I was having the same nightmare again, but my ringtone saved me and woke me up, it was when I look at you by miley cyrus, I rubbed my eyes and looked at the caller's identity, it was nate.

Me:' hello?'

Nate:' mitchie.. has shane come to your house?'

Me:' no nate, I don't think so..'

Nate:' okay, sorry I woke you, bye'

Me:' wait nate! What happened?' nate sighed.

Nate:' shane hasn't come home yet! We are calling him and his phone is shut down!' I looked at the time and it was 3 am.

Me:' oh my God! Okay nate! I am coming to your house now!'

Nate:' what? Are you crazy? It's 3 am!'

Me:' I know nate! But this is shane! I am coming!' and I hung up before he could argue me again. I wore my green shirt and my blue jeans, then I put my hair into a ponytail, I took with me my white jacket just in case, and I ran out of the house and to shane's house. I knocked and nate quickly opened up. I hugged him then we both walked inside, Jason was giving me angry glares.

Me:' okay guys, tell me where you looked..'

Nate:' we looked here, and at the studio.. where else should we look?'

Me:' the graveyards!'

Nate:' what? Why?'

Me:' shane once told me that his grandma was his best friend.. so I think we should look there too..'

Nate:' okay, I'll go now!'

Me:' but I need someone with a car to come with me, I have an idea..'

Mr. brown:' okay, there is me or Jason!'

Me:' but someone has to stay here.. just in case!'

Nate:' okay, I'll go to the graveyards, Jason goes with mitchie and uncle brown stays here!'

Jason:' I don't want to go with mitchie!'

Nate:' Jason!'

Me:' no, it's fine nate.. okay Jason, you blame me for this, but when I disappeared for 6 weeks did my mum blame shane? No she didn't! I guess this says something, huh?' then I turned to nate.

Me:' nate you go as planned, and I will take a cap to wherever I am going!'

Nate:' but mitchie..'

Me:' nate! It is okay! If you find him, call me' nate nodded, he looked at Jason angrily then we both left. Nate ran to the graveyards and I walked for a while until I could find a cap, since it was almost 4 am, it was almost impossible, but I was thinking about that, I only thought about shane. I was walking when I heard a car's horn, I looked back and it was Jason.

Jason:' get in.. I am sorry..' I got in his car without even looking his way.

Jason:' where to?'

Me:' camp..' then Jason drove. It was quiet for a while, I didn't feel like fighting with Jason, so he was the one who broke the silence.

Jason:' so.. I really am sorry..'

Me:' okay..'

Jason:' I know it is not your fault.. I am just worried about him..'

Me:' and you think I am not? Jason.. you have no idea how scared I am right now!' Jason nodded.

Jason:' okay.. you accept my apology?'

Me:' okay..' Jason smiled at me, I smiled back. Then he continued the ride. When we got there, we took 2 flashlights and walked into camp, it was dark, and silent, it was very scary. We called on shane as loud as we could. We looked in all classes, he wasn't there, then I remembered, the lake. I walked towards the lake and Jason followed me. We found shane asleep right in front of the lake, where he sang for me for the first time. My eyes filled up with tears, and I fell next to him and hugged him tight, I was so scared for him. Then he started waking up.

Shane:' mitchie..' I forced a smile wiping away my tears.

Me:' you got us all worried..' shane then looked up and saw Jason who hit him on the head.

Jason:' stupid! Why didn't you tell us where you were?' he then stood up and I stood up too.

Shane:' how did you know I was here?' Jason signaled at me, so shane looked my way.

Shane:' you?' I nodded.

Me:' are you okay?' shane nodded.

Me:' okay.. can someone please drive me home?' Jason giggled, then we all walked to the cars.

Shane:' come with me?'

Me:' no.. it's okay.. I'll go with Jason..'

Shane:' playing on the third brother now too?' I looked at him disgusted, then I looked at Jason, he had a look in his eyes that said sorry.

Me:' I'll walk home Jason..'

Jason:' what? It is hundreds of miles away!'

Me:' it's okay.. I'll take a cap when I am tired.. bye..' then I walked away without even looking at shane. But as I was walking, I heard him running after me, then he pulled me from my arm.

Shane:' I am sorry!' I pushed him away.

Me:' you always are..' then I walked away, tears started streaming down my face, I felt so.. so disappointed.. I was worried about him.. and this is what he says to me? My thoughts were interrupted by my phone ringing, it was nate.

Me:' nate, we found him..'

Nate:' oh thank God! Can I talk to him?'

