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Chapter 27 – Dreams
RPOV

"So did I, Miss Renesmee." He chuckled quietly before leaning his head in, his face was so close to mine, I was frozen in my position, did I want to kiss him?

His lips ghosted over my cheeks before they got to my ear, "The collar looks better this way." He whispered and used his hands to adjust the collar of his jacket on me. I couldn't bring myself to even laugh at his sense of humour. He brought his face back to face me before giving me an innocent smile.

"I— Uh— Thank you." I stuttered, I tried to keep my eyes away from him, I didn't want to look into those golden eyes and admit that for a split second I wanted him to kiss me, I wanted to have the satisfaction of being wanted.

"Goodnight." He smiled and took my hand to kiss it before leaving me standing there, watching him reverse and drive away.

I opened the door, completely light headed and feeling as if I was about to faint, was it possible that I could feel like this because of him? Maybe it was just the nausea getting the best of me. Mom and Dad were in the lounge, I could hear Dad playing his soft melodies on the piano which meant that Mom was probably watching, trying to learn how to play, it was her new thing.

"Ma, I'm home." I called; it was usually her that I had to check in with when I got home. Before I had time to comprehend what had just happened, she was at my side with her arm around my shoulder, ushering me into the lounge to join them.

"How was the dinner? Where did you guys go?" She asked curiously, like she was happy that I went out with someone other than Jake.

"Um, we just sat in the car outside the park by the reserve; he bought Chinese for me because he remembered that I liked the food from this one place across the hospital." I said truthfully, I figured there was no reason to hide details like this from my family; after all, Damien was going to be around a lot more now.

"Well that sounds nice." Dad said when he looked up at me, he was smiling as if they had some good news or had just planned something, whatever it was, it was definitely a change from the mood they were in when I left.

"Yeah, it was, what's going on?" I eyed them suspiciously with a sheepish grin on my face, "You guys seem too happy." I chuckled, their mood was contagious.

"Oh, nothing." Mom said quickly before eyeing dad with a look that said, don't tell her. I preferred not to try to guess what was going on, instead, I excused myself from the weird situation and headed upstairs.

When I got to my room, I slowly shut the door behind me and rested my forehead against the door with a sigh, what in the world happened tonight? Oh god, and Seth was a witness to all that, which meant that the whole pack had just witnessed what nearly happened. I took of the jacket and held it to my face for a little while before dropping it to the ground in my hastiness.

I didn't know what this feeling was; it felt like doubt, like I doubted my ability to stay faithful to Jacob, NO! I loved Jake, nothing, and nobody could get in the way of how I felt for him, maybe Damien was just a test for me, a test to see if Jake is really what I want and he is so there's nothing to worry about.

It took me a while before I realised that there was another heartbeat in the room, one just a bit slower than mine but altogether not human. A few seconds of silence confirmed who it was, SHIT! He had been a witness to my self doubt.

I spun around with intense super human speed to find him sitting on the edge of my bed just staring at me, "Jake!" I exclaimed with enthusiasm I tried to fake, I was nauseas; I didn't want to see anybody I could possibly hurl on.

"How was the thing with Damien?" He said flatly, he obviously tossed aside my charade and had witnessed everything Seth had heard and seen, I felt a little sicker to my stomach.

"It was good, we talked about the attack, had a good time." I smiled and walked towards him, it looked like he was unsure of something, nervous even.

"That's good." He said and held his arms out for me to sit on his lap; I took his offer without even thinking about it and nestled myself against him. It reminded me of those cold days in winter where I would snuggle up to him on the couch and we would just sit there watching movies, laughing, talking, without any of the melodrama that we have now.

"What are you doing here?" I asked, confused as to what he was doing at my house at this time of the night, and why the hell my parents were so happy about it.

"I wanted to ask you something…" He smiled and kissed my forehead, I wasn't sure what he wanted to ask at midnight but who cares, Jake was here.

"Okay, shoot." I smiled and laid my head against his warm shoulder, I moved my hand to rest on his burly chest where I drew little circles with my index finger.

"I was kinda hoping you wouldn't smell like a leech." He laughed and I smacked his chest, "But I can't blame you, after all, you were wearing his jacket." He turned his head to look at the black leather jacket sprawled out on my floor. I felt guilty for taking it.

"It was cold." Was my only excuse for why I needed it, but I knew that the reason I didn't want to give it back was because it smelled like him, it felt like security. I decided to change the subject, "You wanted to ask me something?" I said, curiosity spilling through my voice.

"Oh yeah, um, I-" He looked at my awaiting eyes and something shifted in his, he looked as though he changed his mind about what he was going to say, "I wanted to ask you whether you wanted to meet the new pack members?" He said finally, his voice gave away his discretion and I knew that was nothing like what he was going to ask before.

"Oh, new members… Who are they?" I asked, I tried my best not to let him know that he was a terrible liar when it came to conversations with me.

"Well, there are two new people, they're both female… Our pack seems to be escalating in female wolves." He said with an annoyed face, men and their egos. So far it was just Leah so I don't exactly know what he was talking about when there are only three females and around fourteen males. Yeah I know, that's quite a bit.

