Riley's POV
A few hours later Jason returned with some clothes for me. JASON: "im guessing you want to take a shower" I nodded JASON: "fine but im staying in the bathroom with you so you cant try any funny business" he saw the look on my face and sighed running his fingers through his hair. JASON: "I don't know why im saying this but im not gonna try anything riley, I promise. I don't know what's up with me I usually would have raped you by now" I gulped and fear rushed through me. If he usually raped people by now it meant he actually raped people, and that eventually he would rape me too. I must have looked like I was about to cry because he came over, plopped down on the mattress, and pulled me into his arms. When I struggled to get away he released me. JASON: "riley I was kidding." ME: "that was probably the worst joke I've ever heard." Jason gave a little laugh. JASON: "yeah I know. But ive never raped anyone and I don't plan on starting anytime soon. Im not a complete monster." I hugged him back ME: "I know that" he turned to look at me JASON: "do you" his voice was soft and distant. I nodded. He leaned closer and placed a gentle kiss on the corner of my lips. When I didn't respond he let out a huff and got up off the mattress. He picked up the clothes he had tossed me earlier and headed for the door. JASON: "are you coming or not" I held back a gasp. He sounded like he was holding back tears. Without a second thought I got up off the mattress and walked over to him. I put my hands on either side of his face and stoop up on my tiptoes to kiss him. He just stood there for a second not really sure what to do. Then , with a gentleness I didn't expect, he kissed me back. The kiss was short but it was filled with an emotion that neither of us could explain, or cared to. I pulled away and gave him a small smile. He looked down at me and his soft pink lips pulled up at the corners in a half smile. JASON: "you want to go take a shower now or should we kiss some more 'cause im game for either one." I laughed and he winked at me, his deep brown eyes shinning with laughter. ME: "lets go with the shower I smell horrid" just to prove my point I sniffed my shoulder and made a face. ME: "ugh not very attractive" he chuckled quietly JASON: "you're already attractive enough, trust me" I do. the thought shocked me. He was my kidnapper why should I ever trust him. I sighed. For some odd reason I did trust him. I think his craziness is rubbing off on me. he took my hand and I followed him out of the room. It was the first time I had been out of the tiny room and my eyes wandered over the house curiously. Surprisingly it looked almost as bad as the room they were keeping me in. he led me down the hall and into a bedroom. JASON: "this is my room. it's the only room with a bathroom upstairs." I gazed around the room that was only a little bigger than mine. There was a queen sized bed in the middle and clothes shoved carelessly into the closet. A flat screen TV sat atop a dresser. L walked into the bathroom behind him. The bathroom was a pale, faded blue. There were a few fresh towels on a shelf and a toothbrush at the sink. Bottles of shampoo, conditioner, and axe were lined up on the shower shelves. The shower glass was frosted up to neck level so I wouldn't have to worry about Jason seeing me. Jason handed me a bottle of dove soap ME: "where did you get this from?" JASON: "just don't ask trust me you don't want to know" I sighed ME: "Jason please tell me how you know what kind of soap I use?" Jason sighed and looked at the floor JASON: "Alex and Johnson didn't want to have to buy anything so they got some of your things from your house" my mouth fell open ME: "WHAT!" JASON: "don't worry they didn't harm anyone" wait if they went to my house then that means my house wasn't far away. the spark of hope in me slowly grew into a blazing flame. Now I was beyond determined to make sure my plan worked. JASON: "ill leave so you can get undressed and in the shower. Ill come back in when I hear the shower turn on. don't take long" he shot me a warning look before he turned and left, closing the door behind him. I sighed and sank to the tile floor. This has to work.
Jason's POV
I let out a frustrated sigh and sank down onto my bed, burying my head into my pillow. How could I have been so stupid to tell her all that stuff. I had promised myself that I would never let anyone in, not even Alex, and I had almost let her in. hell I almost let her waltz right into my heart. I couldn't let that happen. No, form now on I had to either be cruel or emotionless towards her. No more caring. Besides since when did I ever care about anyone other than family anyway. But it was hard not to care for her. She was the picture of pure innocence and whenever I was around her I wanted to pull her into my arms and protect her forever. Funny since I was the one who had harmed her in the first place. I didn't want to care but when she looked at me with those big green eyes of hers I simply melted. I didn't help that she was beyond beautiful. Flowing blonde hair that felt like silk, pale green eyes, curves in all the right places, that baby soft pale as moonlight skin, and that mouth. God her mouth made me want to draw her into my arms and taste it. It was a perfect cupids bow shape, and pale pink. The fullness and poutiness of it made my insides turn to jell-o. and god when she smiled. I shook my head furiously. god I sound like a softy. I heard the shower turn on and got off the bed walking back into the bathroom. I put the toilet lid down and sat down on it watching her sexy figure move behind the frosted glass. I felt myself growing hard and I smirked. Well that's one way not to be a softy.