Me:' hmm, I am not with them..'

Nate:' them? You mean Jason and shane?'

Me:' yeah..'

Nate:' then where are you?'

Me:' I am walking home..'

Nate:' walking? From where exactly?'

Me:' camp..'

Nate:' camp? Mitchie it is hundreds of miles away! Are you crazy?'

Me:' nate, it's fine, I am fine, everything is fine..'

Nate:' it doesn't seem like it.. look uncle brown will come and pick you up..'

Me:' no need nate!'

Nate:' mitchie, no argument! He will move now..'

Me:' okay, thanks..' then he hung up. About 45 minutes later, I found mr. brown's car, I got in it and he gave me a hug, then when I looked at the back seat I found nate, Jason and shane.

Me:' I am sorry mr. brown.. I can't take this ride..' then I opened the door and left, I walked but then I found shane, nate and Jason all following me. Shane caught my hand and turned me around to face him.

Shane:' mitchie come on! Get in the car!'

Me:' shane.. first, let me go, and second, won't you think that I am playing on mr. brown too?' then I pulled my arm and walked.

Nate:' mitchie, it is a very long walk! Come with us, you don't have to talk to shane, or anyone really, just get in the car.'

Me:' nate.. I can't.. not anymore..'

Shane:' fine! Then I'll walk and you get in the car!'

Me:' what?'

Shane:' you heard me.. if you don't want to go with us because of me then I won't get in the car with you..'

Me:' I won't let you do that..'

Shane:' it is your choice..' I walked towards him, got so close to his body.

Me:' I don't do choices shane, remember?' then I turned back around and continued walking.

I found mr. brown's car walking right next to me, it was so slow to keep up with my steps, I didn't even look their way. Then my phone rang, it was my mum.

Me:' hey mum..'

Mum:' where are you mitchie?'

Me:' I was at camp.. and now I am coming home..'

Mum:' camp? Why?'

Me:' I'll tell you everything when I am home..'

Mum:' why are you gasping?'

Me:' because I am walking mum..'

Mum:' you are walking home? From camp?'

Me:' aha..'

Mum:' mitchie torres! Have you lost your mind?'

Me:' no mum.. I just.. I can't find a ride!'

Mum:' what about mr. brown?'

Me:' what about him?'

Mum:' call him..'

Me:' mum, please let me go now and I'll tell you everything later! Please!'

Mum:' fine mitchie.. bye' and I hung up. I was crying, but I tried to hide it as much as I could, but crying made it even harder to breathe, so I started coughing hard. After a while I was coughing so hard, that I bent putting my hands on my knees trying to take some air in. the car stopped and they all ran towards me.

Shane:' mitchie! Are you okay?' I nodded because I couldn't talk. But then I coughed again causing me to fall on my knees, so shane carried me, put me in the back seat, locked the doors and mr. brown drove.

Shane:' why are you coughing so hard?'

Me:' no.. nothing..'

Nate:' it happened to her once before, on the day she decided to disappear.'

Shane:' okay, but why mitchie?'

Me:' I .. I don't.. know..'

Shane:' we'll take you to the hospital!'

Me:' no! no hospitals shane!'

Shane:' okay.. calm down mitchie.. what should we do now?'

Me:' nothing.. I'll calm down now..' I closed my eyes and tried taking calm breaths, I drifted to sleep. When I woke up I found myself in shane's room, I rubbed my eyes, and then I walked downstairs. Shane saw me as I was walking down the stairs.

Shane:' how are you feeling?'

Me:' better.. what time is it?'

Shane:' it's 2 pm!'

Me:' shit! I told my mum I was on my way home!'

Shane:' it's okay, I called her.'

Me:' okay.. thanks.. well I will go now..'

Shane:' why?'

Me:' shane.. I have to go home.. take care..' shane nodded, I forced a smile then I left. I was walking home, tears escaping from my eye. When I got to my house, I knocked and my mum opened. She gave me a hug.

Mum:' are you okay?'

Me:' yeah.. yeah I am..' I walked into the living room, I sat with my mum watching TV.

Mum:' so why did you go to camp?'

Me:' well.. nate called me saying that shane didn't return home.. so I went with Jason to look for him at camp..'

Mum:' hmmm, and why were you walking home?'

Me:' mum.. it doesn't matter anymore..' my mum nodded, because she knew that I didn't feel like talking.

Mum:' so mitchie… you and shane..'