"Female? Wow, Leah must be excited not to be the only one anymore." I laughed and he smiled, he looked sad and I wondered why.

"Yeah, Leah is thinking of giving up being a wolf so that she can have a normal life, she hasn't phased in months." He said, I thought it was a good thing that there were no girls in the pack, what with the nakedness and all.

"Well, that's her choice I guess." I said after a long pause, he sighed, him and Leah had gotten really close over the past few years, I guess his heartache from my mother brought them closer together, but then all he could think about was his love for me and she got a bit nauseas as she usually does. "Umm, tell me about the new wolves." I said to distract him.

"Oh right, Demi and Harley, well, they're pretty much always together, like best friends, you never find one without the other, it's actually kind of creepy." He laughed, "They both transferred over to this reserve a while back but with the Quileute blood in them, they just morphed, like totally out of the blue." He chuckled again and I smiled at these new girls who seemed to be like two peas in a pod.

"What do they look like?" I asked inquisitively and he looked at me with eyes that wondered whether I was jealous, which I responded by pressing my hand against his face and simply saying, No, I am not jealous, before laughing at his assumption.

"Well, this is the weird part, Harley is about as pale as you, she morphs into a complete white wolf, you should see the contrast between her skin and ours," He laughed, "Demi is like us though, her skin is tanned but she morphs into this mocha coloured wolf, the weird part is that she has white tipped ears and paws." He smiled, I wondered how Harley could be pale but still have Quileute blood in her, I guess it's just my stereotypical side that assumed all Quileute's were tanned.

"All white? Wow, that must be pretty amazing." I said trying to picture it in my head, all the wolves I knew were a different shade of brown, and then comes this all white wolf. I yawned involuntarily and he sighed.

"I should be going; I'll pick you up tomorrow morning? They really want to meet the imprint that's always on my mind." He winked at me and I gave him a tired smile, I could feel the drowsiness of a well spent day come crashing down on me.

"Yes, I will be ready at that time." I smiled and hopped off him so that he could stand up, I wrapped my arms around his neck and pressed my lips to his, they were so warm, like toasted marshmallows over a campfire.

At first the kiss was sweet, but it progressed into something more, something not so sweet as much as it was dirty. He moved me backwards, walking with me until my back was against the wall of my bedroom. His hands started to run themselves aimlessly up and down my body and my urge to sleep was suddenly over powered by something else.

With one quick jump I had my legs securely around his waist and his hand on my bottom supporting my weight while the other one was playfully kneading my breast. He pressed himself against me passionately and I felt how passionate he really was about what was going on.

I let out a soft whimper as he continued to press himself against me, "Do you like it?" He whispered into my mouth as he skilfully kissed me in a way that should be illegal.

"Ye— Ahh" I couldn't finish what I was saying because it felt like heaven, he was so… gifted. His hand went under my top then and found its way to unclasp my bra. Since when did he become pro at unclasping bras with one hand?

He started kneading the naked flesh with his warm, rough hands while his mouth moved form my lips to my neck and then to my ear to whisper, "I want you." That was enough to drench my panties, his voice was so jagged, so course, yet it was the most melodically chiming voice I had ever had the pleasure of hearing.

He began nibbling on my ear and I felt as if I had died and gone to heaven, if my dream wasn't real then Jake and I had not made love in two weeks. HOLY CRAP! That's a long time.

"Then take me." I moaned and tilted my head exposing the expanse of my neck to him, he thrusted forward again. I could feel him, my dress was lifted up quite a bit and the only thing stopping us was my underwear and his jeans.

"Ness!" I heard Mom shout from downstairs and I had totally forgotten they were even in the house; it's amazing how much I forget when I'm around Jacob like this.

"Shit!" I whispered and stood up straight, he chuckled a little and moved back to let me. I began straightening my dress as I replied to mom, "Yes…?" I called, they had probably heard everything that just happened, or worst, mom might not have had the shield on and I had subjected dad to both Jake and I's perverted thoughts.

"I think it's time for Jacob to leave." I heard dad call and I instantly blushed; surely enough they had been some kind of witness to what had just happened.

I turned around to look at Jacob who was lying comfortably on my bed as if he hadn't just heard what dad had said, "Jake, I think you should go." I giggled and he laughed.

"Yeah I know, I just need to… Uh— Calm down…" I could see his tanned cheeks turn a little darker as he looked from me to his pants. I couldn't help but burst out laughing.

"Oh." Was the only thing I could say to that, I mean what else was I supposed to say or do? I couldn't go over there and hug him, that would only make things worse.

"They can wait." He said and looked up at the ceiling, his hands were behind his head like he owned the place, like he was just relaxing and kicking back without a care in the world as to who might come bursting through that door with a pair of lethal fangs.

"Should I—I'll just sta—I uh—Yeah I'll just stand here." I said finally, I wasn't sure what exactly I should do, so I just decided to stay put and not move.

