A/N: Wow… I was surprised so many 1. Wanted Finn to pick Blaine or 2. Knew he'd pick Blaine. Not really what I was expecting. Just found it interesting.

Okay so this is the next to last chapter. Sorry for so long between updates. My summer term started, and work has been crazy among other things.

Chapter title inspired by the Backstreet Boys

All or Nothing – Chapter 16: All I Have to Give

It took me a minute to find my words. And when I did, they came out harsher than I had planned.

"Are you insane?"

Blaine's smile disappeared into a grimace.

"No. I thought I was being romantic."

I shook my head, picked up Will's letter, and put the mail on the desk near the couch.

"Blaine, it is romantic. Super romantic. But we've only been dating a year."

Blaine stood up. "Well gee thanks Finn for ruining it."

I sighed. "I'm not trying to ruin anything." I walked up to him, and placed my arms around his waist. "I love you. I do. I was just surprised. Please don't be upset."

"So is that a no then?"

I took a moment, thinking about the letter on the desk. "It is a let me think about it. It is a big decision, one that I haven't even thought about before." Blaine pouted. "Look, let me take you out for our anniversary."

"I was going to cook."

"Nah, I want to take you to that French restaurant downtown."

Blaine smiled. He loved French food, and I knew it. I figured this would make up for my reaction to his proposal.

That night, laying in bed after celebrating our anniversary in a different way, Blaine lightly snored while I couldn't sleep. I was tired; there was no doubt about that. But Will's letter was still on my mind. It had been on my mind all through dinner, and, while I hated to admit it, it had been on my mind during our love making. That's how much Will could get to me. I thought it was over. I thought I had made my decision, and Will was out of my life. He just knows the worst moments to pop right back in. He wanted me to meet him in just two days. I tossed and turned the rest of the night, deciding whether or not to even give him the time of day.

So of course two days later I'm driving six hours down to the outskirts of Medford. My GPS had to be updated three times to even find the address. I had music blaring, trying to drown out my guilty thoughts. Blaine thought I was visiting Tina. He thought I was trying to mend fences with her. I felt bad lying, but I knew he wouldn't call her, unlike my mother all those years ago, so I knew it was safe.

I had been standoffish towards Blaine for the past two days, after our anniversary. Kurt had noticed, and confronted me, but I just shrugged him off. Blaine kept asking me what was wrong, and I told him it was just work stuff. He seemed to buy it.

Six hours and a few rest areas later, I was driving in the middle of nowhere, surrounded by trees everywhere. I thought maybe my GPS was on the fritz until I saw a big sign posted on a tree.

"This Way" it read, with an arrow pointed to a small dirt road off the main road. Considering my GPS was telling me I had reached my destination, I figured the sign was for me. As I pulled onto the dirt road, and onto a dark path surrounded by trees, the thought did run through my head that Will was bringing me out here to kill me; one of those unrequited love/Lifetime movie scenarios. I just kept driving though.

Two miles later, I slammed on the breaks, my mouth agape. I turned off the engine, and slowly got out of the car. Up a small pathway was a big, beautiful cabin. It was surrounded by bushes and flowers, had a porch swing on the wrap around deck, and beautiful French doors.

I looked around for any sign of Will, but I seemed to be alone. I started slowly up the steps, when a voice came from the side.

"Do you like it?"

I turned to find Will coming from around the back of the wraparound deck. His face in a grimace.

"It is beautiful. I feel like I've seen it before."

Will smirked, and nodded. "Yeah you have; in your dreams."

I was left speechless.

"All those years ago, you used to tell me about your dreams where we were living in a cabin. I couldn't believe how vivid you were with your descriptions, but I loved hearing about it, even if I never told you. I always remembered what you said the cabin looked like, but I had never planned on building it."

"You built this?"

"Well not by myself, of course," he chuckled. "I had help. Contractors, friends… Tina."

"Tina knew about this."

"Oh yeah. But I told her to keep it a secret."

I shook my head. "But why?"

"Finn, you're not stupid. You know why."

"But I chose Blaine."

"Yes you did, but I was hoping that you would come here, see this cabin, and at least think about the decision again. This is all I have to give, but it's a lot. It's a home. It's a future. I know you were scared to choose me because you thought I may leave you again. But this is my way of telling you that I am not leaving. That I'll never leave. You may have thought it was over because you chose Blaine, but it was never over, and I think it still isn't over."

"You got that from The Notebook," I smirked.

"Well it was our favorite movie back in Ohio," Will grinned. "Look, the cabin is 3000 square feet. I built it big enough for…"

I raised my eyebrow as he trailed off. "For what?"

"For the family I hope to have with you."

I held back the tears, though barely. "And what if I say that I still choose Blaine?"

"Then you choose Blaine. And I will sell the cabin, and I will disappear again. But no one who buys this cabin could call it a home, not like we could. And no one would be able to fill it with as much love as we have for each other, even if you don't want to admit it. We could build a life together Finn. I know you want that."

"I do…" I trailed off.

"Tina told me that Blaine proposed to you."

"How did she know?"

"Kurt. And I know I should just leave it be, but she also told me that you didn't give him an answer. That makes me think that you do still care about me."

"Of course I do, Will! I always have! But how can I take the chance that you aren't going to break my heart again? If I lived here with you, I would have to start a whole new life. I would have to quit my job, leave the city I've called my home for the past seven years, and what if things go to hell again? What if you hurt me again?" This time I couldn't hold the tears back.

Will walked up to me, and wiped a tear away, as tears started falling from his own eyes. "Because it would kill me to hurt you again. I never want to let you go. I want to be yours forever."

With that, Will leaned in and my lips met his. I could've pulled away, should have pulled away, but I couldn't. It felt right.

After a minute, we broke the kiss. "I… I have to think about Blaine too," I said.

Will frowned. "Wow, way to kill the mood."

"The man proposed to me Will."

"And I'm proposing to you right now too."

"I know. And I want to say yes, but…"

"But you can't."

"I have to think about this."

"I don't want to let you go."

"I can't just leave Blaine like this. I can't just disappear."

"No one is asking you to."

"Yes you are, Will. You want me to just call him up and dump him, and then we just live happily ever after."

"I never said that."

"Your kiss did. Look, I just… I need time to think."

Will's face dropped. "I guess this wasn't good enough."

"Will, I didn't say that."

"Just… go do your thinking. Maybe I need to do some thinking as well."

I frowned, and touched his arm. "I'm not saying no, Will."

"But you're not saying yes either."

I frowned, went back to my car, and drove away. Will watched me from the porch until I couldn't see him anymore.

A/N: Horrible place to end the chapter. I know. But only one chapter to go! And, for those wondering about the whole cabin thing; go read the previous two entries into this trilogy, and you'll see I mention the cabin a lot.