Me:' are over mum..' she nodded again. We were watching " titanic" it was one of my favourite movies of all time! Then I got a text.

Text:' mitchie.. I love you.. and I always will..' it was from shane. I smiled. And I replied.

Reply:' me too shane.. whenever you need me.. I'll be there.. I hope you all that is good in this world..' then I found a private number calling me, it was American idol, they wanted me to perform on that week's episode. I agreed of course.

It was a Thursday night, Caitlyn and my mum were backstage with me, I was going to perform, how to break a heart by nikki. I was wearing a black dress, with silver heals, and my hair was curly, I put some make up too. I went on stage and I was very nervous, but I remembered shane's words, and I closed my eyes and let my heart lead me. I sang, and the whole crowd including the judges stood up to encourage me and clap for me, I was so happy, and proud, but I wished shane was with me. I ran backstage and my mum hugged me tight.

Mum:' I am.. beyond proud of you..' then Caitlyn hugged me too. As we were going home, I found a text.

Text:' just as amazing as I remember you mitchie..' it was from shane. I replied.

Reply:' thank you shane.. by the way.. you helped me sing today..'

as much as I missed shane, I loved how our relationship was. A couple of weeks later, it was my birthday, and I was invited to the ellen show, I loved ellen so I went. I was wearing a pink dress and black heels, I straightened my hair and put some make up.

Ellen:' please welcome, the amazing mitchie torres!' I hugged her then I sat infront of her.

Me:' thanks ellen! It is a pleasure to be here!'

Ellen:' so I hear it's your birthday today!' I smiled.

Me:' yeah, it is, I am turning 19!'

Ellen:' happy birthday mitchie..'

Me:' thanks ellen!' then it was time for me to perform, it was a song I wrote, called " even though"

Me:' I miss you..

I miss our time together..

I love you..

With you everything was better..

But even though.. I want you near

Returning to you.. is my biggest fear

Even though.. my love is true

I know.. I belong with you

I always remember.. how it used to be

If I drown in a dark sea

You would have jumped.. after me

This is how it used to be.. this was you next to me

But even though.. I can't let go

Sometimes I know I have to..

Even though.. my mind you blow

To your heart.. I need no clue..' suddenly as I was singing, I heard someone else coming towards me on stage and singing along.. it was shane.

Shane:' I know I hurt you.. I know it aches

But seeing you far.. my heart it breaks..

I need you with me.. one more time

I need to hold you.. until the end of time

I love you.. more than I ever though could be

I miss you.. you always see.. right through me

So look into my heart.. and you'll see

How much you mean to me..

So even though.. it might be hard

I am willing to.. have a new start

Even though.. I can't let go

I'll wait for you.. until tomorrow' then we sang together.

Me and shane:' even though.. I can't let go..

I have to get back.. to where I belong..

Open your arms.. and catch me now

Living without you.. I don't know how..

I don't.. know.. how'

he smiled at me and I threw myself in his arms, he hugged me tight, I missed his touch. The whole audience clapped and ellen went to a break. Then she came and hugged us both.

Ellen:' a nice surprise, huh?' I looked at shane and smiled then back at ellen.

Me:' no terrible!' we all laughed and shane poked me. Then we both left together. The whole drive shane was holding my hand. We went to his house, we knocked and nate opened the door.

Nate:' don't tell me…'

Me:' yes!' he ran towards me and hugged me. Then we went inside, where Jason hugged me and then shane and so did mr. brown. I went to the kitchen to find my mum there.

Me:' NO WAY! You are all in this together?' they all laughed and nodded.

Me:' you are mean!' they all hugged me. A while later, barron, sander, Margaret, and Caitlyn came to us, they all hugged me and congratulated me and shane.

Shane and I dated for a whole year, I went to college, and shane went to his tours and made music, just like he was supposed to do. I recorded an album too which gained me a lot of awards, I dedicated it to my dad, Ashley and paige. And whenever I made any concerts I donated a ratio of what I gained to the cancer section in the hospital.

The next summer, I went back to camp, but this time as a counselor. I went to my first class, wearing the camp's cap as before.

Me:' hello everyone, I am mitchie torres' and when I looked up, I found Caitlyn, barron, sander, Margaret, shane, nate and Jason.

All of them:' hello miss mitchie!' I laughed and so did they. I started at camp and returned back to it. First as an assistant, then as a counselor, and who knows what next? Shane and I, went through so many ups and downs, but we always found our way back to each other, because we belonged together.

And just like my dad always said:' if it is meant to be.. it will happen..'