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All or Nothing – Chapter 5: Sittin' Up In My Room Pt. 2

The kiss was amazing. Blaine's lips were soft, and when I allowed entrance for his tongue, I thought I would die. He explored my mouth like there was no tomorrow, and he started moving his hands down my back. He lifted my shirt slightly and started rubbing my bare back. I moaned slightly in his mouth, and he pulled away.

"Are you sure I'm not moving too fast?" he asked. My lips smashing into his was my answer.

Soon, we were shirtless, and I was exploring his hairy chest with my hands. A memory flashed in my head, and I pulled back suddenly.

"Finn?" Blaine asked, as I gasped for air.

"So-sorry…" I said.

"What's wrong?" Blaine said, crouching over where I now sat up against the wall.

"Nothing."

"Don't give me that. There is obviously something wrong."

"I just… I think I need some time."

Blaine sighed. "I understand." He put his shirt back on. "Do you want me to call Kurt?"

"No. I'll be fine. I'm really sorry."

"Don't be sorry. Just call me later, okay? Let me know you're okay." Blaine placed a kiss on my forehead, and left the room.

It must have been a few hours later when I was still sitting against the wall, and Kurt walked into my room.

"Oh lord, what happened?" he asked.

"Nothing."

"Blaine texted me. Said you two were about to do the nasty when you freaked out."

"I told him not to call you."

"He didn't."

"Whatever. Same difference."

"Finn, just tell me what is wrong."

I sighed. "Blaine has a hairy chest."

"So? You like that. Your biggest celebrity crushes are Hugh Jackman and Paul Rudd. I don't understand it myself, but that's your thing."

"Yeah. And Will had a hairy chest."

Kurt sighed and sat down on my bed.

"When are you going to get over him?"

"I can't. I never had closure."

"Him leaving was closure, Finn Hudson!"

"He didn't say goodbye."

"I'm tired of this Finn. It has been seven years! He obviously didn't want you enough to stay no matter what your mom said. You've been treating her like crap for all these years just because she was being a mom. Will was a jackass, and you know it. If he loved you, he would've said goodbye."

"You are just jealous."

"Jealous of what?"

"That I wanted Will and not you."

"Oh my God! Get your deluded ass out of the clouds Finn!"

"Get out!"

"Grow up!"

"I said get out!"

"Fine. I'm leaving. But Blaine isn't going to wait around forever, and you're going to miss out on a good thing. I see the way you look at him, and I haven't seen that since you were with Will. Don't miss out on this Finn, and don't be pissed at other people for what Will did to you." Kurt stormed out.

I climbed into bed an hour later and just clutched my pillow.