"What are you talking about? Get over here," He laughed and patted the space beside him for me to take, which I did very graciously in fact. "I can control myself when I want to." He chuckled and kissed my forehead, I turned on my side and snuggled up to him, resting my right hand on his chest and just listening to the sound of him breathing.

I think I must have fallen asleep because the next thing I knew I was listening to the sound of my parents talking to Jacob downstairs.

"Jacob, please attempt to control your thoughts around us, it's not pleasant to hear everything." Dad was saying in an annoyed tone.

"Okay, okay, sorry." He said as if he surrendered to their demands, I felt bad for exposing dad to those kinds of thoughts, I would've expected the shield to be on at least.

"And could you not try to rip her clothes off every five minutes, what happened to the plan for tonight?" What plan? There was a plan?

"It wasn't the right time, something was bothering her, I figured I'd wait a little longer." His voice seemed anguished and I wondered what he was waiting for, what was his plan? I hoped that they would bring it into the topic of the conversation soon so that I could be put out of my misery.

"Well tell her soon, and don't get her hopes up if you're not going to say anything." I heard mom say, wait, was this a good thing or a bad thing? I couldn't seem to tell anymore.

"Yeah I know, I just don't know how to say it, you know, I mean we've been together for so long, and I just don't know what to say, how to do it." How to do what? He sounded sad, but happy at the same time, what in the world was going on, I thought about going downstairs and demanding to know what they were talking about, instead I just laid here in my bed, hoping that someone would say something about what exactly they were talking about.

"You need to sugar coat it, I know it'll be easier for both of you that way, and make sure you make it good, she'll remember it for the rest of her life." Mom stated, it was a warning, the sudden thought occurred to me, were they talking to Jacob about him breaking up with me? It sounded a lot like that.

I began to panic in my room, was Jacob going to leave me? Is that what they were talking about? No, Jake would never break up with me, he would never hurt me like that, would he? Maybe he was going to leave me because I'm not good enough for him… Maybe he had found someone else who makes him happy and he preferred us to just be friends, I mean sometimes that happens with imprints…

No, he would never do something like that, I was just being paranoid, they probably weren't even talking about anything remotely close to what I was thinking. I felt myself falling back into the peaceful surrender that was sleep, against my will to stay awake, I felt my eyelids close and my world disappear into thin air.

I could see myself running, I was running away from something, someone, but it wasn't running in fear, I was laughing, I was having fun.

I was running just for the sake of running, I stopped by a tree, catching my breath and waiting for my opponent to catch up to me. "You're fast." He says, but it's not the voice I usually hear, it's different, like chimes, so musical, it was the voice of Damien.

I turn to look at him, instead of being confused, I lock my arms around his neck and wait for his eagerly cold lips to reach mine. When they do all I feel is bliss.

"You're just slow." I teased and he laughed. He's wearing his black leather jacket without a shirt, I can see his marble skin glisten under the sunlight and it is the most beautiful thing I've ever seen, his hairless torso exposed to me and only me.

He moves his hand to my white button up top and begins to undo it, I don't stop him because it's what I want, he is what I want. "I love you." He whispers tenderly and I smile, his hands are like ice against my fiery skin but we fit perfectly.

"I love you too." I say and he kisses me passionately. He loves to kiss me, he says. And I tease him by running away again.

This time I am not running for fun, I am running in fear, the scene has changed, I'm alone, in the dark trying to find hard ground to help me run. My legs don't move fast enough, I can hear my opponent stalking me, slowly catching up, I call out for Jake but he is the one stalking me, he is chasing me, his teeth barred as if for attack, why is he chasing me?

Damien lunges at him and I scream, "No!" l but they don't hear me, I can't tell who is good and who is bad, I don't know who to side with.

"Move bloodsucker, she's mine." Jake says roughly, it was not a 'she's mine' as in girlfriend, it was a 'she's mine' for the taking. Jake was going to kill me and my only protector was Damien.

"You'll have to get through me before you touch her." Damien says bravely, ready and waiting for the next attack to come from the buff tanned man whom I refused to think of as Jake.

"So be it." Says the tanned man before he lunges at Damien, it sounds as though glass is breaking and before I know it I am standing face to face with the tanned man, his face is fierce, scarred from the many battles he had to endure.

"Any last words?" He asks in hope of something that I cannot tell.

"Please." Is all I manage to say because I am so afraid of death, so afraid of this tanned man who resembled my soul mate. I look down and see the remainder of the man who fought for me, the man who died for me.

The tanned man transforms into a beautiful red-brown wolf, its eyes as dark as night. He growls at me, daring me to protect myself but I see no point in living when my protector is dead.

The wolf lunges.

I woke up with a shock, my hair stuck to the sweat that covered my face. It was just a dream, I had to repeat that phrase a bit before it sunk in and I stopped hyperventilating in my bed.

What an odd dream, I refused to believe that there was some psychological meaning behind it, or it was my subconscious trying to tell me something. All it was was a nightmare, my imagination on a rampage. I decided to blame it on the meds.

Why would I be dreaming of Damien?

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