Why Edward? Why?

Chapter 6: Results

Edward got up and had a shower after the phone call. I lay in the empty bed sheets, clutching the white fabric, while I tried desperately not to think about the bad news.

I mean, I'd already accepted that it made sense and ect, but we'd had sex. I'd forgotten that every time you do it, with the infection, you pass it on. Oh shit. My heart raced and the guilt filled me. Oh noooo. This was awful.

What if I'd given it to him yesterday? What if I'd passed it to him before?

I eventually got up and dressed in my deep cream white summer dress. It was a sunny day and this seemed the best to wear.

It was early summer and already the sun was shining and the temperature had scored higher than last week. I was rubbing in some sun-tan lotion when Edward walked out of the bathroom.

He only had a towel round his waist. Despite that I'm used to it and all, it was still distracting. I hadn't seen a body that was distracting like his was.

It mad me sad sometimes. But I was seriously annoyed of being depressed all the time.

I continued rubbing the lotion into my skin while Edward leaned against the doorpost to our en suite. He didn't move while I rubbed the stuff up my arms, down my legs and round my face and neck.

I grabbed my iPod, fluffed up my hair and whipped my sunglasses on. I turned on the spot, walking out of the bedroom while saying to him "Hurry it up sweetie. Someone's gotta get down to business."

He didn't move or say anything.

I walked out of the apartment a few minutes later after chewing through a cereal bar but I felt sick afterwards. When I walked out of the apartment, the sun seemed 10 times hotter than it was inside.

I was glad I put sun-tan lotion on. Hopefully if I was lucky - I'd tan - shock horror. I decided not to risk the Ford Focus and got our brand new limited edition Mazda MX-5 convertible in dark midnight blue.

I plugged my iPod into the car's speakers as Edward walked out of the building, in casual jeans and a white button up shirt. He of course had to wear my favourite glasses on him.

He knows that I go crazy when he wears them but I pretended to be blind today.

He came to a stop in front of the car and peaked from under his glasses. I pressed a button and the whole roof came down, revealing myself to everything.

He came to my side, gave me a kiss and walked round to the passenger side. I pressed 'Play' and Lady Gaga - 'Summer boy' came through the speakers.

I couldn't help singing along as I drove out of the lot towards the hospital.

No where yah were goin no where fast
Maybe this time Ill be yours youll be mine
C-C-C Crazy get your ass in my bed
Baby youll be just my summer boyfriend, summer boy

Lets get lost, you can take me home
Somewhere nice we can be alone
Bikini tops comin o-o-off
Dont be sad when the sun goes down
Youll wake up and Im not around
Ive got to go oh oh oh oh
We'll still have the summer after all

Sometimes you might start a fight
But Im happy, pretending were alright
Sunglasses, cover up my green eyes
My martini glistens yeah
While checking out other guys
Summer boys

Hey there summerboy
Lets go for a drive
Take me for a ride
Never gonna close our eyes
Hey there summer boy
Im a busy girl
Dont have too much time
Hurry up before I change my mind
Hey there summerboy
Im taking off my heels
Lets go for a run
Have a little summer fun
Have a little summer fun
Summer boy

Hey there summerboy
Lets go for a drive
Take me for a ride
Never gonna close our eyes
Hey there summer boy
Im a busy girl
Dont have too much time
Hurry up before I change my mind
Hey there summerboy
Im taking off my heels
Lets go for a run
Have a little summer fun
Have a little summer fun
Summer boy

Hey there summerboy
Lets go for a drive
Take me for a ride
Never gonna close our eyes
Hey there summer boy
Im a busy girl
Dont have too much time
Hurry up before I change my mind
Hey there summerboy
Im taking off my heels
Lets go for a run
Have a little summer fun
Have a little summer fun
Summer boy

I have got my, summer, summerboy
I have got my, summer, summerboy

Edward actually applauded me when I finished. We'd arrived into the hospital car park. I got out of the car, closing the roof as I did, turning off my music and car. I pulled my glasses further up my nose I walked hand-in-hand with Edward. I leaned against him as we walked into reception and waited for Dr. Irina. She came in and motioned for us to follow. We came into the room where she was and sat down.

Edward gripped my hand very tightly and Dr Irina turned to us. She seemed sombre. I knew what she was going to say before she actually said it.

"I'm very sorry to say this Mr and Mrs Cullen...but you both have traces of Chlamydia in both of your urine samples." I starred at the board behind her.

I'd fucking passed my Chlamydia onto my husband. I was an awful wife.

I was never going to be forgiven. I turned to Edward, he seemed in shock.

"I'm so sorry Edward. It's all my fault." and I knew it.