A/N: Don't hate me! I know I haven't updated in like 2 years or whatever but I'm sorry, seriously! A lot has been going on and so I didn't update.
What Happened?
BPOV
For the rest of the night after the concert I locked myself in my room.I was so confused about the whole visit. Edward hardly spoke to me and when he did it was just to ask if I had powers. It was like he wasn't even here.
I can't believe that I thought he would still want me.
I should've never listened to Alice when she said that he still loved me and had lied to me all those years ago in the I sat there I kept over analyzing everything and so my anger returned. I even had some cruel thoughts about Esme!One of the many thoughts I had were why would they ask how I got changed cause' I'm sure it was pretty obvious. I mean did they really think Victoria would leave me alone after she learned that they left?Soon I started to get way to angry and decided to go outside and go for a run. I ran and ran until I found a big rock to sit on. I sat back and relaxed and let the sounds of nature pull me in. It was so peaceful I didn't even realize when he joined me. When I opened my eyes I jumped up
"What the hell do you think your doing?" What did he think he had a right to stand there and stare at me?
"How long have you been standing there?"
I didn't think he was going to answer until I heard his silky smooth voice "I've only been standing here for a few minutes. I need to talk to you."
"I don't want to talk to you, asshole!"
"Bella, please just listen to me,"
I didn't know what to do as I stared at him. He looked like a mess and I realized that I would probably regret not listening to him. So, I sighed and said
"Fine I'll listen to you ok?"
"Thank you Bella you won't regret this I promise." We went and sat on the rock and he sat closer than I would've liked but who was I to tell him to move? It wasn't like he was touching me or anything. Anyways we sat in awkward silence before he took the initiative to break the ice.
"Bella, when we left all those years ago please you have to understand that I didn't want to."
Didn't want to yeah like I would believe that
"What did you have like a magnetic pull forcing you to leave me?"
I never looked up at him but stared down at the rock. I couldn't look into his face or those topaz eyes or I would lose it.
"I understand your anger but you have to realize that we weren't safe for you to be around!"
Yeah well did he ever think of how I would take them leaving!
"I thought th-" was as far as he got before I interrupted him
"You don't even realize how much I hurt when you left, I was a zombie!"
"I wouldn't eat, sleep, and I barely made it through the rest of the school year!"
"Yeah well did you ever think about how it was for me? I loved you, still do, but I had to leave you for your safety."
Huh, I guess hadn't thought of how it affected him since he said he left me! Why the fuck would he think that I gave a damn about how it affected him? I sighed mentally before speaking as calmly as I could
"Edward we are done here. You broke me when you left and it will be a long time until I can even think about trusting you."
And with that I turn and ran back to the house. I knew that everyone had most likely noticed my absence and wondered where I was considering I was supposed to meet them for rehearsal a while ago.
When I got back instead of finding 2 angry couples I found a house filled with the moans and groans of couples "celebrating their love". I shuddered but was relieved that they had found something to occupy their time, even if it was that, so I didn't have to deal with them. I went up to my room which was thankfully soundproof and sat on my bed. I thought about everything that had happened over the last day especially my talk with Edward. Something he said really bothered me, he said he still loved me but how was that possible considering we hadn't seen each other for 30 years? As soon as I thought that I knew it was possible because I still loved him as much as I did thirty years ago. If I didn't it wouldn't hurt to think or see him. The love may be overshadowed by hatred but there was no doubt that it was there. What happened? How can they be so excited to see me when they left all those years ago?
A/N: okay so that was the rest of that chapter. Tell me what you think! Also I know I just posted a chapter and all but I think I'm going to put this on hiatus because I have some new story ideas and I've kind of lost interest in this story. I will eventually continue but not at this moment. :(