After I saw that performance I switched off the TV and walked to my bed, I sat there, crying, thinking about shane, I missed him, then I found my phone ringing. It was nate.

Me:' hello?'

Nate:' hey mitchie, are you crying?'

Me:' no.. don't worry about me!'

Nate:' did you… did you see the interview?'

Me:' yeah..'

Nate:' so what now mitchie?'

Me:' now.. now we'll go on just like we were doing nate.. shane should take care of his career now, and maybe find a girl who loves him and he loves her too, I wish for him everything good.'

Nate:' oh.. so you won't take him back?'

Me:' no nate.. I can't.. but I know I'll always love him..'

Nate:' then why not?'

Me:' because.. some things when they are broken.. they never mend again.. so.. as much as I love him.. I can't go through that pain again nate..' nate sighed.

Nate:' mitchie, who is staying with you tonight?'

Me:' nobody! I told them all to go home, it has been over 2 weeks and me and my mum are getting better! So you all go home and sleep in your beds then you can come over anytime!'

Nate:' so you'll be okay?' I took a deep breath.

Me:' yeah..'

Nate:' okay mitchie, sweet dreams!'

Me:' goodnight nate' then I hung up. I laid back on the pillow, closed my eyes, and slowly went to sleep.

The next morning I woke up, did the usual things, then I wore a brown dress with pink flowers as a pattern, then I went downstairs.

Mum:' good morning baby girl.'

Me:' good morning mum! Don't make me breakfast, I am going now.'

Mum:' where to?'

Me:' I am.. going to visit daddy..' mum nodded, so I walked her way and kissed her on the cheek, then I smiled at her and left. The walk to the graveyards was full of anxiety and fear, but mostly pain, I couldn't believe I was visiting my dad underground now, that I would talk to him and he won't answer, that I'd cry and he won't hug me, this wasn't easy for me, but I had to do it.

When I finally got to the graveyards I took a deep breath and walked towards my dad's grave, I sat in front of it.

Me:' hi daddy.. how are you? I miss you so much! If only you knew how much I need you right now.. you know shane, right? Yeah.. well we had a fight.. and for 2 weeks I didn't hear from him.. until yesterday when he wrote me this beautiful song daddy! But I won't get back to him.. I can't.. he left me at the hardest time of my life! And he broke my heart to pieces daddy! Anyway.. I just.. REALLY miss you.. and I love you daddy..' a few tears fell from my eyes, then I stood up and walked away. As I was walking home I tried wiping away my tears so that my mum won't be upset. Then I heard someone calling my name. I looked back and it was shane.

Shane:' mitchie.. hi..'

Me:' hi shane..'

Shane:' woah, why are you crying?'

Me:' nothing… it's.. nothing..'

Shane:' I miss you..' I looked into his eyes, then I turned around to leave, but he caught my arm and stopped me.

Shane:' where are you going?'

Me:' home..'

Shane:' what about me?' I looked at him again, then I kissed him on the cheek.

Me:' I hope you have a happy life shane.. where all your dreams come true!'

Shane:' without you?' I nodded.

Me:' without me..'

Shane:' why?'

Me:' shane.. it is just.. it isn't working out.. but you know.. that whenever you need me, I'll be there for you.. I owe you that much!'

Shane:' mitchie please.. I am sorry! I know I hurt you! I know I broke your heart! But at the same time I broke mine too! It was hard to live without you mitchie! Please.. give me one more chance..'

Me:' shane.. listen to me.. you are a talented, kind, supportive, beautiful person.. you'll find a girl who will make all your dreams come true.. who you'll trust no matter what.. but shane.. she is not me anymore!' then I pulled my hand from his and ran home, but I heard him saying something.

Shane:' there is no one else..' but I just kept running, when I got home, my mum was in the living room, with Caitlyn, they saw that I was crying.

Mum:' what is wrong honey?' I ran towards her and threw myself in her arms crying, Caitlyn came and patted on my back and kissed me on the cheek. A while later I started to pull myself together.

