a perfect couple!'

Nate:' God shane! How blind can you possibly be? She wants you! Not me! I am just her friend and I care about her so much more than you do apparently!'

Shane:' don't you dare say so! I care about her more than anything!'

Nate:' yeah? Well that is why you said what you said and you though what you thought? That is why you broke her already broken heart? That is why you left her to cry for a whole day with no sleep and food? If that is how you care about someone shane.. then please don't care about her anymore!' then nate left the room slamming the door behind him. Shane sat on the bed, put his head into his hand.

Shane:' what have I done?' then he ran to his car, he took it and drove to my house, he knocked on the door, and mr. brown opened, he seemed shocked.

Mr. brown:' shane? What are you doing here?'

Shane:' I need to tell mitchie something..'

Mr. brown:' she is in the living room.. good luck!' then shane came inside. I was watching TV, when I saw him walking towards me.

Mum:' shane?'

Shane:' yeah mrs. Connie.. that's me..' I could feel my eyes felling up with tears, so I stood up, looked at him in pain, then I walked to the kitchen. Shane followed me.

Me:' shane.. get out of here please!'

Shane:' not before you listen to me..'

Me:' I DON'T want to! I will NOT talk to you or hear you!'

Shane:' why?'

Me:' why? Why? Because not a word you say I will believe! Because your voice hurts me! Because you broke my heart! Because shane.. because I am VERY disappointed in you..' I could see that my words hurt him, but that was not even half what I was feeling.

Shane:' you are right.. I am a jerk! But mitchie.. I made a mistake! And I need you to forgive me..'

Me:' shane.. get.. out..' he walked towards me and tried putting his hands on my shoulders but I pulled back.

Shane:' okay mitchie.. as you like.. I'll wait for you..' I was looking down. He left the house. And I gradually fell to the ground. Mr. brown came into the kitchen and saw me on the ground, he sat next to me.

Mr. brown:' you didn't forgive him, huh?' I nodded in refuse.

Mr. brown:' I don't blame you..' I nodded.

Mr. brown:' you love him?' I nodded again.

Mr. brown:' he loves you too..' then I started crying, he held me close, and kissed my forehead.

Mr. brown:' you are so strong mitchie! More than you think you are! You'll get through this and you will find your way back to him! That is of course, if you were meant to be..' he kept holding me for a while, then I stopped crying, I walked to my room and Margaret followed me.

Margaret:' mitchie.. I know we aren't really close.. but I really care about you.. and I want you to know that you can trust me.. and that I am here for you..' I forced a smile.

Me:' I know Margaret.. thank you..' she gave me a hug then we both walked back downstairs.

For 2 weeks I haven't heard of shane.. for 2 weeks the guys were still exchanging shifts EVERY night to take care of me.. for 2 weeks shane and nate hadn't spoken. Until one day I was watching TV when I found the ellen degenres show playing, I loved ellen so I watched it, only to find out that the guest was shane.

Ellen:' so shane.. I hear you have something to say..'

Shane:' yeah.. well ellen.. I hurt 2 people I REALLY care about.. I was stupid and judgmental and I know I was wrong.. but to those 2 persons.. I am SO sorry! I love you both so much… and I miss you.. I hope you can forgive me someday..'

Ellen:' I hope so too shane.. so you have a song for us?'

Shane:' yeah, it's called "lost my way"'

Ellen:' okay, the stage is yours.'

Shane:' you and I .. we were one..

Like a breath and a sigh.. like the moon with the sun..

We complete each other..

We can make it through the toughest weather..

But then I lost my way..

I told you I'll go and you stay..

And I lost my way.. lost my way

But baby can I stay?

I broke your heart..

When you needed me the most..

We were apart..

And our love I lost..

All because.. I lost my way.. lost my way

I really wish I had stayed

And I lost my way.. lost the way

Will you forgive me today?

I miss your touch..

I miss your kiss..

I love you so much..

Our love I miss..

I know I hurt you..

If only you knew..

How much I love you..

You don't have a clue!

I am sorry.. I lost my way

If only.. you would forgive me today

I lost it once.. but never again..

I need your trust.. your love I'll regain..

So will you forgive me.. today?' the audience clapped but I saw the tears shane was trying to hide, and I was crying myself, as much as I wanted him back, the pain he caused me was so deep, I couldn't go through it again. I loved him.. but maybe we weren't meant to be.