Riley's POV

I waited till I was sure Jason was asleep before I opened my eyes. that's right I pretended to be asleep. This was all part of my plan. I slowly sat up and balanced my weight on my elbows. I took a deep breath as I stared down at the key dangling from Jason's chest along with his dog tags. God I hope he's a deep sleeper. I closed my eyes, sending up a quick prayer, then in one quick movement I jerked the key up and over his neck. I kept my eyes closed and waited for him to wake. After a few minutes of just silence I opened my eyes. I let out the breath I had been holding in when I saw that he was still sleeping peacefully. I crept off the bed, key in hand, and pulled on my clothes. I walked to the corner and grabbed my bags that were thankfully still packed since we had only been here a few days. I peeked my head out the bedroom door to make sure Johnson was gone for sure. I stared through the door but then I stopped. And that's when I made the second biggest mistake of my life. I looked back at Jason. I walked back over to the bed and bent down, placing a soft kiss on his lips. ME: "goodbye Jason" I whispered. I started to turn but then he whimpered and turned in the bed. I stopped dead in my tracks and turned to see that he was still sleeping. Thank goodness. He must be having a nightmare. My theory was confirmed as he began to toss and turn in the bed. He let out a whimper and I saw a tear escape from his eyes. JASON: "no no no don't leave you cant leave. Please don't leave me." shock ripped through me as what he said registered in my brain. Could he have know I was going to leave? No if he did he would have stopped me. He must be talking about Alex. I turned to once again go but the pure hurt in his voice and the pain in his face made me stop. My heart ached for him. It was then that I was reminded of the biggest mistake I had ever made. Falling for Jason. It was true I couldn't deny it. I had fallen for him. I was falling for him. And then as clear as if I actually spoke it my heart told me something that sadly I already knew. I cant leave him. I sighed, a single tear slipping down my cheek. ME: "im so sorry dad and Ashley and Matt. I cant leave him. I will see you all again some day. I promise." I dropped my bags back where they had been and then I stripped off my clothes. I stopped before climbing into bed and looked down at the key in my hand. What do I do with this? I walked back over to my bags and dropped the key inside. Jason wont notice its missing I hope. I crawled back into the bed and curled into Jason. His arms wrapped around me instantly and all of the whimpering and tossing and turning stopped. I kissed his temple and then rested back into his arms. I stared up at the ceiling knowing I would never be able to sleep.

When I felt Jason begin to wake I closed my eyes and pretended to still be asleep. I felt him wake and then he leaned over and kissed my lips. I let my eyelids flutter open and my heart skipped a beat at what I saw. Jason was looking down at me and sliming the most beautiful smile I had ever seen. JASON: "good morning beautiful. See I told you I would be here when you woke up. I keep my promises." I sighed. So do I. he frowned and kissed a trail down my jaw. JASON: "what's wrong?" I shook my head and smiled. ME: "its nothing… im just sore that's all" he sighed the frown still there. I felt the sudden urge to kiss that frown away. JASON: "im sorry about that I shouldn't have been so rough with it being your first time" I pulled him closer to me and kissed him letting my tongue trail across his bottom lip. He moaned and I smiled. I loved knowing I made him make that smile. There was that word again… love. Was I in love with Jason yet? He pulled back from the kiss and rested his head on my chest. I reached up to play with his hair and I grinned ME: "you know what would make me feel better?" he looked up at me JASON: "I could give you a massage" I laughed ME:" I might take you up on that but right now I was thinking more along the lines of a nice hot long shower" as I said this I winked at him and let my hands trail over his naked body. He smiled then jumped up, pulling me into his arms bridal style, and raced to the bathroom. I let out a school girl giggle as he shifted me so I was resting over his shoulder. He smacked my butt before turning on the shower and stepping inside. I squealed as the cold spray his my butt. ME: "couldn't you have waited until it had warmed up?" he lowered me to my feet and smiled at me JASON: "nope" he yanked me against him and kissed me roughly. My body heated despite the still cold spray and I kissed him back, our tongues battling for dominance. He pulled away and brushed wet hair out of my eyes and smiling down at me JASON: "you don't know what you do to me" I giggled and looked down at his growing hardness. ME: "I think I have an idea" but as I looked into his eyes I wasn't so sure. There was something else in them, under the lust and passion. Could he really be falling for me too? No, I was his captive. that's all I was to him.

Jason's POV

I opened my eyes and smiled when I saw riley still in my arms. God she is so beautiful. No stop that she's your captive god dammit. But I couldn't help it. I leaned over and kissed her and watched her eyes flutter open to reveal her beautiful eyes. ME: "good morning beautiful. See I told you I would be here when you woke up. I keep my promises." she sighed, a frown making her full lips draw together in a tight line. I could tell something was wrong. ME: "what's wrong" she shook her head and smiled up at me. RILEY: "its nothing… im just sore that's all" I frowned not believing her for one minute. Oh well ill get it out of her eventually. ME: "im sorry I should have been so rough with it being your first time." she pulled me against her and kissed me. I felt her tongue trail across my bottom lip and I moaned. After a few more seconds I pulled away and rested my head on her chest listening to her heart beat. She played with my hair and I sighed. RILEY: "you know what would make me feel better?" ME: "I could give you a massage" she laughed and I looked up at her RILEY: "I might take you up on that but right now I was thinking more along the lines of a nice hot long shower" she winked at me and her fingers trailed over my body. Heat raced through me and I jumped off the bed. I picked her up and carried her to the bathroom. I shifted her over my shoulder. She giggled and I smacked her butt. I turned on the shower and stepped inside. She squealed as the cold water hit her RIELY: "couldn't you have waited until it had warmed up?" I dropped her to her feet and smiled at her ME: "nope" I yanked her to me and kissed her roughly. She kissed back instantly and out tongues battled. I pulled away and brushed hair out of her eyes. ME: "you have no idea what you do to me" she looked down at my growing bonner. RILEY: "I think I have an idea" that wasn't what I was talking about. No I was talking about these.. These feelings she gave me. I had never felt them before. As she looked into my eyes I prayed she didn't see them. didn't see that I actually had feelings for her. I pushed her back against the shower wall and shoved my lips against hers. She wrapped her arms around my neck and surrendered to me.