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Chapter 4 – Promise
RPOV

He kissed me with enough passion to fill the whole world, if some great world disaster happened I wouldn't know about it, I was so consumed by Jacob, my Jacob.

Thank heavens Billy wasn't home otherwise my noises outside his door would've made things a little awkward. When both I and Jacob had enough strength to stop our kissing, enough strength to take a few breaths, we decided to go inside, I didn't know what was going to happen, whether Jake and I would make love, finally, I mean I've known him my whole life, and I was ready, I wanted him, I wanted all of him.

Jake had been living in this little house in La Push since he was a kid, the tiny living room was only big enough for five people, maximum, and his bedroom was even smaller, his TV was a tiny thing compared to the one Uncle Emmett bought for the main house, but I figured nobody watched TV around here, Jake was always running around as a wolf, at my place, or sleeping, and as for Billy, well he couldn't get enough of Grandpa Charlie's plasma screen, He'd said once that if you're not watching the game on a big screen, you might as well not watch it at all. I immediately took my place on the couch and patted the seat next to me.

"What are we gonna do now?" I grinned as he walked over and took the seat beside me, his weight made my half of the couch come up as he sank down. My heart thudded in my chest as I thought of all the possibilities for the answer to my question, I figured he could hear it too but he ignored it.

"I was thinking... TV dinner and a movie... You can pick the movie?" He gave me a smile, a cute shy smile that made me melt, how could I say no to a face like that? I think he was trying to persuade me to say yes.

"My idea of a perfect date" I said sarcastically and grinned, I quickly pecked his lips and got up to go inspect the cupboard filled with movies that I'd given Jake when I was little, Uncle Emmett always helped me to shop for Jacobs birthdays and Christmas', back then I didn't realise that Jake never had time for movies. I picked out my all time favourite cheesy-TV dinner movie, Romeo and Juliet. I wasn't the type of girl into sappy romantic stuff; I was more into movies that made me laugh because they were all mushy. Though Romeo and Juliet do have their good bits, it's just another sappy romantic movie.

I took it out of the cover, it was the new version, the one with Leonardo DiCaprio, I had no idea why I'd picked this out for Jake when I was little but oh well. I settled myself on the couch and waited for Jake to bring out the TV dinners, I thought I should go check on him to make sure he hadn't read the instructions wrong. Sometimes he was a bit of a helpless cook.

I wondered quietly over to the miniature kitchen that could only fit two people, Jake was standing in front of the microwave with his hands crossed over his chest, tapping his foot, obviously he was getting impatient with the TV dinner. I walked over to him and wrapped my arms around his waist. I kissed his chest gently, he wasn't wearing a shirt, and wow it was a sight to see, he lifted my head so he could look at me in my eyes. Before I knew it he picked me up into one of his bear hugs and I laughed, if I were full human, I probably wouldn't be able to breath.

"Jake what are you doing?" I laughed; he still hadn't let me go yet.

"I just wanted to hug you." He smiled his big goofy grin and set me back on my feet, I stood up on my toes so that I could be level with his face, it looked like something was on his mind, but it didn't look like it was bothering him so I didn't ask, instead I kissed his luscious lips, mine shaped around his and we began where we left off outside.

His arms holding me against his body, my hands gripping his short hair, it felt just like satin under my fingertips. Our breathing starting to accelerate, our tongues were playing games with each other and our lips were moving in unison, I could spend forever just kissing Jacob; he was the most amazing man I'd ever met. His hands moved from my lower back to cup my bum, he groaned slightly in my mouth as he kissed me, I could feel his hard member in his pants sticking out, it aroused me even more knowing that Jacob was on the same level as me.

One of my hands instinctively moved down while my other stayed tangled in his hair, I wanted to please Jacob, and this was the only way I knew how. I slowly ran my hands down his chest; paying special attention to the contours of his abs, when I got to his pants he stopped me, pulling my hand back around his neck. I broke away from the kiss and looked into his eyes, the lust raged but something was holding him back.

"What's the matter?" I looked at him, confused as to why he'd stopped me.

"Not yet." He smiled and kissed my forehead.

"What do you mean?" I laughed and scratched his head.

"Well, I want it to be special when that happens, and I think if we wait, it'll be so much better." He winked and pecked my lips softly

The microwave had stopped a few minutes ago so I guessed the food was just the right temperature, I pulled them out of the oven and gave one to Jake, it smelled like roast beef with potatoes and carrots. I pulled Jake with my other arm and made him sit on the couch with me as I hit play on the remote. I began eating from the blue tray that contained the TV dinner, it tasted like crap compared to mums cooking, but I ate it, I was kinda hungry after all the walking that we'd been doing. Once I was done, which just happened to be a long time after Jake, I placed my tray on top of his on the coffee table and rested my head on his shoulder.

He put his arms around me and I snuggled closer to his chest, I couldn't help but feel like this is where I belonged. We were up to the part where Romeo was about to marry Juliet, Jake ran his lips over my hair and I could hear him inhaling, I moved myself closer to him and kissed his neck. I never wanted this moment to end.

"Ness, you know how much I love you right?" I nodded, wondering where he was going with this.

"Well I wanted to ask you something..." He was still moving his lips over my hair

"Umm, go for it" I smiled to myself, speculating about what could possibly be going on in that mind of his.

"Well it's not a question, more of a promise..." He chuckled in my hair. "I want to promise you that I will never ever leave your side, and in return I want you to promise me something..." I nodded. "You'll always love me."

I smiled, its not like i can stop loving him, he was the center of my world, it was something that I knew was irreversible, sure, I could love someone else, but never the way I loved Jake, it was like I'd imprinted on him right back except that was impossible, but I felt as though there was something that tied us together and I would never let that go.

"I promise." And with that I turned my head to the side and placed my lips on his.

What's in a name? That which we call a rose by any other name would smell as sweet.

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