During the fourth stage, the person begins to understand the certainty of the situation.
Because of this, the individual may become silent, refuse visitors and spend much of the time crying and grieving.
This process allows the them to disconnect from things of love and affection.
It is not recommended to attempt to cheer up an individual who is in this stage.
It is an important time for grieving that must be processed.
Dear Yami,
What's the point? Why do I even bother writing yet another letter when I know you won't answer? There has to be something wrong with my head. Nothing matters. What's the point? You're gone, and that's not going to change. I get it now. I get it. You're gone. You're not...here anymore. I'm just to weak. I can't go it alone. I can't continue smiling if you're not around. I wish people would stop asking me if I'm okay. Do I look okay? Why doesn't anybody understand the paint I'm going through? This sadness…this dark gloom that's over powering me…it's so lonely. I don't want to see everyone else. They don't get it.
I'm just so damn lonely. I'm tired of trying. I may be smiling to everyone on the outside, but it's so forced, and they know it. On the inside I am dying. It's a slow, painful death.
I have no one to talk to. Strike that, everyone is still here, they want to talk, but I don't want to talk to them. I can't…I can't talk to them they way I talk to you. Talked to you, I mean. God, it's like I'm running a hundred miles an hour—in the wrong direction. Maybe I should accept the fact that everything in my life is like sand. I pay so attention to it, and I care for it, but then a strong gust of wind blows it out of my hand, and I lose it. I lost my parents, I lost you. I wouldn't be surprised if my friends start leaving me as well.
I finally see the world for how it really is. A big ball of nothing. Full of selfish people—and I'm one of them.
- Yuugi
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