Mum:' so what is wrong mitchie?'

Me:' I saw shane..'

Mum:' where?'

Me:' on my way home.. he apologized a lot.. and he begged me to forgive him.. but I couldn't mum! I left him!'

Mum:' mitchie.. honey.. he loves you or he wouldn't have fought so hard for you.. and you love him.. I think you should think about it again.. listen to your heart mitchie..'

Me:' but how mum? How can I get back to him after he doubted me! After he said I was playing on both brothers! After he left me alone to face my dad's death!'

Mum:' I know he did all that.. but he also held you while you cried.. he was there for you ALL the time.. he helped me and you.. he never let you fall mitchie.. he did that too, right?' I nodded.

Caitlyn:' and mitchie?' I looked towards her.

Caitlyn:' he called me EVERYDAY to make sure you and your mum are okay..'

Me:' he did?' Caitlyn nodded. Then I went to my room, I took off my dress, and I wore a dark green dress, then I straightened my hair, put some make up and wore black heals, then I walked downstairs.

Caitlyn:' WOW!' I smiled.

Mum:' you look beautiful sweetheart!'

Me:' thank you mum..' I kissed my mum and hugged Caitlyn.

Caitlyn:' I'll come with you!'

Me:' okay, call nate and Jason and make them meet us at camp!'

Caitlyn:' camp?'

Me:' yeah!' we went to mr. brown's house, we asked him to drive us back to camp, and he agreed. Jason was supposed to bring barron, sander and Margaret, and nate was supposed to bring shane without telling him why! It was a hard task since they haven't talked for a while but I thought that would help him make up! So nate went to shane's hotel room, knocked the door and shane opened.

Shane:' nate? I miss you man!' then he hugged him tight, nate hugged back. Then shane told him to come in.

Shane:' nate.. I am REALLY sorry!'

Nate:' shane you should have known better! How could you doubt us like that?' shane looked down.

Shane:' I was stupid and jealous! And it will never happen again!' nate nodded.

Nate:' good! Come with me!'

Shane:' where?'

Nate:' I want to show you something!'

Shane:' okay!' they both got into shane's car and drove to camp, shane was so confused, he didn't know why they were returning to camp when there was nobody there, and he knew that all the memories he had with me would hurt him. When they got to camp, nate guided shane to where the lake is.

Shane:' what is going on man?'

Nate:' wait shane! I want to show you something!' then shane found candles, in the lake, and flowers, and decoration which made the place very beautiful, he was surprised! Suddenly a strong light was directed right infront of the lake, where a stage was. He looked on stage and he saw me, he smiled at that sight, Jason and nate were standing behind me to play their guitars, and Margaret was going to sing back up. Caitlyn, barron, sander and mr. brown were hiding behind the stage, the audience was only shane.

Me:' we once met..

It was an open gate..

After all the doors has closed..

After all the hopes were lost..

I saw..

I saw a certain glow..

In your eyes.. that gave me life

In your eyes.. helped me complete my climb

But then we went our separate ways

But then everything fact seemed like a may

I thought about you every day, every night

But in my heart I always knew what was right

You and me..

We belong together

We were meant to be

We are forever

Don't you see?

I couldn't.. break my heart again

But after I let you go.. I knew..

That my heart will always be broken without you!

That my love for you is what was getting me through..

So now I say..

Our love is no may..

Now I know..

I live.. by.. that glow..

Yeah I live by your.. glow!'

When I finished the song I waited for shane to react, then I found him walking towards the stage, he came up and walked towards me, then we were face to face, so close, he leaned and gave me a kiss, I kissed him back. Jason and nate were smiling at us and then Caitlyn started screaming! I smiled through the kiss and so did he. Then Margaret came and hugged me, and nate and Jason hugged shane.

Shane:' mitchie.. I love you..' I smiled.

Me:' I love you too shane..'